WHERE ? everythg's so familiar yet distant.
nobody should know.
it feels good to be typing here but,
i guess it's time to let go &move on.
to where ?
bzzt.
YAY IM A HAPPY GIRL !
zee's playing with my sister now.
they're playing barbie doll house i discovered her hidden talent only ytd.
hahaha she's so happy now.
she tried to twist off e barbie's head !
tsktsktsk
hweemin came my hse ytd.
she LOVED my sister.
my family LOVE her.
hahaha HWEEEEmin.
anw.
im a HAPPY GIRL !
yesyesyes:DD
last time i'll be here.
http://statements-.blogspot.com
:]
im super guai these few weeks !
im so guai tht i dun wanna tell u how guai coz i know u wont believe it.
anyways im still flunking whtever papers tht we've taken.
tooooot.
did i mention before tht JESSE MCCARTNEY'S HOT.
rao im super sian now only lester's entertaining me.
comeon comeon fast forward my life 6days !
zzz
i spent more time with my sisters these few weeks i tell u they're ADORABLE.
u'll be jealous.
oh ya.
i saw jieren &-jieren at harbour front interchange two times !
:D u stupid ass.
screw chemmmmmmmmmmmmm.
im tempted to say but nvm forget it.
it's OVER.
6th sept come quick come quick !
make it last, pls
i've never hated coming to this sch so much before.
huack it.
nvm other then tht im still a happy enough girl.
happy teacher's day !
not.
lalala
i had this weeeeird dream bout e class getting shot at for flunking physics.
i was one of those who got killed coz in my dream my physics' a 27/100.
zzzzz so encouraging right.
anw these few days're wonderful days.
yup im a happy enough contented enough girl
i guess
:]
lmao i wonder when ade'll finish her 15 swt talks.
ikea's a super nice place to walk i tell u.
hahah qms big chai &smore wen.
we such geniuses
but i feel kinda bad now.
hahah oh wells.
rao sparks sparks sparks sparks !
tell me.
what's wrong with not liking to study ?
tell me.
will we be freaking successful as long as we study ?
tell me.
would i be a failure if i dont study ?
tell me.
do ppl with lousy results not know tht we have to study ?
limkimchoo is so right.
it's bloody difficult to overcome ourselves.
freaks
hahahah zee is a biased ass:D
anw went to see her dance after chem today.
not bad not bad so cool.
then so malu luh.
met my pri sch fren after so long then i gotta borrow 2bucks from her.
coz my ezlink overtime.
toooooot.
better alr thk u for being there last night !:)
oh ya. tokyo drift like a gam cool.
i wan e soundtrack !
i dont deny i feel out at times.
but i guess it really isnt e time to be like this now.
though this i have to say.
i can never be compared to her.
it's been so long since i went out with xm.
now she feels so distant.
smth's tugging at my heart.
im so touched by a sms she sent tht day.
i'll post happy postsssssssss
i just rmb wad lynna told me.
i'll smile:)
it's time to retreat.
byebye
im contented enough i guess.
it always feels gd to have some cash in ur wallet:]
oh it's sunday alr jiayou yuhua bandsmen:D
i think im under influence of lester.
GO YI DA LI !
i miss my pri sch frens:|
was reading thru some of my old entries.
dang didn realise i was tht mad sometimes:/
hahah anw disney channel like a bleahh.
how can they show e same movies on two consec days ?!
tsktsk how can ?!
im so bored im here to blog again. when ppl are watching soccer.
sigh i need money desperately i should have went off with my parents just now:|
anw im really really sorry lynna.
i really want ta go.
but u know me best.
u even said tht i was from qi gai bang before..
so yeah.. really sorry.
i'll make it up ta u dun so sad luh huh ?
i'll give u all my red leaf pens or o.ooooo1% of my mirror..
u didn crap with me today felt kinda awkard:/
anw.. really sorry la..
u'll forever be my beautiful woman k !
cartoons make me happy.
&i think it will make everybody happy too.
so when u're depressed.
just go look for some cartoons ta watch.
better still if u have younger siblings
:)
donald duck has a cute butt !
k im back to where i've started.
my very first blogskin.
when im still a noob.
or rather noober than now.
i am BORED.
so i started thinking about wad's been happening to me.
ppl who enter &left my life.
argh i cant put my thoughts in words i hate this zzz
im so bored now i feel like doing smth crazy hahah
i want go harbour front &eat chickenrice with zee !!
lalala lololo eunice &kaiting just left lalala lelele.
im eating an icecream now..
oh &happy bdae to yahting &my beloved mommy xinhui:))
went to youwei's hse to watch scary movie3 &final destination2.
i love his hse he has a private lift !
hahaha
i used to be scared of e girl in the ring.
e one who climbs outta tv.
not anymore.
i'll punch her if she crawls outta mine.
lmao
songhua &youwei drooled luh.
when e show started.
ROLLS EYES- boys
then saw this hard gay on youtube.
lmao yaHOOOOOooo
then went to yuhua had a fun night there.
hahah yuhua vs rv
first time see capt ball with 3capts on each side.
everybody so wild &crazy had a lot of fun &laughter
ppl just keep comin in to play e game became a combine of volley soccer &bowling lol
i love it there
:D
right now we really need to take tht leap of faith.
everybody keep close be there for one another.
faith ppl.
smile with me &say i have faith.
:)
im gonna miss those two assholes so so much.
i tink wad youping said ytd was really erm.
smth wad all of us knew but dunno how to put in words.
i'll miss e encouragement he always gives.
all e best to e boys &girls who have been with us for 2yrs..
&thk you for all you've done.
it's up to us now.
syf nxt yr
ought to sustain wad our snrs have achieved.
&we must keep her
coz we'll be real failures if we dont.
jiayou bahh
ppl whose names pop in my head.
i tried talking to yoo.
but yoo dun seem to be eager to wanna listen to me.
e one guy whom i know will definitely listen to me is in japan.
ytd was hell.
all i want is someone to listen.
or maybe even to slap me awake.
i thought yoo are somebody close.
but i realise yoo are only somebody i can share my happy times with.
realise tht conversations tht took place when im down are short ?
really left me hanging there man
i thought alot last night.
i hate e feeling of being dao-ed.
i want enough attention.
there's only one guy whom i can think of.
&i cant even talk to him now
ohmygosh !
like when was e last time i came hahaha
my comp's still down im using my fren's now URGH
anw e first two weeks of my hols are def a blast !
ppl who went supported us on 3rdjune are so so swt !:)
love them all.
e end of alumni performance really left me hanging.
seems like my life's going back to square one.
SPARKS 5 !:|
plsplsplsplsplsplspls
got to know new ppl, talk to new ppl
&xinhui'll tell yoo i fell in love twice.
on the same day.
on the same guy.
hahahahahaha awww:D
if im looking forward to sch at all.
it'll only be coz of e newer campus
:/
argh so much to say so little time.
forget it i'll keep e small details to myself then.
i miss the ppl i din get to see much this hols.
&i love the ppl who were there with me for me.
:)
oh &i think paul twohill rocks !:D
i cant believe we really really spent 6hours in jec on wed.
like. wowness
alright we picnic-ed there lmao had ppl staring at the beautiful cake.
xm is a dai dee pro.
but her reaction is well.
too fast
hahahaha sad case.
i'll set aside like.
at least one day a week to speak chi.
the emptiness in me is Yours to fill
missing but still not ready-
i love the box of mineral water lmao.
melvin is so annoying to e public hahaha
gimling &i can be potential bakers you know !
with a lil help from my ma de:)
the more i look at the cake.
the more i think it's pretty ou !
:))
THIS IS FOR YOU FATHER !:)
i felt Your presence in the bathroom.
haha yes bathroom when i just donned my clothes.
You bring upon me this sense of serenity.
You make me happy again.
i pray to You.
You listen
this sense of relief that washed over me.
thk You Father.
for loving me enough.
Father taught me that it's the times when you are down which make you really appreciate the good times you have.
i pray that He will bless me with an open heart &mind.
to accept everybody's mistakes
to forgive &forget.
:)
oh ! my mom looks so pretty suddenly !
hahaha:D
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1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, thereis no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.
talk about anythg under e sun.
comical.
knows how to cook.
fun.
faithful.
easy going
has looks of edisonchen !
dance like Diego Luna !
hahaha
juatying valerie zihan xiaomeng gimling penny jennie hannah
:)
ytd was a great night.
hahaha wad the youwei watch so many horror movies.
i'll watch one too.
one fine day
i hate being forced to do things i dont like.
unfortunately, as they put it, i dont have a choice.
&this sucks big time
why are results so impt ?
well i can always be tht guy in chi compre wad.
i hate this
anw i love irene chu jia hui lol
she's so lovable.
after band went jec again.
irene made me love her more &more each day !
hahahaha
photohunt high score still got alamak leh
i was like my class leh !
then e rest didnt fail to point out tht i wasnt there when they played.
zzz whatever
woooooots.
zhu jia hui rocks !
think i'll start a fan club for her or smth lmao
:D
yuck e more i think of it e more im disgusted.
anw im so pissed &sick of e elections going on luh !
shooting each other here &there.
get a life &concentrate on upping yoor image or smth.
was watching news then i got so pissed i went to watch kim possible.
URGH.
im never gonna be a politician when i grow up.
i was hoping lessons will resume like nxt week or smth.
this is just so no-life-ly.
ohyeah there's this movie titled RV.
lmao eh rvians OUR movie leh !
let's have a sch outing or smth
then sch pay we go watch.
i believe in karma.
obviously not everybody in this world share my sentiments.
if so ppl who commit evil acts are either
the just let me die whatever kind,
or they are stupid enough to not know e meaning of e word
ohwells.
i shall control &i shall not succumb to the devil.
i'll do all i can to love everyone.
I SHALL.
i love irene !
im gonna elope with her forever &ever lol.
mavis is so evil
she kept laughing at ballerina &liquid-guy.
TSKTSK.
results are depressing &more are coming up tml.
ohwells.
after sch went out with zee adel juat shit &diarrhoea.
adel taught us smth new we can do with straws haha.
we took so many packets of chilli &we saw valerie's long lost sister !
lmao
he's so irresistable hahaha
wadthehell am i thinking urgh
another 2yrs how am i gonna deal with life man.
sigh
okay i should really cut down on swearing.
especially e fuck word.
dad says its just so improper for girls, &even guys, to speak of tht word.
so i'll do my best.
to conserve my image.
speaking of conserving image.
damn i so spoilt mine today by joining in tht free milo thingy.
i was looking at them in e morn &was like.
wth are they thinking. just for a tin (or 5tins for some ppl) ?
leanard was like they're crazy.
i was like yeah..
we really thought we're sane ppl.
but at night we got crazy &went dwn to join in too.
haha !
we're like running to try &get a tin of milo.
racing with an aunty lmao.kindaspoil our classy-ladies image
but we have to admit it's amusing lol
no choice our lives' too boring.
gotta find some cheap thrills to spice em up.
:)
wonderful by ja rule, r kelly &ashanti
>wonderful
why does hatred exist in this world
why are there fights &wars
why are there not enough peace to go around
why cant ppl just like their own kind
why is our tolerance level so low
why ?
im really curious
anw.
i think guys who can dance &are pro arcaders are lovable:D
LIKE OUH ! DID I MENTION THT EXAMS ARE
O V E R ?!
wooosh it's like breaking e metal bars of prison cells.
time to do some serious rocking everywhere.
hahaha jiayoo sec4s
one more week lol
this whole week was hell &yeah just wanna tank e ppl who're there for me
i think fairies rule luh:)
ZIHAN !
must tank her specially.
for checking on me from time to time.
then remind me to bring certain stuff for exams.
&being there with me always !
coz we same class.
hahahahaha anw a very big tank to yoo
loveya woman !
e papers own me.
but it's all over &now.
i'll own my life.
i think ne yo's so sick is so so so nice !
e more words i fill e paper with,
e more i know im screwing my lit.
urgh
i think e sch will force me to drop physics or smth
my confidence level is like
below e earthworm's home
whatever
in a mere few hours i wont need to care where my conf level is anymore.
why are some ppl just so hypocritical ? dont like just stay away luh.
if yoo wanna be mr nice guy then dont talk bad behind ppl's backs luh.
what is all their problems ?
URGH
i whine alot these days until my sister asked me to shut up.
cant help it my life is so purposeless these days.
but.
after tml.
IM GETTING MY LIFE BACK.
i'll find it
chi &chem gone !
i thought i had ample time for chi
damn thts so so so wrong
i though i had ample time for chem too
i was so so so wrong again !
nvm its all in e past alr.
until we get back out papers
urgh
e more i think of them e more im disgusted.
yuck-
LN !
hahaha
best of luck to ppl who love me only !
hahahaha|-)
so many ppl stressed out by mid yrs.
smth just clicked inside me
like click !
then i can feel no stress alr.
haha i'll figure tht out later
gd luck ppl let's all bake tgt after exams !
okay. swearing is wrong.
no swearing. urgh
okay. no swearing.
urgh. okay.
&lynna enlightened me once again !
:D
sigh dont yoo get it ?
NAGGING DONT WORK !
whatever.
i have e sudden urge to bake everyday after midyrs lmao
i've never been so effing uptight bout an exam before.
LUCK TO ME
i've only heard about her these 2 yrs.
now i've felt her power.
the physics teacher..
damn yoo know i was so fucking pek chek tht night i almost cried.
workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard
what if i dont do well again this time..
im depending on mid yrs to get me thru &to quite a lot of things leh..
every night im thinking of how im gonna handle everybody should i flop like shit again this time.
sigh
workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard
:|
workhard workhard workhard workhard
:||
God bless everybody
i promise myself -
my life's gonna be much more interesting after e exams !
yes i've said it !
:))
for e first time i wish my slackness will disappear immediately.
all these fucked up shit tht's happening.
i just wanted to caps my entry with fucks here &there.
but wad yoo said at e back made everythg just disappeared.
fuck me
my fault.
oh God take me to yoor embrace
camp was, take away e bad weather &stupid insects, not so bad.
plus some occasional pleasurable sights now &then.
i still cant believe tht e teachers got some super nice air-coned dorm when this is suppose to be an ADVENTURE CAMP.
oh comeon larh
what abt e "we're all in this tgt ?"
SHOW EM E HANDSIGN
-tooooooooooooooooot-
i learn my things from this camp :
1) natalie, 3J, is mad
2) kaimin &geraldine, 3D, are mad
3) beixin &zhixin, fellow L, are mad
we were all stunned tht we won smth haha !
oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh...........
US !
haha so guailan
:))
i wonder why i wish e camp would actually end tml ¬ today.
btw tml's a thursday
yawn
i want security.
&it's quite obvious yoo cant gimme wht i want.
so.
it's back to sqaure one.
camp is oh ! coming coming coming !
3days break from sucky timetable.
YES !
i lovelovelove my saturdays:))
these few days have been lovely. prac &prac &prac for class item nxt week.
jiayoo:))
lol i think we kinda screwed up friendship performance.
nvtheless i enjoyed those moments up there.
feeling paiseh initially but got pretty mad afterwards.
i think i look like i wanna break adeline's arm hahaha:D
i keep thinking &thinking &thinking these two days.
then i thought.
we'll make a pretty gd pair.
but geez it's like only fantasies.
coz yoo know yoo know yoo know. &i know i know i know.
haha crap
camp coming !:DD
ah i forgot ta mention ! crystal called out ta me on e bus ytd.
>my pri sch bestie:D
gosh im really so touched she still rmb me &bothered ta make her presence known !
&she's givin me e usual cheeky &sly grin.
like a crystal. tsktsk
off to help my mom cook spaghetti !
she didnt make me. i volunteered
smug-
i have a confession ta make !
I LOVE YOU LORD !
:DD
everyone's killing e little trust, e little hope i have for it bit by bit.
i wont believe in it no more. i cant believe in it anymore.
i thought i've taken a break from it long enough.
then i realise im still tired. i need more rest.fuck yoorself to hell &stay there.
im off to You Lord.
wake me up
IM SO HAPPY THESE FEW DAYS.
UBER HIGH ! lovelovelovelovelovelove everybody !
rao. i'll make it this sunday. i will i WILL>
went out with zee &pepper today ! spent e entire afternoon at queensway hahaha.
pepper's as crap as usual:D
i feel sad knowing tht these kinda ppl are around. a sense of helplessness.
&i pray.
-
shit this is an infatuation ! INFATUATION ! argh
today is fun fun fun ! everybody's like so dirty &all.
i hate e game trumpeters put up e most.
coz my grp's like -
but everyone's still high &high.
oh ya.
anthony &leon sucks.
hahahaha.
mav &i found very amusing things to laugh at at her station.
anthony is so nice to guailan.
woohoohoo everythg's like so fun went crashing into ppl who block my way. remind me of e car advertisement. like when yoo hit smth.. then smth smth impact.. then e soft soft thing will fly out.
this yr orientation like very little ppl involved:|
no camp sad but i guess e orientation pretty much make up for it.
happy bdae engkwan:)
I LOVE MY FAIRIES>
to my dearest twin:
dont be so disheartened larh. everybody got their talents in diff areas. some ppl excel in studies. some excel in ccas. lucky ones excel in both.
yoo this qiang woman in studies. not tht yoo veh lousy in yoor cca lo. im saying this for e hundredth time.
i SAW yoo dance tht times. i SAW how well yoo can dance alright.
so stop putting yoorself down.
lift yoor chin up ! it's their loss man their loss !:)
to my dearest tablemate &bellybutton digger:
i read yoor blog then i found out things i've never known.
kinda felt guilty.
coz i always pour my troubles into yoo then yoor there for me but i didnt do much for yoo i know nth.
nxt time got prob can tell me k ! &yoo really enlightened me about tht tuesday-inccident.
tank yoo !:)
to my dearest duckan &shit.
i dunno yoor like veh stressed out liddat. like so many problems here &there.
i'll pray for yoor luh uhh.
pray to the Lord to bless yoor in everythg yoor do.:))
then my lotus arh.
okay larh. not too bad. still as mad:p just hope we'll meet up soon.
i might not b gd at giving advices larh. but i guess my pair of ears aint tht bad aights ?
i'll be here. anytime:)
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i lovelovelove my blog.
my second time blogging today coz im so bored.
3more mins to my fave cartoon show.
i've been watching cartoons these days.
sigh no choice needa bring out e child in me more.
let's talk about today.
today is so fun ! i woke up at about 9++ &decided to go back to slp when my sister pestered me to go swimming with her.
then i woke up at 11+++.
not allowed to go out dont feel like goin out too sigh missed service.
cant bloody use msn so i went frenster &blog hopping.
then my shuai cousins came they got into ngee an poly they happy i also happy.
played metal slug with my sisters made loadsa noise we were told to shut up.
then now everybody's asleep parents not home im here.
oh ! its 1o3o alr.
BYEBYE &HAPPY BDAE AGAIN TWIN.
i wished yoo four times lo.
two times in blog one sms one testim.
love me else i'll dig yoor bellybutton.
:D
----
watching mr bean. he so poo thing.
zzz my phil of e future starts at onethirty ! wadthe i tot it was one.
zzzz
happy bdae twin !:DD
i wonder what yoor doing now while im rotting at home.
hmmm.
dang i'll go watch teen titans with my sisters
why cant yoo just get e thing tht im fifteen alr.
yes i am a vulgar person just tht yoo dunno.
yoo go around reading my frens' blog.
calling them bastards bcoz they use vulgarities in their entries.
THEN WHYTHEFUCK ARE YOO CALLING THEM BASTARDS.
fuck yoo.
im alr seeing so little of yoo each week.
&everytime when yoo see me all yoo do is say negative things.
i used to tell myself tht yoor doing all of this coz yoo love &care for me.
but yoor doing it too much dude.
so much so tht im hating yoo.
i have so much things to say but im just so bloody filled with fury im getting a mental block.
i really wonder what yoo will do if yoo found out i say words like fuck bloody motherfucker bastard bitch.
&im using these words on yoo.
slap me ?
high possibility.
continue this &im gonna take the Lord as my one &only father.
i hate rv.
im not just trying to be rebellious &say it like how everybody's saying it ¬ meaning it.
rv is just fucking emphasising on studies too much.
argh i hate our culture.
to hell with truckloads of assignments.
i hate THE CULTURE.
im starting to lose e passion for b.
im really losing it.
guess im not e only one.
i swear im gonna slp well tonight.
effing tired pls/
ohmy ohmy ohmy.
i would have been still slping right now !
im so bloody nervous larh.
been sucha long time since i last took e exam.
my sister went alr gd luck to her !
this hols aint like hols at all.
with all e holi ass (quote zihan - ZEE)
i pray !
heartbroken
yoo know i dont even have the heart to call yoor fucking bastards &bitches.
im crying like shit
read e first part here
we went home.
we took e wrong train and went to kallang !
damn ppl might as well think it's our first time to town.
oh &e bball match today was good:)
(%#*@)&%)@(#% i hate - !
im not depressed but there's just no life. really
DAMMIT IM FIFTEEN ALR.
GET THT NUMBER.
15
e freedom &privacy i used to have.
i tell ya. taking them for granted DOES NOT equal to being able to live w/o them.
i know it's wrong of me to take them for granted I KNOW MY BLOODY MISTAKE ALR SO PLS PLS FUCKING GIVE THEM BACK TO ME.
i was bout to blog about e wonderful day out wif zee. then i realise i can freaking get no where. then i gave up.
holy shit.
i need to talk to God
damn i keep yawning &yawning &yawning.
my jaw will drop.
&im from 3L.
can call me 3Lack of jaw-ian.
okok thts beside e pt.
4REASONS WHY I SERIOUSLY THINK IM GONNA DIE.
1) i hyperventilate like every now &then.
2) im aching all over.
3) murdered by parents coz of e 19/50 for chi.
4) aquitted for murdering yenchai.
- this faggot scored 33. &he says he's contented as long as he gets a 2digit score.
%*&#)(*#&@)%( him.
his tian2 kong4 scored like very high over 20 ? i scored fucking four. he insists tht he's tyco.
ohwells some ppl just have all e luck.
yoo have like bloody so many meis alr. im not gonna deny it yes im bloody angry &pissed. yoo used to ask me b4. wht happened ? am i being a bitch ? controling yoo. i controlled myself telling myself im just being too much but i dunno why today i cant take it anymore.
im associating yoo with a flirt. yoo saw tht ? im still loving yoo as a brother but there's no running away from this disappointment tht's swallowing my heart. fuck it man
i just needa let out read my previous post pls.
i hope my parents will be fine with tht.
went to xm's church today. everybody's like totally high &friendly. i feel so myself. there's no awkwardness at all when everybody's singing. i sang along though i dunno e tune lol.
i feel so loved. first timers were asked to stand up. &immediately ppl around me start shaking hands with me. welcoming me.
ppl whom i've never seen much less known.
it's like all e attention's given to me. e presence of God was felt. so so strong.
i like tht pastor kong:) i've learnt alot of things. i can think of them but i cant put them in words. i worry. what will dad &mom do if i told them im a christian alr ? &my grandfather. i kept worrying. but as i sat at tht chair with hundreds of other christians. &feel like they do.
i knew i have to be there again.
on e way home i kept thinking bout it. is this called defiance ? i dunno how to break e news to my parents. i worry &worry &worry.
was waiting for e bus when i suddenly rmb wad e pastor had said.
faith.
believing in not wad e naked eyes can see.
but in wad is beyond.
today is my birthday.
:)
i respect yoo coz i love yoo. but there are gonna be times when i wun do things yoo wan me to. yoo preach &i'll listen. but i'll not do it. im fifteen alr i have my rights to do certain things. i know yoo love &care for me. but i believe im old enough to at least know whats right &wrong. im sorry for defying yoo. but yeah i still love yoo. <3
chem's gone. noneed say amaths tml also gone.
went amaths-ing with zee after sch.
fuck man spend like hell long on one qn. maybe tml test 2qns. 1sets 1simul.
then 1hr just nice._.
but yeah im proud of myself i actually bothered to practise my amaths.
take note
it's practise.
not " practise "
no invertedcommas.
yeah go on ppl gimme a slap on my back gimme THE praise !
I LOVE ZEE !<3
i declare my love for sidney sheldon's books !
yeah jan loves them too.
because
wah my throat itchy cough cough cough.
i dont see any pt in studying for anythg.
study so much even if i get gd results so wad.
dont tink i'll rmb them.
all e more i cant visualise myself applying wad i've learnt on my job or whtever.
but since e adults insist tht its for our own gd.
its for our own gd then.
i read ss's rage of angels.
hah i suddenly wanna b lawyer.
like bloody cool.
ok mayb i ought to start studying.
i rmb i had an n3 last yr. saying how much how much i love chem.
reading it wherever i go.
but today leh. zzz God bless me
heard this pri sch guy talking to his mom.
apparently he wanna go ri/acsi then vjc then nus.
bloody hell.
i dont rmb thinking so much when i was his age.
he really should come to rv.
equipped for the future..
&the way he wears his uniform is super rooted in tradition..
too bad he wants vjc.
damn ! talent missed
zzz
oh &happy bdae gor !:D
wth there's no life for me.
my saturdays &sundays are all spent at home alr.
this is stupid.
eh read this story i believe you online.
it's nice, pretty touching but
BLOODYHELL.
e last few chaps are omitted.
have to buy e book.
dang i wonder what will happen to e guy.
can onli wait for my dad to be home zzz.
im suddenly reminded of maths.
wtf sure single digit liao.
yoo bloody scared me till i almost pee-ed in my pants.
&yoo expect me to keep it to myself ?!
i'll die of anxiety yoo noe.
sigh anw takkaire i'll still be here for yoo.
hah i think my art shuld get an A.
im super sorry dayanna but reali if yoo hadn rub it off it would look veh veh pretty.
a heartshape at e corner of yoor face.
haha anw super sorry once again.
erm i hope i'll do well for engessay:(
i realise e marker i used to draw takes alot of time &effort to make e ink disappear.
WHICH IS GOOD mwahahas
happy vday to all !
:/why
ARGH WHY IZZIT THT SCANNER &HIST ASSIGNMENT DONT COME TGT ?!
either they have e ass. &no scanner or scanner spoil.
or they have scanner, WORKING ones. BUT no assignments.
dang results in kok &me screaming at each other lol
got so #%)@&*_$ im here to blog.
anw tml marks e start of ct.
happy tht chi is now a dunid to study for exams subject.
but cant help feeling abit. scared
hah God bless everyone
i miss seeing them in sch. dang
hahas i feel so mad im like so bloody nervous from about 11+ for them.
gim oso.
wadthehell i think we'll faint when it's our turn.
congrats im happy for yoor haha:)
cheerups uh ? its not e end of e world or smth. at least this eggs yoo on to work harder.
SMUACKS:)
i saw yoo today &i realise i miss yoo. hell lot:/
i love this blogskin coz e girl so reminds me of me.
with e fringe covering e eyes &wad not.
hahahahas.
watched i not stupid with zee &zhihao ytd.
2ndtime watching:D
saw yichun on e 1st time !
hahahahas he was wearing yellow &i got so happy when i c him.
anw e show is so so touching.
aww man.
&E GUYS WERE LIKE.
melts.
i love e ahma oso.
veh cute like a rectro ahma
so lame cool man
then went to watch fun with dickjane with zee today.
at je again.
hahahas we are so mad.
we were walking out of e cinema &i suddenly love zee alot alot.
dunno why she feels like my bf.
go watch movie with me again &again.
okay thts not e pt.
e pt is.
im not a lesbian
cny in less than half an hour !
not reali excited dunno why.
sigh im like rotting now.
no more da vinci code to read.
i lag larh now then read.
but geez it's such a wonderful bk.
i mean reali.
but now there's nth more to read !
#$@(^%@!$
did i mention tht sentosa was fun ?
hahaha but it'll b better if more ppl went.
i hope i'll have truckloads of angbaos zzz
investiture was erm. okay larh.
all e best to all our snrs:))
i rmb myy pri sch bestie taught me how to hack into ppl's msn.
hahaha hell of a thing for a bestie in pri sch to teach uh.
but anw i love her she's so.
differently wonderful:)
but i forgotten how to hack alr damn !
joking lol.
i see couples there. i look at e night view. e moon &stars above me. e gentle breeze against my cheeks yoo used to kiss. so beautiful. so perfect.
i stood there, alone, wondering why e feeling just aint right.
wondering wht's missing..
hands tgt for my new section mate !
qiaoen:)
welcome welcome to our family<3
we're all behind yoo.
prove tht yoo'll be a gd one this time &dun let our seniors dwn.
jiayoo:)
on a lighter note.
i was taking mrt home wif gim today.
then there's tis woman who puked into a plastic bag as she walked past us.
i've never seen. onli heard._.
e way her puke went into e bag was erm.
graceful.
yeah i SAW
investiture tml:)
i love to see old men carry trees.
coz they remind me of my grandpa.
i realise tht my grandpa quite cute leh.
hahahaha:)
cultural night was fetched:)
went to watch in her shoes wif shit duckan &peanut.
i forgot wad i wanted to say lol but yeah maggie(cam diaz) is such a slutty hot bitch turned sweet hot girl.
hahas.
i haven buy myy new yr clothes lyk wad THEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:/
i've had enough.
stop playing with me.
why does God play tricks on us ?
WHY.
im so wht ? emotional ?
tht im gonna say tis.
i dowanna love again.
yes i have always tot tht its so childish to say tis.
love is just bullshit.
fuck love i tell yoo.
fuck love.
childish
things are finally starting to settle dwn.
starting to be more aware of my new clsmates.
a whole new awareness.
they can b a lovely bunch of ppl i come to realise.
&mdmlim.
she can be reali chio when she smiles:)
hahas im so used to calling her mdmlim now.
tanks to paullim.
3Limkimchoo/Limpaul.
&one day. my smug face will be all tht yoo can see.
thk yoo xinhui:)
i seriously tink im not up to the standard of yoor good leader.
fuck i so suck in words.
mayb i shuldn b a leader after all.
i cant lead a grp of ppl i care for.
y do i suddenly get tis stupid feeling.
whtever.
screw me
i still carn believe im super excited bout going to sch tis morning._.
how the hell am i suppose to survive chi lessons ?!
oh wadde@#&^(@$*^%!(#%
okay mayb she wont b tht bad.
yoo noe. THT bad
zzzzzzz
hmm.
a start of a brand new year.
dunno wad ish in fer mee..
n i dun wanna noe..
juz let it com as a surprise or shock bahx(:
reflectin on 2004..
moz observable thingy wuld b goin to sec sch lorhs..
i knew i had chng a lot..
from da sho toot n nerd pri sch mee to tis new slack n not sho toot sec mee..
realise dat sec n pri sch can get reali diff..
studies..
teachers..
friends..
life..
.studies.
ahhrite..
its definitely tougher lyke duh.
bcame beri beri beri de slack.
dunno wads com ova mee..
dun even study much fer eoys.
but ahhwells..
God has been blessin mee..
=)))
.teachers.
nth much cept dat sec chers giv us more freedom??
.friends.
o yarrrss..
tis yr..
lyke dun care de lorh..
wanna cry den cry..
in pri sch..
was lyke tryin to act tough or smth..
new fwens..
new style of life..
did many new things together..
n da bez part ish goin crazeee!!!
lolx..
pri sch fwens r nice too larhhss..
.life.
big chng..
may stil b..
but definitely not as childish as i use 2b..
realise dat i dun hab da ability to h8 anethin or person anemore..
which ish a gd thing bahx..
started to hac care bout a lot of things..
let nature takes it course or smth..
n fun certainly bcom a beri impt thin in ma life..
n gain lotsa freedom from parents..
learn a lottt of thins bout life..
overall i'll giv 2004 2 thumbs up!!
fer 2005..
wun hab ane resolutions or wad sho eva..
mayb juz 2b not sho slac le??
lol..
all e bez to all ma fwens out ther..
i juz wanna tell yall i appreciate all of yoo..
loorve yoo guys!!!
=)))
-o1o12oo5
typed bout one yr ago.
obviously my resolution for 2oo5 failed.
yet another yr passed.
very quickly in fact.
im gonna graduate from rv lyk nxt nxt yr.
&it reali feels lyk ytd when i enter rv.
new class.
new people.
more stuff more stress.
i dunno if i'll b able to handle these well.
anw im glad i still have my section &cca mates.
resolutions ?
let's give it another shot.
one yr later when i reflect about 2oo6.
i hope i wun have to say i failed my resolution again.
luck to ME:)
to love ¬ hate.
very difficult thing to do.
instead of thinking.
wads the use of treating a person whos got such ugly behaviour nicely.
why not
hey if i treat the person nicely. he/she might turn over a new leaf.
?
then again. there's this
wad if he/she takes me for granted ?
nevertheless i tink i'll try.
to love ¬ hate
christmas is boring.
eve was fun though.
went to watch narnia wif jiaxu cheeliong kangwei.
show is at 3.10 &we're ther at 1plus.
so we happily went to earcade to play.
left at 3 coz cine was pretty much near to wher we were.
then we realise it was raining.
we then started to run under erain lyk four mad persons.
&we enter ecinema not dry not cold ¬ tired.
but emovie is worth it:)
we were very amused by ebird which can "psst" at us &a facinating place called estore-oom.
jiaxu left firs for church countdwn.
e3 of us went arcading &MAN kang can scream DAMN high pitched !
chee is swt he treat us to 7bottles of whtever yoo call tht.
spray ?
hahahahas we got damn dirty.
kang's obsessed wif his smiley face &chee looks llyk a porcupine from eback.
got home abit late.
sorry mom.
sorry ears.
thk yoo everybardie im fine alr:)
christmas' coming !
idunno i tink its gonna b a boring one for me again.
nvm tml got cls dinner or smth.
uber excited:)
wad i wan for christmas.
tshirts.
sunglasses.
erm mickey glasses hahahahas.
loads of pics.
count dwn in town !
okay tis list is actually made for adeline smug-
nah im kiddin everyone can gimme those stuff.
i dun mind havin two of esame thing:)
y carn we last till twentythree tis yr ?
she held on till she's finally home. before she's finally gone.
she's strong yes she's my granny.
thts numbertwo of why i love her so much.
numberone.
she's a wonderful granny, mother fren.
she's wonderful
:'(
taking mrt wif michelle yinnyann lynette.
looking at planes.
imitate ppl snoring.
first flight.
buddha statue wif snails not hair.
vegetarian meal.
tram up vict peak.
ate mac at ecoldest place.
fries need blanket lol.
super nice hotel room.
xinhui &heling:)
exchange in tuen mun.
super big hall.
tone flat lyk siao.
soran dance:)
tt tuen mun guy:x
lost clarinet.
nice fun warm meal in som restaurant.
"he likes me !"
lol
found clarinet.
i c etears they shed.
etears i almost shed.
im actually glad it all happened.
if not we'll never have a proper thrash out.
everythg's okay now.
klarinutz<3
ohya !
myy egg got stuck on eceiling.
&it broke when i attempted to get it dwn:(
melvin is tall
DISNEY LAND.
hahahahas dunno wad to say.
fun huh.
donald duck has super cute butt !
hahahahahas.
hike was okay.
but hike up to ahma rock was !@%$#!#%$*
shopshopshop.
got lost.
guailan policeman.
mrschak strangles.
eateateat.
shopshopshop.
tht pri sch band was super zai i tell yoo !
eclarinet girl tone DAMN F NICE.
mavis is so horny she kip scratching my jeans.
cynthia-eee is my dry mother.
xinhui &jeremy r our parents:D
took alot of videos starring hannah.
lol
last day was pretty sad.
i'll miss hongkong.
&all esec fours.
:')
1. i get jealous when i see gimling hug other girls.
2. im a flirt i go crazy over alot of ppl claiming tht i love em hahahas.
man i onli hav two strange habits or whtever yoo call.
proves im not strange hahahaha.
i carn think of eother 3.
so baby tell me.
aint i gd enuff for yoo ?
yuhua pop super nice.
im in love wif ramdan !
he's lyk uber cute when he plays !
hahahaha.
choir concert was sweet.
lynna &me were in love wif C !
he's lyk uber cool !
hahahaha
jiaxu told me smth today.
then i so happy coz im in love wif W !
he's lyk uber cute !
hahahaha
lol i love alot of ppl hor ?
its really comforting to noe tht someone out there really cares
:)
i mean i really feel it
:)
myy toenail broke again.
&jinhui`s really not goin to hongkong le.
tht`s ereal sad thing.
:(
yoo really hav no idea how much i long to b able to know everythg smtimes.
the way the other person thinks.
i think this way.
i feel this way.
smtimes im angry.
smtimes im depressed.
but then again.
is what i know really what is happening ?
no.
unfortunately.
God..
Yoo noe smtimes i wish i can strangle Yoo.
hah
ohwells
soranfunk dance is lyk super nice !
had a hell lot of fun time at yuhua today.
tankyoo meiyi adam sanjay:))
jfgbsdyvgfskehrgckdbf
i like hong ern's hair.
damn zhen4 dian3
im so bored right now.
frens i tok alot to r lyk unonline now.
i mean offline.
no use telling me to go watch porn dude coz im juz too innocent.
i rather stay bored.
oh how innocent i am.
why do i feel so abandoned.
com online quick ppl !
fairies ??
anw harrypot was okay.
bad coz i feel veh empty here &ther.
gd coz CEDRIC DIGG &DRACO MALF are so goddamn DROOLS.
&hermione &fleur r chio chio chio.
thts y emovie`s okay.
hahahaha.
i`ll dream of ced tonite !
camp was fun i guess.
i miss dose yuhua bandsmen alot.
they are reali a bunch of veh nice ppl.
):
so i heard.
nothing is forever.
especially in love.
at our age.
then again im really curious.
what about forever friends ?
blog blog blog blog.
RAO im sian.
s-i-a-n
blog blogblog blog blog blogb log.
siansiansiansiansiansiansiansian.
OH !
im having free lunch on thursday.
hahahahahas coz im a gd girl i done a gd deed i help my DEAR GOR.
aka my stead`s di.
hahahahahahaha idunno wad im typing im SINA.
eh sina.
lollllll nice one.
im not sian.
im SINA !
rah im lyk tokin to myself here.
i carn wait for nxt week.
esecfours r comin bak.
ohhhhhhmannnnn.
slap me somebody.
so i can go to zzzland.
again.
hualalalala xiayu liaoooooooooooo.
YAWN.
SINA !!!!!!
._.
i realise tht cartoons can be very entertaining.
my sisters can be very entertaining.
too.
today morning i just sat on the sofa &looked at them while they play their usual stuff.
now i know why they're so noisy coz they kept laughing at eslightest things.
i'm really amused.
i really really need to brush up on my english.
i still cannot believe tht i'm taking lit.
pure lit.
i mean.
i've never studied for lit exams befoooreeee.
uhhuh im a walking joke.
it just hit me hard tht im taking chinese os in less than a year.
TEARS HAIR &SCREAMS
im infested by mosquitoes there are like onemillion bites all over me ?!
which reminds me.
i hate needles.
electric guitar, drumset, danceclasses.
haha feel lyk havin myy own band suddenly.
dose ppl at suntec today super zai wow.
gimme alot of money somebody.
happy bdae lynna:)
im not gonna b sad dat yoor leavin.
coz i noe yoo`ll miss us more den we yoo.
coz we rock more.
mwahahahahas:p
went bak to pri sch today.
miss etime when im p6.
rmb i was looking forward to sch everyday.
especially after psle.
sighs
&im veh much inspired to takeup guitar:)
coz of myy juniors.
hahaha dey r reali wonderful.
make me feel dat guitar`s wonderful.
too
chalet was wonderful.
went to dwntowneast wif zihan after band on tues.
ate &went arcading wif lynna juat zihan:)
rofl we lyk playing gungames while screaming.
we rule:D
went bowling.
hahas wow xiaopeng lyk a zaided.
from hittin no pins to a beautiful strike after twothree rounds.
he was so proud of himself:)
all of us felt lyk punching valerie uhh.
coz she was too lousy
played fotohunt too.
hahahahahas got into high score<3
din slp:D
stupid.
cheers wern twentyfourhours>.<
went to commonwealth for band.
was fallin aslp until we played ride.
myy heart omoz stopped functioning.
went bak to dwntown for bbq:DD
everythg was so fun
food was nice
games too
i reali admire juat.
okay &xiaopeng
eboth of em r reali.
erm.
fated OHWELLS smug-
etchers r swt enuff tob ther wif us:)
<3
i veh frequently wonder y esch put me in 2A.
ppl asked me too lol.
mayb ther`s a mistake.
hahahahas but im glad dey make dat mistake.
dat mistake gav me thirtyfive wonderful ppl
seeing alamakees tml again:)
wow.
lucky i din read dat when i was wif yoo.
not goin to:)
------
tis is wads so bad bout havin a leadership position.
&someone close hu used tob dat leader.
sighs to.
or not to
i suddenly miss my prisch frens alot alot.
chatted wif yongchian ytd.
ahahahas &he`s esame old dumbass dumb he is:)
somebody, i wont tell u whoo but i tink u might noe him very welllllllll said:
wat us rv like?
&klarinutter said:
wells.
somebody, i wont tell u whoo but i tink u might noe him very welllllllll said:
it has alot of wells?
:D
OHHWELLS.
i carn wait to c him in ecomin gathering.
so dat i can punch him esame way he owaes do to me dose days.
esun aint strong at all today):
as i was takin ebus home from cck interchng.
ther was tis lady hu wanted to sit bside me.
i was fiddlin wif myy wewa.
den i looked up.
i was wearin a cap.
eprettay lady immediately went to take a sit bhind me.
tell me.
do i look dat scary
i totally forgot dat im suppose to go tanning wif myy fellow sistas today &dumbly postpone myy monday piano lesson to today.
i was so friggin happy coz i din prac my piano nor do myy theory.
i den happily told myy mom dat dad agreed to let me go sentosaing.
&she was lyk uhhuh &yoo hav piano on dat day..
boy she said it so calmly i immediately scream out loud at emrtstn.
im reali sorry lester i hope yoo can go tml if not i`ll rite yoo a thousand word testi filled wif im sorry.
did i juz reveal dat lester`s one of myy fellow s- ?
went to visit xiaopeng ytd.
okay he`s reali so so so much better.
he`s eguailan him again.
he tok &tok &tok &tok.
den he suddenly went to tok to his finger or smth.
hahas._.
den he teased wangyan about exando thing.
&HE CAN GO FOR CHALET ALR.
c
his accident may not totally b a bad thing afterall.
he`s got lyk hundredover visitors.
gifts many enuff to fill up a lorry.
oh ¬ toforget.
eprettay nurses he get to ogle at.
hahahas i tink he`ll miss em truckloads when he discharge today.
:p
ahhwells.
so much happened for our happy ending:)
everyone's eyes nose were lyk so so red.
gosh-
eslide show was reali swt.
touched:')
i cried larh.
but i guess i wern dat bad.
after dat i went round tellin alamakees dey look spastic when dey cry.
hahahas kena punched.
not gonna do a to-one-dedication larh.
ive got somuch to say &myy expression got its limit.
anw i juz wanna say i'll def miss every single one of yoo.
&i reali love all of yoo.
okay not reali touching larh but erm.
all dese stuff juz com from myy heart larh rite.
went to visit xiaopeng today wells he reali seemed veh xiaopengish alr.
which is a gd sign:)
oh &he can discharge tml alr.
God blessed:D
tis is not an ending.
tis is ebeginning of echallenge dat God set for us.
challenge of staying tgt when we`re apart.
tank yoo.
all thirtyfive of yoo.
im a chnged wenhui from hu i used tob.
all tanks to yoor.
a veh big tankyoo to myy alamak.
from ebottom of myy heart.
<3
argh today`s dental encounter was disastrous.
as usual.
gd thing i onli had two severely rotting teeth.
if i had four i wuld hav died.
coz dese two alr made me
halfdead.
i missed out on taking pic wif mr maths &ms higherchinese.
last lessons wif em today.
sighs lookin at deir pics.
it juz seem lyk ther`s smth missin from epic larh.
ohyar.
i was fightin for myy life in edental lorry &cun make epics more complete.
ahhwells:/
i`ll miss mr sweet maths &ms blur higherchinese so much too.
&mdm lovely english.
&mr daideepro pe aka formteacher
&mrs grandmotherly homeecons
&mr potato chemistry &ms blur physics.
Oh ms (?) bio too.
&mr secone guailan history
&mr sectwo hot history
&mr tall geography
&ms skinny geography
&mr supersarca literature
but most of em r comin to chalet rite ?
but to giv yoo partwo of myy confessions.
tis gurl`s madly in love wif her fellow alamakees.
wait wher`s partone ?
she's gonna miss em all so so much-
hrmph
okay im reali reali reali veh veh veh touched now.
though its abit erm idunno.
coz it started off wif xp's accident.
but anw im still touched !
yea its an unfortunate event.
but look !
everybody i can c r all praying for him.
juz look at their msn nicks !
&omgosh even pengkhee's goin to visit him wif us tml !
not dat im puttin him dwn or wad.
but its reali reali rare.
or never b4.
dat pengkhee went out wif us b4.
tank Yoo God.
thru tis unfortunate Yoo bring out wads deep inside all of us.
tank Yoo.
estronger bonds we hav.
emore we shan feel sad bout seperation.
coz we're def still gonna meet up nxt yr.
&nxt nxt yr !
hahahas:D
oh &dun forget about echalet !
<3333
everybody's lyk so sad bout parting.
i am too.
but after wad xm says.
im looking at partings in another way.
im still sad but i guess when i reali digest tis dwn im not gonna feel esame.
no seperation no gatherings.
if we're not seperated &we're tgt owaes.
we'll never reali cherish wad &hu we hav.
coz dey'll owaes b deir.
den in a way or another.
we wun reali love each other.
seperation does not equals end.
we may not b tgt dat often.
but it dosen mean we're not tgt.
seperation makes us reflect.
lyk wad im doin now.
it reali digs out elove &care we hav for each other.
onli thru seperation can we reali treasure wad we hav.
tinkin bout it.
when we still hav time wif our frens &family.
do we REALI treasure em ?
treasure as in reali graciously forgive &forget deir mistakes.
not gettin angry over small lil things.
seperation bonds us tgt.
it dosen break us apart.
im feelin better alr.
hope everyone else do too.
ther's still time.
let's juz tell everyone how much we love em:)
i realise wad r som of ethings dat screw our lives.
our as in teens.
immaturity.
popularity &attention.
immaturity
smtimes.
when a relationship ends.
when yoor crying &tinkin.
&reflecting.
yoo'll realise dat if yoo hadn been so immature.
yoo wun hav gotten yoorself into tis kinda mess.
we insist dat we r mature enuff.
but i juz tot we said dat coz we wanna rebel against eadults or we're juz curious about love stuff.
i mean.
how many relationships happening in our sch is based on true love ?
juz lookin at esec1s can make me shake myy head.
tink carefully.
its too complicated for us.
or for me at leas.
when yoor not veh widely known at firs &yoo suddenly juz sprang to ms or mrpopular.
changes occur.
&most of etime.
dat fella chng for eworse.
dats bad.
real bad.
&its scary too.
guess it all boils dwn to eword maturity.
not dat we hav to b so adultish.
we can behave childishly &go wild but still able to tink thru b4 we make decisions.
we juz hav to use dat piece of meat in our skull more.
den we'll realise.
hey i dun reali nid all dese afterall.
today was mad.
hahas im lyk movin round waving to ppl i dunno &saying hello to omoz everybody.
today's echioest day of my life.
mrs chew said i was prettay.
dorcas called me a chiobu.
&elook on everyother ppl's faces when dey saw me tells it all.
im bloody chio.
i used eword bloody.
not very or damn or wadever.
okay anw tis is not my pt.
ept is.
i love 2Aoh5
all 36.
yes i love myself too.
:))
ppl chng.
not dat its reali a bad thing but.
sm ppl chng for eworse..
bloggin everyday coz its a different feeling i hav everyday.
sec4s leaving.
or left. wadeva.
gonna miss myy band seniors especially.
when dey left band i wasn veh affected.
coz its lyk i still get to catch em round in sch.
&now
ahhwells-
i love em all for makin a diff a way or another in my life.
seniors jiu shi seniors.
thers owaes SMTH to learn from em.
all ebest in everythg:)
uhhuh tml's b yoorself day.
idunno y im lyk so protective of myy alamakees.
was hellpissed today.
kip yoor unhappy comments to yoorselves
well i carn wait for tml:)
sci &everythg else's screwed
i wanted to post smth about me being a piakia.
but nvm it will onli reflect upon me as an immature git.
okay im reali happy today.
chi rocks stones diamonds rubies okay.
a twentysix over thirty.
sectionc chem.
shit larh lyk i will hit dat.
a1 gone.
nvm.
yoo noe i suddenly carn wait to grow up.
its lyk thers so many things waitin for me to do &discover.
iunno.
im suddenly sick &tired of being a teenager.
i guess i wan more freedom.
tada.
wenhui's bein immature again.
anw i finally found out wad type of ppl i depise.
ppl hu say dey'll go to eend of eworld for yoo when deyre damn not meaning to do it.
i mean.
how sick is DAT.
myy goosepimples all juz came out.
for christ sake.
get a life
how com lyk hav alot of ppl saying larh rite dese days.
wads so significant about a gurl ?
she's got severe mood swings.
hahahas okay dats so me.
when i woke up tis morn i was kinda pissed.
coz i was late &everythg's lyk everywher den i cun find em.
i was happy when we played tonghua &jupiter.
i tot it was pretty gd:)
i was pissed again when we were made to carry etables &chairs.
den go jec started arcadin i was happy again.
den now chatting wif xm i was lyk so high.
lyk a wenhui larh rite.
myy maths &geog improve by onegrade.
B4
yar i noe i dese 2sub veh zai larh.
but im happy enuff larh.
even when everybody else seem tob gettin lyk a1 or a2.
happy enuff liao larh.
ask so much in life for wad ?
i realise.
actually.
its not love
dats complicated.
its eway humans tink &feel dat make it all so comp.
misunderstandings.
we juz lyk to LEAP to conclusions.
no more for me.
too immature.
too tired.
xinni's migrating.
oneless person.
onemoreperson to miss.
sick.
of thgs.
im juz gonna go slp.
slp is gd.
why ?
coz its lyk yoor dead for erest of eday.
free from everythg nice &unnice.
gosh 8am tml.
foronce in a long time im gonna b early for band.
tanks to claire.
im gonna hav one less hour of beauty slp.
tanks to claire.
nvm imma gd senior.
im GOOD.
i hope yoo love me claire.
yoo BETTER
ohmygawd.
dirty dancin's reali nothin else but hawt &hawt.
though edance is lyk touching everywhr.
but
yoo dun find it disgusting.
or at leas i dun.
its so hawt !
im gonna dance lyk dat someday.
tis a promise i made to myself.
&eguy's so cute !
he's not lyk any other cute guys.
he is REALI cute.
adorable.
omygosh-
tml's art !
im suddenly tinkin about yoo again.
BLESS ME !
if onli yoo knew.
hah lyk i giv 2shits
now dat its finally over.
dunno y i dun feel veh high lehh.
nvm mayb i nid some time to get used to it.
yoo c..
coz i mugged too hard.
too too hard :p
ahhh..
anw went towning wif myy women today.
catch corpse bride.
OHMY IM IN<3 WIF eSKELETONS !
dey're lyk SO SO SO cool.
etrombone sound lyk trumpet lol.
i tink emovie's kinda touching.
emily's soooo wei3da4.
i carn wait 4band :)
lyk omoz all cca boards got pin cca pic.
we dun hav sheesh i feel so hurted:(
kay crap.
hmmm lemme tink of wad i can do later..
shuld i slp ?
or mayb i shuld slp..
but i tink i shuld slp lehh.
dang
God..
y do yoo gimme so many choices to choose from ?!
tis haven is juz about yoo &me
i feel so blessed.
bcoz of myy family &frens.
i owaes noe dat im blessed.
but i dun feel it.
now i do.
&its no longer bcoz of a special someone.
i guess i can finally sae dat im reali happy.
:)
town-ing.
swimming.
shopping.
camwhoring.
movie-ing.
out wif myy women.
out wif klarinutz.
out wif alamak.
out wif caryn.
sentosa-ing.
overnight-ing.
dang im juz typing wadeva comes to myy mind &ther's lyk so many things to do alr.
sighs chem's gone:(
gone gone gone.
shuld hav piaed phys rite..
oh jeepers !
hahahahahahas.
ahahas i tink i REALI love chem.
nv love a sub until lyk tis b4.
efirs thin i do when i came home today is to shut myself in eroom to STUDY CHEM.
i can smile to myself while revisin CHEM.
im happy when im readin CHEM.
&now when im sian im tinkin of CHEM.
i tink i'll love chem more den i do my husband.
ok jokin.
im reali lookin 4ward to nxt fri.
ther's lyk athousand things tt i can do runnin thru myy head now alr.
in so hyper suddenly.
i love yoo 4comin to myy blog yea.
i mean it.
HAHAS <3
bugs bunny RAWKS
<3
why did it turn out tis way.
yoo.
was myy closest.
idunno to laff at myself or to cry out in self pity.
i look 4ward to nxt fri :/
RAOO
i juz carn wait 4cca 2com bak again.
<3
lol din noe webcam's lyk so fun.
veh nice to gl ppl wif it.
i <3 MYY WEBCAM !
MWAHAHAHAHAS.
SMUACKS.
jennie's mad &claire's rich.
O_O
right.
so we're in Aclass.
so ?
so we're top 10% of our cohort.
so ?
im reali gettin sick of eteachers.
yoor are Aclass la. wad kinda attitude are yoor showin ? im expectin much more from an Aclass.
fuck yoor own assholes teachers.
yoor are reali reali pissin myy alamakees &me off.
how many teachers hav said tis alr ?
fuck em all.
i tot mrchoy is diff.
turn out he's lyk eother assholes.
gosh im reali pissed ok
he's a teacher 4fucks sake.
&he slam ecd real hard.
on OUR table.
hey yoor a teacher.
im reali expecting a much mature attitude from yoo.
OHPLEASE
wad kinda shit is he giving.
we're at fault.
of WAD.
of toking too loudly in class making him pissed ?
fine.
tell me which class dun tok TOO loudly.
den tell me y are dey givin us dunno wad SHIT bout expectin more.
dun dey tok when dey are students ?
tis is wad i'll say.im NOT guilty 4making mrchoy so pissed today.
not AT ALL.
so yoo can jolly well slash yoor wrist if yoor gonna ask me to reflect.
i read adeline's blog &i realise im not pissed at mrchoy coz he apied us.
not entirely.
but bcoz he c us as students hu r yea.
haolian.
mayb im sad.
iunno but im still not guilty.
<s>are yoo pissed ?
fucking yes.</s>
i edit tis twice.
okay im gonna b a nice gurl ¬ ap anymore.
im serious.
reali m
lol efotographer was farnie.
took our foto when we were about to curse.
MMMMMmmmm.
gon miss em so so much.
hongkong :D
i decided to delete myy previous n3.
coz its juz too too.
nvm.
anw ADELINE.
jiayoo 4 yoor pianoexam tml yar !
God bless yoo.
yoor hands wun retard de larhh.
hahahas
SMUACKS
<3
VALERIE
takkaire loads.
yea i asked yoo to smile.
now im smiling alr.
so yoo muz too kaes !
:) SMUACKS
never had a dream come tru is such a fucksong.
made me cry lyk 10000pieces of shit
i hate partings.
coz its so sad.
coz i hav to force myself to move on.
which means to get over dose ppl i part wif.
mayb not get over.
juz.
not as close wif em as now.
i noe we wun b.
so dun tell me we will b.
aiya dun b sad larhh. yoo still got yoor other ppl.
yea rite.
&one day i'll hav to part wif dose other ppl too.
coz its so sad.
when has it not been ?
fuckfuckfuck.
i tot etears r gone.
i carn bear to c yoor leave.
never.
fuck
hahas today's a mad day.
after sch got zongqiu jie thingy.
stayed bak.
juat ade zihan &me were sittin at eswing.
valerie's senior woked past us quite a few times.
everytime he wok past we
"HI FANGYU."
wok past again.
"BYE FANGYU"
hahas :D
tis yr's zongqiu jie is a BOO.
unlyk last yr.
wadde
sighs sowie jolin.
imma bitch.
went jec wif lynna &zhihao.
hahas lynna &me were lyk 2mads.
we mix everythg we saw edible together.
&went round gettin ppl to drink.
we tried xueqiang &his pa seniors.
sherry michelle sweeying.
bernard &alex.
jay.
nobardie drank it cept jay sherry &me.
hahas gotta admit jay gross me to ecore.
he's efirs to drink it.
ahhwell.
he made it look lyk its heaven.
madmadmad.
DANG.
if yoo can make me go on a diet i'll treat myself to 3pizzas.
i juz tink tis skin's super cool.
hahas last few mins of art was FUN.
was playin xp's digital dict wif juat.
we lyk UBER pro.
mrchng so cute !
mmm clean instru today.
lester cheat my feelings.
nv gimme 2bucks
i help him can.
wadde.
TANKYOO ARH.
TANKYOO heling.
help me oil instru mwahaas.
TANKYOO xinni.
l1r5 9.
TANKYOO xm fiona gimling heling felina hannah jiaying emily secones.
l1r5 beta den me.
TANKYOO melvin.
say i looks lyk an frogs.
damn.
any sec2s l1r5 above 24 ?
hongkong.
:/
went yuhua sec ytd.
saw alot of stjohn ppl.
saw valerie :)
sect wif dem firs.
wah deir song.
so many running notes.
x.x
den combine.
deir bandrm lyk a small.
but veh veh cosy.
mschan lyk veh carefree liddat.
mmm :/
i can c e diff btween dem &us.
i can c y we're bein called a piece of wood.
somebardie veh zai.
got smth on dats y late.
hahas we decided not to stay on to watch some movie.
was geking jiaxu wif a piece of choco on ebus.
i ate some.
yishi &peichan oso.
onli jiaxu dowan.
tskk.
makan at jec wif jiaxu.
shall stick to combo one enxt time.
bleah :s
take mrt to bishan.
hahas let's juz 4get bout wad i owe yoo uhh ?
&do away wif edoubles too
ok echicken rice at j8 veh nice.
ask me myy biggest regret in my life so far.
it wuld hav tob tad i aint wid myy seniors &peers.
bandsmen.
when dey announce eresult 4 syf.
was goin round readin ppl's past n3s.
eway it was described.
damn
how can i b so dumb to leave esch dat early ?!
sheeesh.
nv felt lyk turnin bak time as much as now.
2yrs later.
mmmm
im so friggin proud of myself.
eh eminem's mtv rated m18 !
wth
i hate myy laopok comp.
I LOVE BAND
:p
WOOHOOHOO inspired by jasmine
if yoo r distraught coz yoo din get yoor Bs or As.
take a look at mine.
chi c5
lit c5
geog c5
art c5
maths c5
take note i got tis thang wid eC5s.
l1r5 24
do read tuesdays wid morrie if yoo haben done sho.
damn meaningful &touching.
i learn a lot from it.
tank yoo valerie :)
mayb i reali aint dat gd.
other ppl's beta.
wth i dunno wad im typin.
august's gone &sept's here.
things r beginnin to drop again.
do i hab to wait till october b4 things pick up again.
w i nv knew yoo
today rawk rawk rawk !
HIGHLIGHTS OF eDAY
sarongs :)
PENG KHEE WORE IT TOO>
he's efirs guy in class to do sho :D
damn ku larh.
firs time wear sarong.
&mine ish emoz muthu de.
:D
folk dance was nice.
SMUACKS MYY ALAMAKEES.
took lotsa pics :))
mrchng aka one of our judges 4 bu4 shi4 superstar.
"wads yoor comment mrchng ?"
"oh sry i was bz eating.."
GRINS-
aww man lovelovelove him !
mstanhuizhen aka player of pass-eparcel.
she's lyke omt sho cute.
she got eparcel &immediately scream &threw it aside.
alamakees were lyke loao.
:D
dianfeng imitate her.
he's ebez:)
congrats to cher-e &xiaopeng.
winners of bu2 shi4 superstar.
wid their song hen3 duo1 er2.
:D
omg.
tis ish lyke myy moz colorful n3:D
if onli..
hmmm
xi1 wang4 wo3 men2 yi1 qian1 nian2 yi3 hou4 hai2 hui4 ji4 de2 da4 jia1..
<3
hu ish dat gurl i c.
staring straight bak at mie.
when will my reflection show
hu i am inside..
reflections.
(especially ppl hus near &dear to mie)
a very big sorry to ppl whom i've offended.
i reali dun mean it (if yoor not a teacher)
once again.
im sorry.
i hope God bless mie by letting yoor 4give mie..
ytd rawk.
trumpets rawk.
lynna xueqiang yinnyann michelle zhenda rachael ( erm another sec1 gurl ) rawk.
zihan rawk.
dey left mie at commonwealth station.
I DIN BOARD eTRAIN !
anw.
econcert was kinda nice :D
guangmian &benjamin rawk.
today rawk too.
i love everythg
disappointed wid chem
damn damn disappointed.
anw had las batik painting today.
valerie (as usual) was bian tai.
draw until sho ugly.
was sittin her ewhole time.
BAND !
soran funk was suppose to b a funkay song.
hahas but we play until..
not sho funkay.
nvm we shall &will make it funkay !
laloleh.
hahas gor rawks
:D
4 ppl hu r contemplatin to eating drugs.
especially ecstasy.
i advise against.
coz i dreamt dat i was eating drugs couple of nites ago.
&BLEAH.
its damn salty can.
yoo dun even wanna put it in yoor mouth 4 long.
&TINK BOUT YOOR FAMILY.
dun eat drugs kae.
:D
okae im in <3 wid *** *** !
OMG MELTS &DROOLS.
im gonna c him every tues &fri !
omgomgomg.
lol okok.
fa1 hua1 chi1
mmmm fairies goin to sentosa today.
weather seems pretty okae.
try to njoy yoorselves yea.
dough i noe its damn tarff coz im not ther.
yea but well.
myy heart will b wid yoor.
im juz sho unhappy coz dey'll b black when i c em tml &i'll still b white.
DUN CARE I'LL TAN MYSELF SOMEHOW SOMEWAD.
im askin ppl to go 4 e50thanni concert now.
AiNT I SHO ENTHU.
omg i love myself.
y m i sho ego today.
aeye not my fault.
i sho nice wher will bcom sho ego de.
i noe.
blame eword sian.
yea muz b it.
im nice okae.
im nice.
wahahahahaas
carn bear to throw it away.
&ironic's eword.
coz im a sucker at letting go.
&im a sucker at letting go.
anw.
prelims ar here.
jiayoo bahh seniors.
may God bless yoor
:)
TO MYY DEAREST ADELINE DARLING.
HAPPY BDAE TO YOO.
LIL MONSTER IN DISGUISE.
I DISPLAYED MYY VOCAL TALENTS 4 YOO TODAY !
AINT YOO HONOURED.
ANW.
STAY CUTE &SMALL !
I MEAN DO GROW TALL.
LOVE YOO HONEY !
SMUACKS.
<3
sho cool larh ytd.
went queensway lib wid gor &zhihao.
hahahahas zhihao got damn big mosq bite on his head !
revise chem.
chem reali rawks.
:D
i 4got wad happen today.
typin tis in a rush sho dat DEAR ADELINE can read.
argh i reali carn rmb wad happened.
adeline's fault.
OKAE.
i love chem
<3
&i promised myself.
cheerups wenhui :)
i <3 yoo.
hahas yea i <3 myself.
myy eyes r wiiiddeeeee open now.
okae i tink im gettin despo.
ANYWAY.
i realise i got a super bang4 comb &shampoo.
juz now when i bathin a lump of hair got stuck together.
entangled i mean.
i damn pissed off can.
kip usin myy finger to tug at it.
den after dat i cot site of myy shampoo./
put a bit.
den wash it wid water 7combin it at esame time.
&DEY'RE DISENTANGLED !
actuali i tink all ehair drop out lo.
not disentangled.
hhahaas wadeva.
leas ther aint a LUMP of hair now.
im sho proud of myself.
WOOTS.
i <3 myy yijibang comb &shampoo.
SMUACKS-
:D
err today was lyke any other sat.
went to earcade wid xm at firs.
it juz feels strange larh.
coz eusual ppl wern ther.
partly coz of ct.
partly coz of -
sighs.
den go lib to revise abit of geog.
zhihao came.
den saw mavis &a red-shirt-guy plus her bassoon.
den gor.
den melvin &zhenkai (izzit ?)
ther's tis grp of malay teens blastin emusic &startin to dance.
yea.
in elib.
sho its jurong east library a k a top-floor-ish-disco.
at firs a bit dudiao larhh.
i mean
hello ? tis ish a l i b r a r y ?
yea but after dat i juz wanna go dance wid em-.-
after dat go arcade again.
all 7of us (minus red-shirt-guy)
yea liddat lorh.
ah y do i feel lyke tis n3's pure crap ?
mayb i had a crappy day.
i giv up tryin to get ova.
coz it onli brings more tears.
i aint gonna do anythg anymore.
i aint gonna tink too much.
im juz gonna do wad i feel lyke doing.
super ap ?
yoo can call mie ms ap.
gosh i guess im juz a sucker at hcl.
zhao ju still okae.
coz can study one mar.
den erez SIGHS.
geez im postin lyke im som kinda guaikia.
harhars hu cares.
im no longer paikia kae.
anw i've nv been one lorh
rubbish
i long 4 it but im scared of it too.
i tot i got ova it le
but dose memories juz kip flashin bak
&i realise i din at all
but isnt ther SMTH which i can do ?
either to get wad i wan or get ova it.
gosh i hab totally nth more to sae.
takkaire..
dun tink too much..
not worth it..
still got fwens..
singlehood beta..
sheesh lyke i dunno.
i welcom anyone hu can control myy heart wid open arms.
i realise i<3 myy class.
hahas :)
alot of ppl sae 2a's nerd.
err.
as in wad ?
we study a lot ?
i tot everyone in rv's doin dat-.-
therefore.
we're no nerds.
lyke ohcomeon.
i juz tot myy classmates are super enthu &high.
lyke efolkdance.
we're sho bonded can.
yea las yr aint dat nice.
we've com a long way.
ther'r bound tob disputes &stuff.
lyke which class dun hab.
yea but overall we're still a bunch of veh high &nice ppl.
dough our daily routine r bout esame, i still manage to find joy in em :
morn at class we were referencin hw.
durin lessons we either listen takenotes.
or suan each other &make loads of noise.
recess.
we ate at a same table.
even pengkhee.
yeas even him.
AWWW HOW BONDED WE R.
gotta admit we veh chao2.
den wangyan lyke veh nan2 zuo4.
yea but we juz love each other toomuch.
we juz gotta tok to each other.
if not we'll die.
:D
eharsh fact dat we'll b seperated at eend of tis yr ish beginnin to sink into mie.
i've nv realise how worth lovin alamak ish.
till now.
im sad.
ok.
ytd totally rawk rawk rawk.
went to watch macbeth.
nice larh.
ladym was sho err O_O
e3 witches osho.
macbeth zhuan4 dao4.
ahh yea wen we enter etheatre i was coverin myy face wid ebrochure or smth.
coz i cut myy fringe &look uglily fringeless.
SHEESH.
yea other den erather chokin smoke.
ewhole play was reali pretty nice.
can still rmb e3witches doin e "OU !OU !" , "ting ting " &i forgot e3rd one.
hahas juat &mie kept doin it.
hohos lyke 2 scbs.
SIGHS ITS OWAES LIDDAT>
no hab le lorh.
sho lil ppl goin.
nvm we're still able to portray section spirit durin punishment nxt fri
-.-
gosh.
wangyan takkaire loads alrite ?
she made mie realise dat myy sad was nuttin compared to hers.
sighs may God bless her :)
ahh no rehearsal today.
how COM ?
nvm ARGH I MISS MR TALL-TAN.
geez sectionouting sho lil ppl go.
BLEAHBLEAHBLEAH.
dun care.
even if its onli mie goin i still wanna go.
( okae im juz jokin )
LALALAAAS.
we did 30PUMPINGS 4eSEC1S today.
wahh even when doin punishment we osho sho united.
melvin ish SCB.
yea siaocharbo.
do pumping sho fast.
lynna wasn in sch today.
sho juat went to sit wid val &i went to sit wid xiaopeng.
not dat i wanna sit wid him but yea.
zihan &ade r infront.
plus eseat aint too cold.
he's efirs person hu makes mie feel darn uncomfortable juz by SITTING bside.
he's lyke making tons of noise &tokin to himself.
&i tot im enoisy one.
hahas im beginnin to <3chem.
i mean eteacher.
mr chen.
hohos to tink i tot he was som ap-guailan guy at firs.
HE'S MYY OU3 XIANG4 !
i juz LOVE eway he used his butt to push his way round at tokyo train station.
geog.
bamboo.
got nth much to say.
except dat geog lessons r slping time now.
i wan mr tall-tan x(
lit drama was entertainin.
all were simply gr8.
lyke DUH- if not y r dey chosen to go up.
pdp was comical.
ade &xp got pissed wid each other coz xp insist singaporeans wern as rooted &wadeva as londeners.
ohyea mrsling's our new co-form.
welcom to alamak !
we're a bunch of poor kiddos hus recieved veh lil love from our form &its reali reali up to yoo now to shower us wad HE carn 4 erez of eyear.
manysinceretanks to yoo.
den i chng place wid zhiler coz i carn standorsit xiaopeng anymore.
&i dun tink he can mie either.
khenghwee zihan ade &mie won kitkats 4 comin in FIRST 4 smth durin maths.
dunno y.
suddenly veh hungry at dat time.
uhhuh eng was lyke usual.
how can it not ?
wid mdmchia ?
dough she not our (co)form.
she's been showering us lots of <3.
again.
smth which HE din do.
whoa myy n3 veh long today.
suddenly feel lyke tokin a lot.
yea sho ther.
&ICARN WAIT 4 TIS SUNDAY !
omg <3
mmm today got ebatik thingy 4 art.
ehs not bad larh.
quite interesting.
eguy do until wahh damn nice.
lyke a sho damn ez lorh.
but when we try it.
BLEAH.
it was a total disaster.
hahas.
clarinets gotta do pumping or posture tis fri !
sheesh im lyke a sho excited bout it.
&enlightened.
recklessness &immaturity.
jiaxu's words.
Thank Yoo God, 4 enlightening mie, 4 lettin mie finally realise what i shuld hab, long time ago.
KAE IM SICK &TIRED &DARN DARN PISSED.
IF YOO TINK IM A SPOILT LIL BRAT HU ONLI NOES HOW TO SHOOT WORDS OUT OF HER MOUTH W/O GOIN THRU HER BRAIN.
DEN FINE SO B IT.
IM TIRED OF TRYIN 2B NICE.
IM TIRED OF TINKIN WADS GONNA HAPPEN IF I SAY OR DO SMTH.
IM TIRED OF WONDERIN IF YOO'LL B HURT.
COZ YOO DUNNO WAD I'VE BEEN DOING.
YOO TINK IM JUZ AP-ING YOO OR SHOUTIN AT YOO W/O GETTIN MYY FACTS RITE.
FINE.
LETS NOT EVEN B FWENS DEN.
I TOT YOO WERE A NICE PERSON.
DAT WAS B4.
YOO NV USE TO LOSE YOOR TEMPER SHO EASILY.
UHHUH SHO I CROSSED eLINE ?
YOO'VE CHNG SHO MUCH.
STRESS ?
OR IZZIT COZ IM A BITCH.
FUCK.
I'VE NEVA REGRET KNOWING YOO.
I ONLI REGRETTED TRYIN SHO DAMN FUCKING HARD.
YEAHYEAHYEAH !
I CARN WAIT 4 COMIN SUN !!
SECTION OUTIN !!!
WOOHOOHOOO.
gawd y m i sho lovey &high bout myy section suddenly.
nvm its a gd thin.
aint it ?
:)
&i crylaff coz im silly enuff to assume.
i dun even wanna b fwens now.
i<3june but i </3 july.
i love yoo.
but i hate yoo more.
hahas &i tot i'll get O 4 yalam test.
wth ish rong wid mie larh !
oreadi slp slp &slp liao.
stil damn tired.
YAWN.
i dunno y im sho in love wid mrfrancis.
yea dat guy wid super-beeg tummy hu came into our class to rot us todae.
i reali dunno y.
huurrmmm.
:D
sian lorh.
after sch wen lib wid zihan &ade.
ehh.
nth much yea.
zihan's readin myy potterbook !
:)) jiayoo bahh.
WHY OH WHY ?!
WHY HE DIE ?
( i noe im slow but )
DAMN DAT SNAPE !
bleahlehleh.
ohya.
i din noe jay stay round yewtee TOO.
hahas.
stunned when i saw him todae.
i tot he lives in err
redhill or smth.
lol nvm.
i realise i dun giv a damn anymore.
ish tis good.
-shrug-
i mayb bhavin lyke a spoilt lil beechbrat.
buut juz kik dat attitude of yoors away.
im in eEmbrace of God :)
todae was SIAN SIAN SIAN.
carn blieve i actuali looked 4ward to it-.-
raaar.
im sick &tired of eway yoor treatin mie.
yoo said its bcoz of stress.
well wadeva.
sho stress giv yoo erite to treat yoor fwen liddat ehs ?
ic.
tink i'll continue waitin.
mayb its reali bcoz of stress.
but rite now.
im not gonna giv a damn or shet.
whou.
i was frightened till myy guts dropped out today.
wahhh.
stupid lau mai gai.
ehherrerm.
today was ok bahh.
I PON PIANO LESSON AGAIN !
:D:D
okae im suppose to sae
AWWWW HOW CAN I MISS LESSON AGAIN ?!
sighs.
hohos.
i juz got to noe more bout a fellow alamakee today.
cher-e ish damn chio.
everythin he does.
CHIO.
man im lyke sho jealous.
oh yea.
im excited.
i tink its coz we're goin to chinatown
&erm -some- places tml !
DUN YOO FEEL EXCITED LYKE I DO TOO ??
GRINS-
now i noe how pretty bad things r.
mmm.
i din feel pissed at eway she treat mie.
im juz kinda sad.
sad to c myy fellow sectionmate liddat.
im still not givin up.
i saw esincerity in her.
to learn.
i saw it.
in her eyes.
&im not gonna giv up.
echallenge has juz started.
&she will b loved.
im lyke sho guilty.
gim's doin lyke more things den mie.
wad an irresponsible beech m i.
okok.
ehh.
about myy dear junior.
i hab no idea y everyone's pissed &lookin at her dat way.
mayb its coz i reali dunno how bad esituation ish.
wadeva.
im not givin up.
im gonna try.
she's oreadi part of us.
even if she dowan to.
&im gonna make her FEEL dat she's part of us.
i juz hope to gain somemore support.
i juz wish dat yoor will giv her more chances.
i mean its lyke she's JUZ in main band.
she still dunno all efun joy &laffter she'll hab.
juz giv her somemore time ppl.
pls.
JIAYOOO GIM ! JIAYOOO MELVIN ! JIAYOOO WENHUI !
okae yea i nid to jiayoo myyself.
hahas:)
i swear im gonna make yoo feel lyke home.
i mean.
how can aneone not rite ?
tis ish lyke ebez thing dat has happened to mie.
&its gonna b esame 4 yoo.
ohyea anebardie can b kind enuff souls 2borrow out yoor hp bk6 ?
IM LYKE SHO GEKED COZ I HABEN EVEN TOUCH eBOOK LET ALONE READ IT.
>.<
OMG.
IM SIAN.
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN
SIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIANSIAN.
com collect myy decomposed-from-sianess-body tml.
firs thin in emorn.
man i feel sick.
can i not goin to sch tml ?
kae im juz tokin to myself>.<
i juzADORE earcade.
discovered a damn nice game today.
ehh.
neogeo smth smth.
hahas dunno.
got spider man.
hulk.
err.
a lot of characters.
den hab to fight de.
yar.
WAHHH DAMN NICE WORS.
i won bernard &hsiangwei.
hoohoohoo.
dey insist ish let mie de.
insist i got beginner's luck.
FINE lorh.
ehh i lyke got nth else to say le.
oh yar.
saw tis small lil gurl of bout 3yrs old ?
she DANCED para.
damn cute.
was bouncin &all.
made mie wanna bounce too.
hahas i shuld hab told elil gurl.
YOO MADE MIE WANNA BOINK BOINK.
hohos mad xD
things juz aint esame anymore.are dey ?
will dey b ?
&when dat happens.
i can onli ask.
why.
is ther an answ ?
or will ther eva b one ?
okae. enuff of sobby saddy n3s.
mmm had debates todae.
i mean watch.
WHOA SHO FUN.
valerie &i were lyke TWO enthus :))
mayb tml will b our turn le ?
SHRUG.
ehh carn rmb wad else happened.
hohos.
oh yea.
band.
sighs.
it feels awkard.
emany familiar faces were replaced by many unfamiliar faces.
sight-read overture &erm.
smth smth smth poem.
heck.
wads ediff ?
juz diff version of sch songs ?
bleah.
&we spend lyke CENTURIES to finish sight reading em.
MUZ WORK REALI VEH HARD LE.
aneway welcom to esec 1s.
GRINS.
SMILES.
erm.
LAFFS.
hahas hope dey'll work hard too.
eflat seems lyke such a small &scary instru.
goshh.
takkaire pls.
i hope we'll b at leas close fwens.
eday finally came.
dey've left.
iunno wad to sae now.
im juz too.
overwhelmed.
i hate tis weekend.
it's lyke totally BOOOOO.
dwn edrain.
wo fang bu xia.
&last nite.
etears finally came.
i was rite.
myy uhm.
badfeelings were all rite.
i lie on ebed.
i hugged myy bolster.
myy bolster..
myy best fwen..
its eperfect fwen i culd wish for.
its owaes ther 4 mie when i nid to cry.
i dunno.
yoor lost..
im lost..
i dunno i dunno..
felt a teenywee beta after tokin to jiaxu.
slpt at 1+.
woke up at 5+.
&i cun slp anymore.
i close myy eyes &i c yoo.
i tot of everythin.
everythin pleasant.
i wanna cry again.
myy eyes all puffed up.
i look damn ugly but wth.
i admit i felt beta after crying..
i hope yoo do too.
im startin to b tired.
but i dowanna let go.
coz i dowanna let go.
its dose sad things dat made happy things happier..
-bernard
yea i tot about it.
it has its truth.
but rite now.
its dose happy memories dat make mie sadder..
i prayed to God ytd..
but i guess i got it all wrong..
im sowie.
sowie to God.
sowie to yoo.
sowie to mie.
&den ther's band fiest.
seniors' last performance.
im suppose to b high.
im suppose to b crazy &scream&shout&sing.
im suppose to enjoy tis last performance.
but i juz aint in emood now.
im sowie gor.
i disappointed yoo.
mayb..
mayb i'll juz toss aside everythin 4 emoment.
4 today.
dese ppl here r myy seniors.
i love em.
2 yrs wid em.
not too long not too short.
im gonna smile.
i hafto.
its deir beeg day.
i shall not let anything spoil it.
rvbandsmen <3<3
i will b happy.
i will smile.
i will takkaire.
i will not tink too much.
hu ehell m i kiddin ?
RIGHT NOW. at tis hour at tis minute at tis second.
im depressed.
i dunno wad has happen.
yoo dun feel same.
no yoo dun.
i feel lyke crying.
its been sometime since i felt lyke doin sho.
coz yoo cheer mie up.
n now bcoz of esame yoo.
im boxed to hell.
i reali dunno wad happened.
especially after ytd.
i tot things shuld go dat way.
but instead everythin went dis way.
Dear God..
can yoo pls tell mie wad to do ? i've got a bad feeling bout tis time. i may juz b dumb. or i may juz b tinkin too much. but i din feel lyke i feel b4. i dunno. i dunno.. im scared. i feel alone. wher's everybardie ? wher's everyone ? i c ppl. but i carn feel dem.
i swear im not pms-ing or moodswinging tis time. sho tell mie ereason yoor plunging mie into tis. i juz wanna go n slp. hiatus. juz wanna hug myy boltser. tis feeling sucks elife outta mie. i hate it to its bones. i hab to stay strong. or at leas i noe i hab to do sho. i dowanna b too reckless or anything. i dowanna make esame mistake n regret. den hug myy bolster lyke a pathetic pathetician to cry. coz nobardie's gonna giv a shit. sho God.. pls pull mie up n hold mie in yoor embrace. i reali nid dat. tankyoo vehveh much.
LOVE,
WENHUI.
mmmm.
i juz rmb tis.
wads solid plus liquid ?
soquid.
WAHAHAHAHAHAS soquid.
ename damn damn damn cute can.
whooosh.
HOT NEWS ON 5 TOmorning Toafternoon Tonite !
WHAT.
band fiesta
WHEN.
tis sunday 5-7PM
WHER.
botanic gardens. SOMEwher xD
WHO.
RIVER VALLEY BANDSMEN !!
AHHHHHhhhhh.
okokae im too high.
mmmm muz go c larhh kae..
sec4s' las performance le.
SNIFFS.
y do we hab to cut dwn ppl ?
y.
r we dat goddamn beeg ?
or do dey hab too lil chairs ?
fuck.
tis ish sho erm.
bloody upsettin.
>.<
o4o7o5<3<3
haishh.
i juz hope i'll do a gd enuff job n not disappoint everybody.
mmmm todae was mad !
totally mad !
hahas durin art lesson.
lynna valerie n mie were lyke singing our lungs n hearts out xD
den lynna n mie started to rap.
HOHOS.
lyke a mad.
:D:D
JIAYOO 4 YOOR TEST TML !!
bleah im sho sian.
i swear i'll not 4get ytd :)
neva hab i felt sho blessed.
SMUACKS
<3<3
bleah hols end liao.
still in elalala mood lehh.
bleahbleahbleah.
mmmm.
chem teacher got qian bian face.
n i tink he's qian bian lorh.
hw muz hand in by 9am.
-.-dumbass.
geog teacher ish tall tall luo han yu.
ok larh.
4th offence go c mrs look ?
made her sound lyke she's goddamn free.
wahh carn stand it.
ehols mood juz dosen go away.
oh yea.
zihan n i met tis super damn GUAILAN lil KID at elib today.
zihan was doin her geog n i was err.
rottin when tis lil kinda cute boy came.
he juz lied dwn near us n look at us wid his big eyes.
i was lyke ehh whoooaaa.
cute.
hohos.
den after dat he turn mad n started hittin zihan n kickin/steppin her geog bk.
wth ?
den he hammer her back.
after dat he com hit mie.
he runaway leavin zihan n mie glaring n cursin.
after dat he com bak n continue hittin, kickin, pinchin lyke nobody's bloody business.
his mom lyke a blind n deaf larh.
den he go pull our hair.
fuck it.
i hate it when ppl touch myy hair.
i wasn dat pissed after dat but zihan was.
she wanted to pok him wid a pair of scissors lol.
i swear if dat bloody boy were to TOUCH A STRAND OF MYY HAIR AGAIN.
im gonna slap his eyeballs n smack his ass n wake his freakmom up.
fuck tis n3 made mie sho bloody pissed again.
dat freakboy&mom beta not b in elib eva again.
haha okok.
no proper eng.
nonono.
mmmm..
ytd was fun larh.
hohos.
hab to reach sch by 8.30
HOOHOOHOO N I M VEH EARLY FER ONCE.
reached at 8.12 ?
hahaas xD
sectionals.
den drills.
den sectionals again.
drills was okae bahh.
yea :D
errr after dat lunch den got combine.
YAY OUR DYNAMICS GOT IMPROVEMENTS LIAO.
HOOHOOHOO.
i tink mschan ish happy.
or at leas she LOOKED happy :))
WE R GOIN TO PLAY WID HEART N VOICE AGAIN !
WHEEEEEE
tot will nv b able to play agian.
hohahaaaa.
after combine got bbq.
edisposable bbq pit reali hard to use.
ewhole section burnt quite a lot of food b4 we culd reali start to bbq.
hahaas xD
i ate a lot.
damn full.
i lyke OWAES c gim n heling bbq-ing.
nthu.
hohos.
haha n shimu n i planted a crabmeat somewher somehow.
GRINS
WEE KIAT BLUFF MIE.
WEE KIAT ISH A LIAR.
BLEAHLEHLEH =p
wahahahaha.
gor bot mie a shirt.
VEH VEH VEH NICE.
zihan was jealous.
LALALALALALALA.
glad yoor okae now.
may God bless yoo.
:)))
hahas proper english to blog.
ok !!
:D:D
sighs..
i am not suppose to be at home typing this entry right now.
i should be out, with him.
but because of me, i have to be at home typing this entry right now.
i feel really bad.
if only i had not gone out yesterday..
if only..
what would we be doing right now ?
i don't know.
but at least he will be by me.
at least..
holidays are coming to an end.
and today is probably the last day when we can go out.
AND BECAUSE OF ME.
i cannot blame my mother.
there is nobody else to blame but me.
BUT ME.
im sorry.
EH.
rite in proper eng bcom lyke veh veh errr.
how to sae arh ?
veh formal n lyke a bit too depressin larh.
nvm yoor get epic.
IM SOWIE SOWIE SOWIE.
haish.
HOHOOS I USED PROPER ENG TO RITE MYY FWENSTER PROFILE.
OMGOMGOMG.
ita lyke damn friggin hard.
BUT I DID IT.
HOOHOOHOOOOOOOOO.
praise mie ! quick !
aubrey oreadi said not bad.
wahahahahahahahas.
im mad
:D:D
yoo dun seem yoorself today.
i dunno wad happened but i hab a feelin its coz of ebitchy lil mie.
im goin to try cheer yoo up.
i hope i will succeed.
God bless yoo !
SMUACKS<3
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
ms chan was pissed wid us todae x(
i realise dat im damn lousy widd myy clarinet le.
n i hab da cheek not to bring bak myy instru todae.
wadde hell was i tinkin.
not enuff air.
lips not firm enuff.
yea hannah.
i kept lao-honging.
haish.
x((
din do many things dese days.
juz.
wen arcade ?
hehh.
HOHOS I PASSED NIGHT OF FIRE !
hard mode.
bwahaas.
stun.
mmmm.
nth much le lorh.
OH YAR DAMN.
wanted to send sms to juatying tell her yi2 lu4 shun4 feng1 at 6am today.
but i din wake up T.T
she gd larh.
juz go pahang den come bak le.
now go step again.
HOHOS lyke a juatying.
eh err erm.
nth to sae le.
oh yeas thers band later.
hope ish combine larh :S
coz i miss ms chan.
yeaap.
i ssuree do :D:D
geeeezes.
i omoz died ytd.
bleah bleah bleah.
i vow nv to let panadols out of myy site wen da cramps com.
BLEAH.
dey were lyke ' ahahaha isnt it sho fun ?! lets kill her wid more pain !! yeaa !!! she will not b killed. '
OKAES.
iunno waddehell im tokin bout oreadi.
but aneways.
i juz wanna declare dat i love panadols.
hahahaas yea panadols.
tads em.
LOVE EM SWEETS.
eh.
LOVE EM MEDICINE.
bwahahahaas.
smth's wrong wid mie.
ahahahas xD
hee wen j8.
watched mr &mrs smith.
COOL.
angelina jolie damn sexy n cool can.
omg.
den wen orchard.
wok wok n wok.
woohoohoo.
LOVE YA DARLING SMUACKS
<3<3
oh yar.
concert on sunday DAMN NICE.
xDxD
WHEEEE.
goin to rv-yuhua alumni n yuhua sec concert later.
shuld b veh nice.
YEA.
hahaas zameer lyke a veh veh nice.
he TREAT mie.
woohoohoooo.
NICE NICE GUY.
:))
OMG OMG OMG !
BAND BLOG ISH LYKE SHO DAMN NICE !
ANNA MAKE UNTIL SHO DAMN NICE !
OMG OMG OMG !!!!
SHOOOOOO NICE CAN !
go check it out :)
hurhurr.
wen arcadin today.
spend da dayy wid xiaomeng n hsiangwei.
haha i TINK myy para improve le.
TINK larh.
ask xiaomeng :D
den we tot we no money liao.
sho wen library to tok tok n tok.
den hsiangwei realise he stil got 1 buck
BWAHAAS n sho we're bak.
arcadin.
realise dat we can do a lot of things wid popmusic 5.
COOL.
eh erm.
yar tads bout tad.
uhhuh n i carn use msn AGAIN.
i lyke onli use 4 ONENIGHT ?!
n den canot use again.
GEESH.
slash mie.
hahaas went m'sia ytd.
erm.
mayb i reali a bit frog in da well larh.
budden da chicken rice ther ish in BALLS.
lyke FISHBALLS.
sho its called erm chicken ball RICE larh.
s'pore hab arhh ?
NEVA C B4.
nvm.
wahh damn sian larh ytd.
da mall lyke NOTHIN NICE to shop.
n its lyke sho BEEEG.
ther's no converse shop uhhuh.
made mie wok n wok lyke some freaky freak.
i WAN BUYY SHOES !
eh erm.
in da end juz bot a t, a hp chain, 2 erm dices.
n NTH ELSE.
omg.
den i wen to da arcade ther.
no para machine.
onli ddr.
i onli played ONETOKEN.
SAW ?!
ONE.
STUN.
carn blieve i onli played one token.
-.=
tads bout tad.
ohh yar i bot da BIG cd.
VEH VEH VEH NICE.
WAHAHAHAHAHAS.
PEOPLE KILLIN PEOPLE DYING
CHILDREN HURTIN HEAR EM CRYING
CAN YOO PRACTISE WAD YOO PREACH
WULD YOO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK
FATHER FATHER FATHER HELP US
SEND SOME GUIDANCE FROM ABOVE
COZ PEOPLE GOT MIE GOT MIE QUESTIONIN
WHER ISH THE LOVE.
eh erm da bg music of wher ish da love ish lyke SHO GODDAMN NICE.
GRINS xD
hahas iLOVEmschan.
"mayb i shuld suggest to ms ekk to call yoor ST RIVER VALLEY.
den yoor can owaes play hymns."
-ms chan
BWAHAHAHAS.
she called us WOODY.
OHHMYY SHO CUTE.
lol.
den we bcom st river valley woody sch.
COOLNESS.
trumpet section lyke a guailan.
haaas.
PRACTISE DISCO PARTY 2 FERR 4+ HOURS !
OHMAN.
hahaaaas.
rvcbRULES.
<3<3
haas ade i noe yoo gon sae yoor chorale stuff again.
wadEVA.
as a band.
WE RAWKS.
:D
went arcadin today.
wahh.
dats lyke da onli unsian thin todae ?
wadde.
ever since yoor gone..
i had been sho sian..
its lyke..
ther's no life in mie at all..
omg..
how i've missed yoo..
till now.
when yoor gone.
did i realise how impt yoo r to mie.
i miss yoo..
i reali do....
msn OH msn.
bwahahahas xD
wahh.
super lameded.
IM SIAN.
<3 bugsy !
hahaass it still dosen work.
n im lyke super sian diao.
sho go round spammin ppl's testimonial lorhs.
wahhh.
-.=
EHS.
IM CRAZILY DEEPLY IN LOVE WID MYY MR BUGS BUNNY AGAIN !
bwahahahahahahas.
ILOVEYOO BUGS BUNNY !
KISS MIE !
KISS MIEEE !
lol ;)
ENTERTAIN MIE.
ROARS.
hols here le.
n myy msn 4 som goddamn reason JUZ WUN WORK.
SIAN LARH.
>.<
WHOA.
TOTALLY COOL DAY.
its reali reali cool.
hehh xD
JUAT.
YOO DID A GR8 JOB LE KAES.
STOP BLAMING YOORSELF.
dey swim swim swim.
den run run run.
we cheered 4 ALL da runners as dey run deir last erm.
100metre ?
hehh.
WOOHOOOHOOOOOO.
hahaas cute name.
CARROTS.
xD
b n c divisioni gurls all rv sao3 dao4 wan2 lehh.
ZAI.
xD
haiya.
everyone hu took part RAWKS.
bwahahahahahaaas.
weehooweehooooooo.
xDxD
wheee.
hahaaaas egg droppin wasn dat bad larhhs.
considerin dat our egg din break though it was da fastest to land.
bwahahaas.
rest of da day at sch was crap.
mmmm..
den wen bugis.
wahaaaas took neos wid fairies again.
hohohos.
tml go sentosa c biathlon !
JUAT YING JIA YOOOOOOOOOO !!!
:))
biangx.
level position 364.
haishh.
i sho zai rite....
x.x
WOOTS.
team buildin rawks !
frisbee rawks !
some-kind-relay rawks !
dodge ball rawks !
runnin round sentosa rawks !
takin buses rawks !
DAT guailan bus driver rawks !
TIMON N PUMBAA RAWKS !
our flag rawks !
woots..
i carn believe i actuali wana pon today !
lucky i din.
if not i'll b da world's dumbest dumb.
xD
hahaas.
im okae x)
i juz found myy previous n3 pretty interesting.
dats y its in myy previous n3.
bwahaha.
tanks aneway
xD
arcadeRAWKS.
saw many familiar faces todae.
hahaaas.
more n more ppl goin to arcade le !
weeheeheee.
pop n music 5 aint dat gr8 after all.
songs not as nice.
got buttons which OWAES get stuck.
but its more challengin.
xD
I MANAGE TO GET DARREN TO PLAY BWAHAHAHAS.
he kip damnin dat cursed-stuck button.
he insist dat da machine ish cheating him.
yeaa he INSISTS.
wid a 's'
not d.
still present tense.
not past.
kaes im tokin crap..
=X
ehs.
myy parapara still as bad.
FAIL FAIL FAIL.
sighhs.
xiaomeng damn zai le !!
expert sial.
ZIBEI T.T
gor n hongngiap.
hahahahaaa..
dey look damn stun when dey pass popmusic.
ahahahaha.
i learn smth bout bernard todae.
his hand will nv NV chou1 jing1 de.
his hands move lyke.
WHOA.
damn fast.
cool xD
i nv knew goin to arcade can b TIS fun.
mmmmm.
HOLS COMIN !!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
I HUG IT.
I KISS IT !!
WOOHOOHOOOOOOO !!!
the nite does not wish to come.
sho dat yoo canot come.
n i canot go.
but yoo will com.
wif yoor tongue burned by the salt rain.
the day does not wish to come.
sho dat yoo canot com.
n i canot com.
n i canot go.
but i will com.
thru da muddy waters of darkness.
neither nite nor day wishes to com.
sho dat i may die 4 yoo n yoo die
4 mie.
- frederico garcia lora
wahh.
damn sian.
dun feel sho fucked up now.
but erm.
i still lyke da blogskin.
yea wadeva.
da hols r reali comin up fast.
ohhmyy.
no chalets bein mentioned lehhs.
sighs.
muz wait until dec arhs ?
bu2 yao4 lehh.
star wars ep 3.
wahaas i wan go watch !!
>.<
ahaha mavis n i r ms wongs.
hohoss.
coz mrs wong ish a tomboy.
lmao
:D
GIVE MIE BAK MYY BABYY.
yes.
im pmsin.
yes.
im bein silly.
yes.
im bein a bitch.
yes.
im makin a fuss out of nth.
i finally noe how ppl felt when dey said dey r screwed.
YES i noe im slow.
wadeva.
fuck it.
HAPPY BDAE SHIT !!
xDxD
she recieved lyke a MOUNTAIN of prezzies.
:D
God bless yoo darling.
:)
dey r all liddat.
i dunno.
but i felt reali disappointed.
i look up to yoo.
i reali did.
but yoo showed mie dat yoor no diff from da res of em.
im reali disappointed.
veh veh disappointed.
wad happen ?
how com all da papers lyke sho fast den return to us liao.
haha..
even lam wan.
yea..
even her.
i BLEAH at myy results.
budden again.
when hab i not ?
*grins*
had interview ytd.
din wait 4 long at all lorhs.
not long at all.
while waitin.
crapped wid lotus fgm lesbo-gim n michelle.
hahaha.
dunno y we started talkin bout gross stuff.
n michelle was slow.
as usual.
xD
interview was ok bahh.
cept dat i told dem i dun tuck in myy shirt.
ehhs.
hehhehh.
sighh.
was suppose to go to shit's hse later.
to celebrate her shitty bdae.
but mom dun let.
wadde.
say i sick.
sighs.
sowie shit.
x(
shoo sian.
mayb i'll go slp wahaha.
>.<
hab tis sudden obsession wid da fairies.
ILOVE MYDUCKAN OXYMORON LOTUS PEANUTS SHIT !
love`em love`em love`em love`em
xD
CID PAPER WAS CRAP.
TOTALLY crap.
dey actuali giv us TIS KINDA stuff ?
da classrm ish lyke shooooooo cold.
juz carn wait 4 da paper to end.
CRAP
tml still got physics prac.
wadde.
sian lorh
tml's gon b a sian dae.
SIGHS
FOBIA 4 BIO !
OHMYY
da seniors r lyke erm.
gettin killed.
chem dun seem any much ezier osho lehs.
DIE LIAO.
mayb i can b lyke da firs rvian or smth to juz take physics ?!
lol
ILOVE o6o5o5 !
faries outing !
xD
was listenin to wid heart n voice ytd.
sighhs..
suddenly wish 15o4o5 ish bak.
dat day was totally heaven.
everybody round mie was juz lyke angels.
will we b able to play wid heart n voice again ?
wid da sec 4s.
songhua sae mayb not.
no ?
not even ONCE more ?
sighhs
T.T
one more paper !
dun feel lyke studyin leh sighs.
nvm.
i aint goin to take pure lit.
hahahaha.
xD
So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I’m a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what’s on my mind
Guess it’s easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled
When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don’t know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two
That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin’ names for popularity
It’s sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it’s time for me to come and give you more to say
This is for my girls all around the world
Who’ve come across a man who don’t respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we’re gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can’t hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will so what am I not supposed to say what I’m saying
Are you offended by the message I’m bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don’t mean a thing
Guess you ain’t even a man enough to handle what I sing
If you look back in history
It’s a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don’t understand why it’s okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing
This is for my girls all around the world
Who’ve come across a man who don’t respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we’re gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave ’em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can’t hold us down lil’ kim:
Check it - here’s something I just can’t understand
If the guy have three girls then he’s the man
He can either give us some head, sex her off
If the girl do the same, then she’s a whore
But the table’s about to turn
I’ll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It’s aiight though, you can’t hold me down
I got to keep on movin’
To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And lil’ kim and christina aguilera got your back
But you’re just a little boy
Think you’re so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil’ things
So you’re just a little boy
All you’ll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil’ things
This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who’ve come across a man who don’t respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we’re gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave ’em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can’t hold us down
This is for my girls all around the world
Who’ve come across a man who don’t respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we’re gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave ’em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can’t hold us down
Spread the word, can’t hold us down
:D:D
SLP DO ENG PAPER.
:)
he's rite.
we're beta off as fwens..
haiya.
fwens r da bez larhh.
myy world consists of myy fwens familee n mie.
SHOO da rez of yoo>.<
AHEH.
whole of todae.
onli studied one page of companion.
n memorise 15 cheng yu.
WHOA.
gr8 progress eh ?
:D
God bless:)
WTH HAPPEN TO MY COMP LARH.
now hab to use some lao pok comp>.<
hot as usual.
carn on air con.
dey scared air con will explode=.=
carn rmb wad happen during lessons=S
nvm.
after sch wen jec wid lamers n mommy.
eat slack talk.
eat slack talk crap.
hahaaa..
den went library.
talk a lot.
bout a lot of things.
hmmmmm..
den saw him n his fwen.
haishh..
can tell..
he dun even treat mie as a fwen anymore..
he dun look into my eyes like he owaes does.
y carn we b fwens ?
y carn we b as close ?
y ?
>.<
after dat wanted go home liao.
but xD
juz realise today dat juat ade n valerie lke to stalk on ppl=.=
ICE SKATING RING :D
YEA DORRY RAWKS.
mid yr ! ahhhhhhh.
onli good thing ish no lessons.
SIGHHhh.
ohh yar we vandalise a lot of things todae usin valerie's COOL PEN.
my bottle.
juat ying's bottle.
kheng hwee's bottle.
valerie's bottle.
my wallet.
my handphone.
table.
LOL SHO COOL :D
valerie has a veh cool watch.
OH MY SHO JEALOUS.
da heat ish lyke killin mie dese days.
>.<
i noe im lyke da odd one out among yoor.
im lyke not as close.
i dunno wad to sae n do.
i shall juz carry on n b high n crazy.
i shall juz pretend 2b blind.
jiayooo 4 tml ! God bless yoo :) <3
patience ish virtue.
6 mths..
yoo said its long.
but 4 her..
it's all worthwhile de rite ?
yoo said duh.
haha :D
takkair yea ?
da both of yoo.
God bless :)
4got wad happen todae.
all i rmb was i kept laffin n laffin till my sides hurt.
tml paper 1 liao.
everybady jiayoo jiayooo !!
God bless us all !!
:)
ILOVEDORRY.
everybady jiayoooo 4 mid yrs !
we shall run wild n crazy after dat !!
:)
is she referrin to mie ?
haish
i dun blame her if she is.
its my fault.
my problem.
im reali scared.
scared of myself
ok.
im juz bein silly.
i loorve my fwens.
all of dem.
2I LYKE A DAMN ENTHU IN HIST.
n dey were good too.
we were all lyke.
-stunned-
hahaha.
shocked totally by wad i hear.
we held such respect 4 him.
wadda hell happen to him
sho many proj.
wth.
mid yr comin somemore.
i dun mind habin LOADS of proj.
juz take away dat thing ova ther.
yoo saw ?
dat thing wid da words mid yr painted in bold.
yes. tank yoo.
WE DID IT.
NV HAV WE BEEN AS BONDED AS TIS PERIOD OF TIME B4.
ESPECIALLY 15o4o5
3++ MONTHS OF INTENSIVE TRAINING.
N WE'RE DONE IN LESS DEN 15 MINS.
N WERE BLESSED WID HONOURS:)
firs thin i tot of when i woke up was syf.
we muz try our bez.
we muz get wad we deserve.
im lyke damn excited.
get tis.
EXCITED.
NOT NERVOUS OR SCARED.
cun concentrate at all durin lessons.
caterpillars in myy stomach.
hahaz(:
prac b4 lunch was good.
though we were not reali in tune.
chng into uni after lunch.
wooooo.
sho cool.
hahahaha.
tune again.
ms chan tune ONE BY ONE.
firs time i c her tune clarinets one by one.
hehh.
on da bus..
we kept remindin each other wad to do.
we kept checkin each other's uniform.
pull up yoor socks !
yoor tie wai1 le !
yoor shirt come out le !
LoL=D
waited 4 wad seem lyke eternity.
huggin one another..
hand shakes.
wishes..
jiayooooo..
i reali felt lyke cryin.
we were REALI bonded.
I MEAN REALI.
den our 15mins of fate n fame came.
do some last min reminders n wishes.
we were still remindin each other wad to do when we were lyke juz outside da hall.
we went in.
we gav our swtest smile.
ms chan came in.
we stood up.
ppl clap 4 us.
alumni seniors cheered 4 us.
I OMOZ CRIED AGAIN.
we sat dwn.
n tada.
we started showin da world wad we've been practisin.
we've practised hard in our humble lil band room.
slips here n ther.
but hu cares.
we're enjoyin ourselves.
from s'pore rhap to wid heart n voice.
i tink we're FAB.
FAB as in FABULOUS.
in a blink of an eye..
its ova.
3-4 months of hard work.
ova in less den 15mins.
applause n cheers.
we left da hall.
i carn help it anymore.
huiru n gim started to cry.
i joined in.
im reali proud.
of myy seniors n peers.
n im proud of myyself.
proud of myyself dat i made da wisest decision eva to join band.
we had a gigantic cake waitin 4 us in sch.
we started to cheer.
BAND CHEER=)
it was da loudest n moz 'together' cheer i've heard.
look around n yoo canNOT find ane1 hu ish NOT cheerin.
we din stay in sch to wait 4 results though.
we tot it wuld come late.
=(
sho we were on da mrt when cynthia called n told us WE'VE GOT WAD WE WANT.
we screamed.
yes.
on da mrt.
but i din cry.
was at da wrong place wid da wrong kinda atmosphere.
omoz all bandsmen were at jec after dat.
mass arcadin.
lol
its as if rv bandsmen own da arcade.
=D
lotsa fun joy laughter.
oh yea.
junxiong ish lyke a damn pro para para dancer.
ahahahaha=)
i din cry until i got home n was on my bed last nite.
i cried real hard.
cried bcoz we were rewarded well 4 da hard work we've out in.
cried coz da sec 4s r leavin....
15o4o5
we did it.
we did not disappoint ms chan n da teachers n ourselves.
even da heavens r touched to tears ytd.
GOLD WID HONOURS.
4 ms chan.
4 mrs chak n teachers.
4 rv.
4 yuhua.
4 ourselves.
i love band.
i reali do.
<3
tink im borin myy blogs by talkin bout da same thin n3 n n3.
BUT AHHWELL.
HU CARES.
seniors came bak to c us today.
guangmian n mingchuan n joanna i tink.
dunno how.
but SOMEHOW i can feel a sense of pride glowin in dem as their own sections play in wid heart n voice.
WID HEART N VOICE.
howw weell tis title suit us HEH x)
OURheartOURvoice
OURstageOURGLORY.
#2DAYS
OURheart OURvoice
YUHUA GOT GOLD.
congrats:)
but i was expectin em to get gold wid honours..
NVM
#3 DAYS
i've nv been in a situation lyke tis b4.
when seniors n juniors juz kip wishin each other good luck n jiayooo.
we're lyke sayin jiayooo to each other EVERYDAY.
omoz everyone countin dwn:)
i carn wait yet at da same time i dread fri.
WAD IRONY
i carn concentrate durin classes.
i kip hummin wid heart n voice n spore rhap.
myy fingers carn stop movin.
>.<
hahaa sectionals today was fun 4 a chng.
we tattooed each other's hands.
melvin insist dat i rub away dat cute face i drew)x
laff n laff
draw n draw.
kLarinut 4eva (:
<3
5months 4 a 15mins on fri.
1 family
1 heart
1 voice
1 chance
1 goal
God bless us:)
OK.
WE MUZ GET TOP 5.
WE SHALL NOT LET ANETHIN GET US DWN.
gim n xinhui.
cheerup ehh ?
we muz muz muz muz get top 5.
4 da sake of jeremy.
4 da sake of ourselves.
4 da sake of all bandsmen.
4 da sake of everyone.
UNITED AS ONE BIG FAMILY
#09 days.
im scared.
reali.
God bless us.
=(
aeyyes.
beri scared.
wad if he reali drop us ?
tis is strange.
he ish lyke sho fierce n seldom smile.
he's lyke a teacher we dread habin.
yet we felt tis immense fear when he told us he hab to drop 2 classes.
y ?
realise when i read fongyee's blog dat its coz of all dose lil things he does 4 us.
from grinnin idiotically to naggin n scoldin us.
HE REALI CARES.
fingerscrossed n pray
LOL we're reali reali reali goin crazy ova him.
if ther's a fan club 4 him rite.
den at da proposal hor.
ther will put
"participants : all rv gurls"
LOL.
we r all lyke tokin bout him now kae.
wonder wad will happen when he leaves nxt week.
lol.
gon miss him sho rite ?!
=PpP
thai visitors came to join our lessons today.
WAH BIANGX !
i reali dun mind bein yita 4 2 wiks !
o man.
he actuali gort da power to make omoz all e gurls go crazy.
N HE'S DA FIRS TO DO SHO.
2 weeks !
ahahaha.
jo-lin's buddy osho beri fwenly.
beri nice.
=D
both of em gon hab a hell lot of fun tymes wid ALAMAKEES.
(:
tired.
carn wait 4 syf 2b ova n done wid.
its causin..
i dunno.
but wadeva it ish.
i dun lyke it.
shooo.
go away.
wads wid mie man.
sho fucked up.
NO ONE ELSE. GOD ONLI FULLSTOP.
m i bein dumb ?
i juz dun learn from my mistakes do i ?
i dun treasure wad i hab.
GET TIS.
IM DUMB.
believe in God.
n He will owaes b ther.
WHEEEE.
ARCADE.
<3
SIR
<3
im STILL obsessed wid sir.
(:
wheee.
today performance nort beri good.
x(
I WAN WIF HEART N VOICE !
mmmmm..
wads my problem.
bin tokin too loud dese days.
PLASTERED !
wen jec wid duckan lotus n peanut.
o man part of my tooth broke out.
feelin guai4 guai4 de.
budden nort pain.
sho heck lorh.
yea.
Malay lang SURE RAWKS.
:)
gotta stay bak 4 lam wan compo thingy.
woots.
beginnin to lyke her more n more.
LOL.
=)
aeye.
seems lyke i gotta go acjc band concert.
NVM.
i'll still go.
n support audris(:
fallen in lov wid tis icon.
>.< !
LOL
wen library pia hw.
wow.
lyke at leas half of rvians r ther ?
LOL.
3J mass copyin.
c dem shout here shout ther.
den scream fuck together wen dey canot find da assign.
amused.
gahh we're learnin malay tml.
mayb its gonna b fun.
mayb its not.
shall c.
haish my uncle spelled my name as wen Wui.
GAH !!!!
aeyes dude.
takkair kae..
i reali dunno how to console yoo.
but i'll do myy bez yar=)
mwahx takkair !!
j uz can t sto p giggling
4 consec days in arcade.
tml shall b da 5th.
=D
we did preeetyy well today din we ?
yuhua wasn bad at all too.
oh n i saw dat oh sho cute conductor of raffles everythin.
raffles institution.
raffles gals.
raffles jc.
=S
HOMEWORK PIA-IN TML !
-yawn-
all summarize to one word.
fun
firs day.
i tink we played our best wif heart n voice 4 combine sho far !
sho woweded.
(:
den we had cap ball matches btween sections.
yay !
klarinut gort 2nd !
jin hui melvin lester n jeremy were simply bloooody awesome !
will rmb dat impossibly gr8 catch by melvin.
xiao meng was gr8 too !
catch omoz all da balls.
(:
watch som movie at nite.
wheee.
not bad.
titans !
(x
nxt day.
ahaha orientation was not too bad.
had a lot of fun drawin on each other's clothes.
ANNA is SHO artistic.
yea she rawk.
=D
din get reali dirty.
but ahhwell.
it's still nice.
dedicatin tis to all bandsmen.
I LOORVE YALL 4 EVA N EVA !
mwahx !
(:
ahh man.
modem gort confiscated.
but i manage to get it bak.
awww.
im juz sho guai1 dese days lorh.
(x
hab decided to go on a readin spree.
finished 2 books in a week.
not beri good.
but nvm.
i SHO enjoyed da books.
(:
spanish holidays n star.
whoooa.
was on da mrt wen readin star.
n i gort sho goddamn aroused.
lyke a WTH.
but dats not wad da book is ALL about kae.
it is NOT.
God bless mie.
din do anethin toopid.
LOL.
im sho in love wid swimmin.
i reali m.
love it together wid mie.
(:
wheee.
tink i impressed lam wan by handin in myy re corrections ON TIME.
=D
im startin 2 bcom more guai1 liao.
3 cheers 4 MIE
(:
no debates drin eng todae.
onli compre.
sian
woo home ec was fun.
as usual.
but i cut my finger heh.
now dat i tink of it.
i realise im lyke a dumb ass.
wher gort ppl wash knife go wash da SHARP blade de lorh.
dotts.
our beehoon ish sho white lol.
other ppl de lyke sho brown.
but ahh it taste as nice.
(:
stayed bak to rehearse 4 cid.
rehearsed 4 da 1st tyme.
LOL
ok larh.
om.
hac bahh ^.^
wen hawker centre eat wid gor n jiesheng.
wooo da fishball noodles not bad.
(x
6 fishballs.
i ate 4.
da other 2 gor eat.
wahh he ate 8 fishballs in all.
beeeeG stomach.
=X
gor hse lyke a posh.
tough its small.
jiesheng kips wantin to c his lil bro.
hehh(x
bez of luck to sec 2s 4 om tml !
(:
hapie bdae gor's mom.
(x
mmm.
syf.
yea everybody jiayouus yupp.
we shall n will nt disappoint ms chan n company.
(:
carn wait 4 band camp !
we're goin to yuhua !
ommyytian ! !
i guess it's reali wrong of mie to ap ma fwens.
guess dey reali cared n wan mie to chng.
well.
God bless dem.
(:
it juz tears my heart into pieces/
she's juz sho pale n white.
n skinny.
she carn eat.
she vomit out every single thing she ate.
she carn even get outta bed.
she carn breathe properly.
i held myy tears.
i reali did.
but when i saw my mom n aunt cry.
i juz carn hold it anemore.
but we all stil put a happy front b4 her.
she smiled to c us tis happy.
if onli she knew.
well i guess ther's nth much we can do.
make her happy.
make her enjoy her las few days?
months?
iunno.
God bless her.
i loorve yoo granny.
<3
(:
hitch rawks.
it reali does.
(:
gardenin ytd was erm.
not TOO bad.
considerin onli a few bites from God noes wad.
xD
found out dat ms lee n mr tong wern dat bad after all.
in fact dey were gr8 !
=)
ms lee treat us lyke small lil kiddies.
well.
which other teacher will treat us dat way ?
i tink i got into syf.
dats wad lester sae.
i felt encouraged.
but i dun feel good.
dats e prob.
yoo dun get into syf.
yoo feel sad n all.
yoo get into syf.
yoo will feel sadder coz yoo c da sad faces of yoor fellow mates.
juz WAD ish e problem.
but i do hope xiao meng has cheer up.
wen causeway pt watch hitch !
wid linlin, aisyah, jiongle, deyan n munkit.
=D
felt sho restless i kip movin n bouncin.
hitch rawks !
totally.
was lyke awwww-in n my gawwwd-in away.
shan tok much bout da movie.
cept dat it reali rawks !
go watch man !
(:
wen pizza hut eat.
whoa reali nice.
i cun finish ma 2 slices of pizza though.
sho deya helped to finish da last uhm.
1/6 of e pizza.
=D
nahnahhh.
carn rmb wad to rite le.
guess i can quite safely sae im not sad anemore.
reali surprised i can get ova it tis fas.
guess i reali cried hard dat day.
well.
cheerios to all yoo out ther yarr.
time will do da healing.
it reali will.
=)
gaaawwd/
im lyke a shoo dumb in ma previous n3s.
gahhh.
nvm(:
im still confused.
but i guess i'll let it b dat way.
not gon care anemore(:
haish.
im sho lyke a setoopeed.
i could hab pass ma chi !
all coz of a toopid simplest chi word.
which.
i wrote wrongly ! !
den minus 0.5
=.=
I COULD HAB PASSED !
o my tian!!
maths.
66
no comments.
=/
home ec todae was lyke a sho damn fun !
=D
o man i loorve ma cup cakes !
mwakx ! !
=D=D
den da tap owaes lyke no water de.
ahahaaa..
boyy was mrs chew pissed.
=)
after sch wen je library wid zihan lynna n valerie.
crapp loads.
gossip loads.
(x
n ther was tis sick guy whom i was quite convinced he lyke valerie !
ahahaaa.
valerie freak out ! !
(:
lynna sho fan2.
kip babbling wad type of ppl she no lyke.
=.=
i carn wait 4 tis sat !
6Ao3 here i come !
((:
1/2 mark.
dey tell mee nvm.
but it does make a diff.
a pass n a fail.
ma tears hab all dried up.
but i still wanna cry.
it felt sho much beta after dat.
it reali does.
tis ish lyke an ordeal.
n im gettin beaten by it.
bit by bit.
a l o n e
guess im pissin lam wan off.
gahh.
hope she wun hab too bad an impression of mee.
x(
lit was fun though(x
poetry reali rawkk(:
beginnin to reali REALI njoy swimmin lesson.
(:
but i stil carn win linyi or smth.
he was lyke whoosh.
damn fas.
>.<
after sch wen jec do music proj.
can kinda safely sae we finish doin it le.
finally(x
reali happy 4 yoor.
yoor hard work paid off yupp(:
dun feel too bad if yoo din do well.
dun let it get yoo dwn.
yoo stil hab other sub.
cheerios(:
i was juz tryin to help.
but yoo dun seem to appreciate it much.
i dun hab ane other intentions le.
im juz tryin to b yoor fwen.
nvm.
i'll leave yoo alone den.
sighh.
told maself to treasure everythin.
especially ma life.
dun bother bout toopid n sad stuff.
100% njoyy n happiness..
it seeemm lyke a preeeti gr8 idea.
but toopid n sad things juz kip flunkin demselves at mee.
wth.
JUZ LEAVE MEE A L O N E.
beginnin to discova som 'truths' bout ppl close to mee.
unpleasant.
izzit reali gullible n toopid of mee to tink dat every1 round mee ish a gd guy?
God ish playin tricks on mee.
lyke x-country dat dae.
i juz told ma fwen we shuld hab more faith n confidence in our ppl.
in singapoREANS.
we shudn ti2 fang2 ourselves against dem.
n rite on da same day.
ma hp gort stolen.
wth.
im not broodin ova da lost of ma dat hp.
im juz confusedamused.
how qiao3 can tis get?
muz admit dat life wid ma classmates r gettin beta.
alamakees rule(:
but i feel maself piao1-in away from band.
especially ma section.
felt reali pissed.
plus ma tone sound lyke a hundred tymes more airy.
mann it sho help.
but emily made mee realise dat im not da onli one wid problemms.
tink everyone has his or her own prob.
shoo i guess i dun reali hab a rite to complain n grumble or stuff.
okok.
i juz wanna get it off mee.
i feel shooooo muchh beta now.
=D
tryin to b 100% happy ish lyke runnin away from problems.
we shuld juz b contented wid 95% happiness
(:
n da remainin 5% shuld not b about alone-ness or wadeva.
it shuld not b about da letter i
but about da word we.
i finally realise.
i hope yoo gr8 peeps out ther hab too(:
gahh i feel sho awful.
suppose 2b watchin either i do i do or hide-n-seek wid da fairies now.
all tanks to ma mom.
>.<
den ther's maths.
wth
wads da method 4 findin surface area of cylinder?!
i put (piersquare)x(2pier)
y m i sho dumb till i din realise dat HEIGHT ISH AN IMPT FACTOR OR SMTH??!!
nvm.
suan4 le bahh.
den ther was band.
im 4eva flat.
flat flat flat.
inflate som air in mee n make mee sharp awwrite?!
haishh.
i wan watch hide-n-seek.
come out come out..
whateva yoo r......
lol
shoooo cool nehh!!
(x
hapieeeee burfdae maveeeeess(x
debates rawk ma world(x hehh loads of interestin things happen in sch todae.
lit tes was ok.
compared to hist dat ish.
gahh.
i onli wrote lyke 1 page?
sighh
pdp....
waddahelll.
boi i sho h8 dat beta system thingy.
no do hw.
record inside.
no hand in hw.
record inside.
no cut nails.
OSHO record inside.
wth
eng lesson was sureee interestin(:
zhiler had a beri beri nice topic to debate about.
do prcs pose a threat to s'proe kids?
hehhh.
i owaes loorve da debate in our class!!!
mdm chia owaes hab smth interestin to tell us(:
den tok tok tok..
dunno y n how tok until animal farm translated into chi.
den zhiler sae snowball will bcom xue3 qiu2
lmfao
stil gort a lot of other things.
carn rmb dem rite now.
blogger's block(x
but it was n interestin lesson anewayys.
mdm chia mite not b wid us fer da nxt semester
sighhh.
-cluck cluck-
im da chicken fairy.
lol.
together wid da duck, lotus, shit, peanut n oxymoron fairies.
we r invincible!!!
mwahahahaha..
lolxP
hehh..
finally..
hab fone liaooo.
but its not as nice as da previous one.
nvm.
dun ask 4 too much.
b contented wid wad i hab(:
i had enuff.
im goin bak to las tyme.
wish i nv know yoor.
bleah>.<
hahaaa
todae shoo funn
wen 2 rjc concert wid xiaomeng.
n we r lyke sho darn l8..
concert start at 7.30
n at 7.30 we were at?
sembawang=.=
took a taxi
stil nid 20 mins
sighh
we got lost in da toopid place lorhh
wen all da way to ri
SIGHH
lucky gort 2 ri guys bring us ther.
hahaa..
kinda made fwens wid dem.
sigh but we dunno their contacts n stuff.
awwww..
=p
emily fiona n mee discovered smth interestin todae.jinhui look lyke mommy's boi!!
ahahahaa..
he's lyke..
sho cuteeeeee..
LOL
too cute(x
yayyy.
rjc band rawks mann!!
sho does their conductor!!
he's lyke sho
cartoon lol
18o2o5
a day worth rememberin(x
haishh.
we carn switch on da aircon le.
lyke wth>.<
mdm chia ish sho howtosae cute lorhhs.
hahaaa.
nv fail to laff us off(:
ahh n im stil crazee ova sir(x
did sewin todae..
haishh
i wan fry bee hoon lehhh!!
aeyyeeessss..
ma sewin was lyke -ahrem-
*grinz*
=D
hehh we goin to da sun later!
mee, duck n lotus fairy.
hahahahaaaa.
we goin to da sun at nite sho dat it wil not b hot.
quote ade da duck fairy((:
i realise i stil carn thrust aside ma feelins 4 yoo.
dat shuld not b da way i noe.
juz carn control.
i nid som1 2 pic mee up again.
wen's dat day gonna com?
ahhh!!!
im shooo in looveee!!!!!
wid sir!!!!!
hahaaaa.
todae he com giv us hist remedial.
wahhh.
shoo long no hab his lessons le..
kinda miss him
HEH
im not da onli one kaees
jo-lin dey all osho lorhh(:
dunno y lehh
sir todae lyke treat us shoo nice.
beta den las yr lorhhh
i tink he misses us too
ahahahaa..
haishhh.
i dun mind habin hist remedial everyday(x
wrote expo todaee.
frankly speakin i quite lyke ma essay lehh
hahaaa..
lyke an ego=D
but i hab tis bad feelin dat im gonna flunk it.
=(
nvmm..
at leas i tried..
expo fun! expo rawk!
yay!!
lols.
heyyys..
shoooo mannyy things happen dese months.
hahaaaa..
oh yarr.
happy total defence day!!-D
today sec 1s join us lee...
lemme tryy to recallll...
mmmm..
jenny, clare, farah?(=P), shixian, shixian, ziyi, candy,
vengyi..
i hope i din rmb n spell their names wrongly..
hehh..
haishhh
all gurls lorhhh..
sigh
nvm=/
lester sae muz wait until band camp den noe hu get into syf.
lyke wth..
haishhh..
*wonders
*ponders
*scareded
=(
nvm.
let's all continue to jiayous 4 syf!!
bandsmen 4eva!!((:
o riteee!!!
ebloggy ish finally up!!
man its lyke sho damn loooonnnnggg..
x)
i realise i hab taken tooooo many things fer granted..
haishh..
i tink i noe wadtodo le...
i juz wanna sae im reali sowie..
though yoo sae its not ma fault..
yoo r juz bein nice to mee..
yoo din wan mee to feel depressed..
tis ish ma greates weakes point..
i've struggled a lottt..
tried to overcome tis weakness..
but i stil fell prey to it in da end..
im too useless..
but i wil continue to jiayousss..
believe i wil overcome it one day..
i will..
thank yoo..
thank yoo..
i loorve yoo.
ahahahaaaa..
ncountered a *pervert todae..
=PpP
haish..
hope emily recover soon..
TC gurl!!!
(=
walao.
dey chao1 ap lorh..
dun rmb us bein liddat wen WE were dem.
*disgusted*
nvm.
band rawks mee off!!
*grinz*
Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My ev'ry wish and ev'ry dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
'Cause, baby, I'm so thankful I found you
hmm.
a start of a brand new year.
dunno wad ish in fer mee..
n i dun wanna noe..
juz let it com as a surprise or shock bahx(:
reflectin on 2004..
moz observable thingy wuld b goin to sec sch lorhs..
i knew i had chng a lot..
from da sho toot n nerd pri sch mee to tis new slack n not sho toot sec mee..
realise dat sec n pri sch can get reali diff..
studies..
teachers..
friends..
life..
.studies.
ahhrite..
its definitely tougher lyke duh.
bcame beri beri beri de slack.
dunno wads com ova mee..
dun even study much fer eoys.
but ahhwells..
God has been blessin mee..
=)))
.teachers.
nth much cept dat sec chers giv us more freedom??
.friends.
o yarrrss..
tis yr..
lyke dun care de lorh..
wanna cry den cry..
in pri sch..
was lyke tryin to act tough or smth..
new fwens..
new style of life..
did many new things together..
n da bez part ish goin crazeee!!!
lolx..
pri sch fwens r nice too larhhss..
.life.
big chng..
may stil b..
but definitely not as childish as i use 2b..
realise dat i dun hab da ability to h8 anethin or person anemore..
which ish a gd thing bahx..
started to hac care bout a lot of things..
let nature takes it course or smth..
n fun certainly bcom a beri impt thin in ma life..
n gain lotsa freedom from parents..
learn a lottt of thins bout life..
overall i'll giv 2004 2 thumbs up!!
fer 2005..
wun hab ane resolutions or wad sho eva..
mayb juz 2b not sho slac le??
lol..
all e bez to all ma fwens out ther..
i juz wanna tell yall i appreciate all of yoo..
loorve yoo guys!!!
=)))
ahhritex..
oceans 12 not bad larhss..
not as borin as i tot it wil b..
ahahahaaa..
da bad guy or smth can breakdance beri well leh!!
shoo cool!!!
x)
heh.
quite fun larhs todae..
but i felt shooooo damn idiotic lorhss.
got to noe a gurl name hui yun todae..
wahhhh..
zai sia!!
both ddr n para para..
but her ddr not as zai as darius..
n her para para not as zai as junxiong lolx..
n its onli lyke his third tyme plaein para para??
n he's shoooooooooooo zai liaos??!!
lyke wadda hell??!!!
lol..
haish..
felt sho idiotic..
:S
yays..
i hab 2 mommies liao..
cheryl n yinn yann!!!
LoL..
well..
i wanted to do ma hw todae..
but spend da tyme juz starin at it..
carn help it..
im juz a chi idiot..
blank diao wen i hab chi starin at mee lorh..
arh hu cares..
hope ma chi teacher ish lam wan!!!
den can..
*aherm..
LoL
*big grinz*
band invest todae..
wen to huiru's hse in da morn..
sae ish wanna fry da chicken wings larhs..
budden..
heh *grinx*
den after dat wen jp..
xiaomeng fiona hannah n mee wok round..
ate som ice cream..
n took neos!!!
lolx..
got som pix hor..
ish 1/3 covered wif xiaomeng's head lorh =.=
haiya..
carn help it..
her head sho big=P
but da others were nice(:
den we took a taxi to sch..
wah da uncle damn tokative..
haish..
he tot buona vista mrt staion was commonwealth..
HAISH..
lolx..
invest was not bad..
guang mian's words of wisdom or smth lol..
gor did gr8 too(=
oh yeaaasss!!
i loorve DAT tes tube dat audris made fer us!!!
its sho sho sho nice!!!
pity she carn b wif us todae..=((
da food n all were not bad larhs..
i lyke da bee-hoon lehx..
wells..
all da bez to all da sec 4s bahx..
=))
after dat wen to jec fotostep scores..
n we met tis guy hu look sho lyke eddee lolx..
as usual..
laff our ass off..
tok crap..
had omoz everybody on da train lookin at us..
ahaha..
fun((x
note to self=
i muz finish hw by tml!!
muz MUZ MUZ!!!!
haish
yays..
wen junction 8 ytd..
kungfu hustle was one nicee
movie..
farnie larhs..
but shaolin soccer beta..
n LUO ZHI XIANG RAWKS!!!!
din reali get to c his face..
cuz im sho short n all..
n ppl in front of mee kept tip toein..
but got to hear his voice..
n he's one humurous guy..
nice day larhs ytd..
=)))
yays!!
bought lotsa thins todae..
includin luo zhi xiang's cd!!!
ahhhh!!!
but tink its pirated larhs..
7 bucks onli..
:S
hahaas mavis..
r yoo gek-ed??
=PpP
realise todae i hab faith in two of spore's service..
1)hawker centres de cleaners..
dey owaes clean carefully de lorh..
yoo no hab to wry bout dem dirtyin yoor shirt or smth..
haas..
2)mrt..
heeX..
i told juat tis a lottt of tymes le..
but reali..
beri fas lorh..
hahaaas..
merry xmas to all once again((:
carn wait fer tml((=
merry xmas everybody..
wish yoor firs..
cuz i carn wait le heh((:
tis yr's xmas ish da bez one eva fer mee..
((x
clarinet chalet was a success bahx..
we spen lyke 97% of da tyme plaein mahjong??
heex..
fun larh..
but felt a bit guilty dat i din reali interact wif da res of em..
=(
wellies..
at leas we came together under a big roof lolx..
were watchin tv wen we saw dat charity advertisement or smth..
got SLY n taufik de..
i was lyke SYLVESTER!!!
den da rez of em immediately wen TAUFIK..
SYLVESTER!
TAUFIK!
SYLVESTER!
TAUFIK!
SYLVESTER!
haish..
n dat toopid lester din bother to help mee..
hmph..
hahaaZ..
but it was fun larhs(x
felt reali guilty at bbq too..
we juniors r suppose 2b servin da seniors lorh..
in da end we hab clarice bring us fishballs..
n i hab xinhui bringin mee marshmallow..
xiao meng n siqi hab melvin bbq-in chicken wings fer dem..
lolx..
luan4 diao4 liao lor..
kae i promise 2do da bbq-in da nxt tyme..
=DDD
haish.
can onli go fer 2nd dae chalet..
nvm..
wil beg ma dad..
OMG..
IM SHOOO HAPPY!!!!
DIN NOE I"LL B TIS LUCKY!!!!
=DDD
o yeas..
im sho sho SHO addicted to marchin todae..
i marched outside sch..
in da mrt..
at hm..
at da bathrm wen i bathin..
at ma bed..
o man im juz sho sho SHO addicted.
but i stil carn do a gd job outta it..
="(
yays~
section chalet nxt week!!!
shoo xcitin man..
ahaha told xinhui 2 bring a christmas tree..
=))))
hmmm..
todae our section lyke exceptionally close..
vrybody kinda stick together n laff together..
dough we reali need more prac.
but..
our section spirit improve liao!!
ahahahaha..
shoo wish we'll b lyk tis 4eva..
=)
yays~!
looooorve clarinets!!!!(:
o yeaaas.
VANESSA YIP ISH SHOO LAME!!!!
>.<
was bout to kep instru after band todae..
den she rush up sae dun keep cuz she wana blow..
sae she dun need reed..
juz wan mee to hold it up..
i was lyke -huh- can meh?
den i hold up..
n she started blowin..
AT it..
yeas.
can feel da wind dose kind..
LAME LOR!!!
haish..
but it was entertainin..
((((x
strangely..
i dun feel sad ytd..
guess its cuz i saw how cheerful she ish..
n she's da 1 leavin..
im lyke..
wad rite do i hab to feel sad lor..
michelle was rite..
we shuld b happy fer her..
she's goin to somwher wher it wil benefit her..
we ought to b happy fer her..
ahhwells..
wil nv 4get da hug dat she gav mee..
dat was da not da firs..
but it certainly ish da moz meaningful de.
may everythin work out 4 yoo jie..
=)
she's leavin le
tml.
goin to airport to c her fer 1 las tyme..
haish.
i sound sho pessi.
m tryin hard to get as many ppl to go..
i noe she wana c dem..
wil help her..
dun wan her to go..
but it seem sho selfish of mee..
if God can gimme a chance 2b real selfish..
i wuld use tis chance n ask fer her not to go..
hope all wil go well fer her over ther..
i blieve it wil..
wif heer character n attitude n everythin..
jie.
iunno if yoo wil c tis..
but i juz wanna wish yoo all da bes..
n dun yoo dare 4get us all here..
wil wait n anticipate da dae yoo com bak..
looorve yoo(:
_*.:all e bez:.*_
bak from hols..
wen to visit relatives actualli.
beri fun overall.
dun feel lyke mentionin much..
wil upload da pix..
=D
o yeass..
da second nite plaed dai-dee wif ma couz..
everytyme i plae
sure wil get spade 2 de leh.
n i mean E.V.E.R.Y.T.Y.M.E.
ahahahaaa..
carn blieve i was tis lucky..
was suppose to buy loadsa clothes fer maself..
in da end juz bought a cap.
n sm clothes fer ma sistas..
=.=
ahhwells..
i juz dote on ma sistas too much..
im juz too gd a sista..
wattaddo?
LoLx.
=PpP
tis is not da firs tyme
dat i realise i shuld hab nv gone sho close to yoo..
yoo r closer to other ppl.
i felt lyke n idiot
from now on
i wil draw maself away from yoo.
it ish hard yes
but i will do it.
haiyo..
todae da section outin was shoooo pathetic..
sho little ppl..
nvm..
we shan call it a section outin..
juz..
an outin..
haaa..
but we had fun all da same..
cycled to bedok jetty..
den found a strin..
pull it up..
n found a dead fish lolx..
put it bak into da water..
den got sho many little fish go eat our 'bait'..
saw another fish dat look lyke our bait..
den we realised it was our bait..
da toopid lil fishy moved it away..
haish..
but it was fun..
whole jetty filled wif our voices..
ahaha..
can tel da ppl ther r quite pissed..
x))
lalaas..
wooosh..
dese 2 daes sure ish tiring..
=)
ytd..
wen to yuhua pop..
wah..
deir performance..
zai man..
now i noe wad ms chan mean wen she sae dey beri focused..
n their percuz TOTALLY RAWK!!!
lolx..
den wen bowlin..
plae fer lyke 5 rounds n ma highest score ish onli lyke 88??!!
haish..
tSk man..
strike onli once..
n it was shooo gao xiao..
i threw da ball..
den hit all of da pins cept one..
n dat one ish lyke swayin here n ther..
look as if its gonna fall budden it din.
-.-
sho all ma couz wen to da platform n started to jump..
n surprise surprise..
da pin drop..
LoLx..
omoz everybody hu saw us were clappin lor lol..
n all of us were laffin..
ahaha..
unforgettable xperience..
til now stil dunno if its cuz of dem jumpin or wad..
but stil..
its nice..
ahaha..
was lyke 12 wen we reach hm..
hand achin lyke shit..
=S
todae wen pulau ubin to cycle..
hope i bcom more tan bahx..
i've grown white..
gaaaaaah
cycle loads..
haben cycle dis mad fer a long long tyme..
tired.
but satisfied.
im stil fit!!!
=D
bwahahahaaaa..
lalaas~ haish..
todae las dae in present campus le..
x(
moved a loooootttt of stuff..
tiring..
n not as fun as i had been xpectin..
nvm..
ended early todae..
wen fer sm kinda section lunch..
den wen to diff places to slac..
ate shoooo much..
tink i wuld b 5kg fatter..
>.<
haish..
wuld hab pon diao ma dental appt if dose freakin teeth wern hurtin..
I JUZ H8 DENTISTS!!!!
!@#$%^&*
lolx..
goin yuhua pop tml..
yays~
practically begged xiaomeng 2 go wif mee tml..
tink she shee mee sho pathetic den she agree..
ahaaa..
xiao meng rawks!!!
wooooooot~~
=D
gosh..
numb diao..
nvm..
he's stil ma idol..
=)
lov ma sectionmates! x) hoooooo..
dunno y..
feel shooo crazee n crappy todae..
ahhwell..
guess dats mee..
x)
chng sub-section todae..
go to 2nds le..
saded sial..
I WAN STAY IN 1ST!!!!
='(
haaaX..
nvm la..
can get to interact more wif other fellow section-mates..
=)
o yeas..
xinni ma new senior..
xiaomeng emily sae she beri gd..
liddat arh..
gd lor..
lolx..
but i'll not 4get cynthia n her guidance de..
-gah-
i sound sho proper..
lolx..
but reali arh..
cynthia ish one greeeaaaaaaaat senior..
(im not goin to hab ane more n3s until she c tis)
wahaaaaX..
=P
sho lov ma section..
ma sectionmates..
da band..
bandmates..
yea WE RAWK
lolx
;D
sly mania hohoho..
i dunno y..
juz suddenly got de 'O-MY-I-JUZ-LOV-SLY' mania..
lolx..
ma dear lil mei osho..
ahahaaa..
^5
x)
hope he wil win lehx..
wen simply crazzee..
ask omoz every1 i com across hu dey support..
ahahahaaaaaa..
to taufik's supporters....
im not tryin to sae he suc or anethin kae..
yall support yoor idol..
n i'll support mine..
ther..
--peace--
lolx..
find maself keep lookin at n for him..
find maself wishin for him..
find maself gettin more n more interested about him..
God..
hav i fallen for him??
-shrug-
dun ask for much..
cept dat we can b closer..
x)
ahhhh R.I.T.E.
sho our section de attitude S.U.X.
hmmm..
frankly speakin..
i dunno much..
i even tot dat our section quite gd leh..
cept fer a few..
but dey osho onli slack..
kaes..
mayb i shun sae onli..
but..
-shrug-
guess i din c how n wad dey mean by section spirit..
da real thin..
hope i'll b able to c it..
yeaaa..
im motivated..
yea i m..i guess..
xP
jinhui sae he ish too..
wel dats gd..
x)
from here n ther..
heard quite a bit..
its as if da res of em despise us..
no..
dey carn b dat bad..
dey r..
wif us..
we r together rite..
tis i beriii blief lor..
yea we rawk..
4eva..
x))))
o n i juz realise..
moz of ma section support taufik!!
but i support sly lehx..
ahahahaha..
=x
cookin ish lalala..
help ma mom cook lunch todae!!
ma beri beri BERI first tyme in da kitchen..
lolx..
hab western food fer lunch..
i fried da fries..help wif a bit of da chicken..
n a bit of da salad..
ahahaha..
but i stil dun tink cookin ish dat fun..
x)
hohoho..
check tish out if yoo sian..
x)
http://www.rio.com.br/animation/iconstory.htm
plae bball wif gor in da morn..
wahaha..
shooooo long nv plae le..
yea..
fun..
x)
den go library wif jin..
sae wana do hw..
but in da end..
stil ahahaha..
=x
den go 7-11 buy bowl noodles eat..
wahh..
hot seh..
lolx..
saw sm familiar faces..
x)))
den go jec arcade plae..
we plae da 9-buttons-thingy..
LOLX
shooo fun man..
osho tried da erm..
dance revolution or smth..
da one wher yoo hatta use yoor feet de..
haaaX..
sho fun..
budden hatta stamp berii hard..
leg pain seh..
spent $6 in all..
tink its beri little leh..
budden..
contented le la..
-shrug-
laaaaa..
-fun-
o yea..
take care bout yoor foot gor..
hope da nxt tyme c yoo yoo wun b limpin le..
x)
canot b racist band todae was..
not bad la hor..
ms chan rawkXxX..
x)
after band wen hm wif lynna michelle n zhihao..
n lynna n zhihao started crakin sm racist jokes on da bus..
SHO BAD LOR
can onli rmb one..
wad fisherman sing song..
den God took away his brain..
den in da end he left wif no brain den stil go sing in a lang..
smth liddat..
kinda insult da race la..
okae..
not kinda..
BERI
ahaha..
from lynna..
shall not go into details la..
juz in case..
heh heh..
aneway..
ITS NOT GOOD 2B RACIST KAE..
--peace--
lalala..
hohoho..
;D
maa tru lov.. =P hohoho..
learn da electric guitar todae..
n it toooooooooootaally raaaaawkk mee off..
wooooot..
ahaha..
but ma left shoulder hurts lyke anethin after da whole thin..
hmmm..
mayb it's smth to do wif ma posture??
-shrug-
:D
i looooovee electric guitar!!!
toooopid teeth o maaann..
been sufferin from diarrea(oopx) dese daes..
-gah-
thx to ma teeth..
>.<
nvm..
7th dec..
i'll wait..
hhmphh..
x)
wen 2 watch gor n beatrice in da pop..
wen wif zhihao..
wen we reach da place it was stil beri early..
sho we wen bp petrol station buy thins to eat..
juz ask da aunty fer fun if we can eat in da shop..
din expect her to sae yes..
ahahaha..
da aunty beri nice..
giv us suggestions on wads nice..
i lyke her.
=)
den we go c gor n beatrice le..
dey beri beri BERI zai..
especially beatrice..
=))
felt a sense of pride wen saw dem performin their items..
yea..
after dat wen mac wif dem, jie sheng n 2 of beatrice fwens..
beatrice beri cuteee lol..
spend quite sm tyme ther..
den wen hm wif gor..
niCe dae..
=))
wen bak dear oldd sch terdae..
c ma lil sista get prizee..
ahaha..
shooo proud of her x)
den i realise smth..
dere's a lott of chng-es in ma sch..
prefects wearin ankle socks..
wahhhhh..
prefects sial..
tsK..
xiang3 dang1 nian2..
actually ish xiang3 qu4 nian2..
ahaha..
i dun even C ppl wearin ankle
socks lor..
even dose pai gias..
n now..??
tSk man..
ahahahaha..
but saded..
din c ma dear wilson..
='(
3rd dec..
wil we b able to do it??
ahh..
we wil..
as long as everybody wan to do it..
its lyke -duh-
but..
wil everybody wan to do it??
-shrug-
jiayouX bahx..
*edit*
ahh rite..
ma own eddited lay..(:
kinda suc..
but nvm..
i'll try sm more..
but erm..
i not crazee ova pink kae..
:S
n im bak 2 da same quest..
how 2 get rid of da advertisement??
ahaha..
=>
xtra//tC gurl i feel sho..
wad leh..
ahaha..
o yea..
xtra's da word..
its trumpet's erm..
section gatherin or smth lo..
n i go ther b xtra..
tsK..
but lucky got zhihao ther la hor..
but i stil feel xtra..
ahaha..
toopid mee..
:S
ahaha..
o yea..
ma jie ish da master of da erm..
nine-buttons thingy..
heeX..
=))
juat
i reali dunno wad 2 sae..
cuz i dun hab dat kinda xperience..
but..
dun tink sho much bout it kae..
m reali at a loss of words..
n dese r juz da normal kinda stuff peepx sae 2 comfort..
but..
i reali wan u 2 noe dat i CARE kae..
im not gd at words..
reali..
perhaps u can juz cry out or smth..??
as in lyke dun hold bak at all..
it works smtymes..
4 mi at leas..
i dunno..
jux take care bahx..
even if da whole world turn against u..
i'll stil b by u kae..
i might not make da best of fwens..
coz i onli noe how 2 go crazy wif u wen u r happy..
n i m at a loss wen u r sad..
but erm..
i can b a fwen..
yar..
o rite..
im startin 2 crap..
wif all da butts n stuff..
BUT I MEAN IT KAE
tC gurl..
=)
*fwens 4eva*
wen to grandma hse ytd..
took da mrt..
ther ish tish tooooopid woman..
i wok past her..
her thins drop..
n i din even touch it..
n she stared at mee until her eyes lyke as big as sm kinda freak..
n she kept saein stupid..
PLEASE LOR!!!
I DIN EVEN TOUCH YER TOOPID STUFF..
she asbs seh..
act sexy buay sexy..
wear dose kinda clothes..
den keep pullin up..
ma mom was kinda amused..
ahaaa..
haish..
lyke HU CARES aneway..
>.O
at grandma hse..
nth much to do..
cept sittin round..
watch tv..
lie on sofa n slp..
yawn..
-.-
O
ahh rite..
i gon suffer from indigestion one of dese daes..
teeth on both sides hurtin lyke anethin..
carn chew da food properly den hab to swallow dwn le..
H.A.I.S.H.
lyke HU CARES aneway..
ahaaaaha..
;D
hmmm..
band start as early as 8 ytd..
n it end as early as 11..
x)
tot i wil b l8..
surprised maself greatly wen i din..
surprised jie too..
bwahaaaX..
after band..
cynthia, jingxian, gimling, huiru, jiaying, felina, heling n mee decide go catch movie..
dough band end at 11..
it was lyke 2+ 3 bydatyme we decide to go lot 1 to catch PD2..
haaaX..
n by da tyme we reach lot 1..
it was 4+ 5..
lol..
cuz we wen to xinhui's hse..
wahahaha..
her hse shooooo niCe you mei you..?
you..
=))
shoo envious seh..
n jiaying keep tinkin dat xinhui's rabbit n her parrot n dog were alike..
ahahaha..
beri e farnie..
den go catch movie..
not bad lar..
but i prefer pd1..
=D
budden da guy's bicycle damn guailan lor..
da front wheel chao1 ji2 big..
den da bak wheel chao1 ji2 small..
>.O
haaaX..
was lynna's bdae ytd..
sry i din get u anethin gurl..
but happy bdae all da same!!
=))
mahjong rawks..x) lalala..
gor n meee r da guailan siblings now..
haHAAX..
x)
todae ma granny bdae..
not da 1 hu ish erm..
hospitalize b4..
da other 1..
wadeva..
happy bdae granny!!!
=)))
wen kheng's hse do proj in da morn..
din spend much tyme on it lar..
spend more tyme on mahjong..
=PpP
juat n i dunno how to plae..
n we were in da same team..
=.=
wahaaaX..
plae plae plae..
we keep accidentally sae out wad our tiles r..
laff our ass off..
yay..
i finally noe how plae mahjong le!!
n it totally rawk..
+))
imma born crapper(: clarinet test
argh..
im gona flunk it..
>.O
i was prayin sho hard dat i could
hav dance all nite wun come out..
but it stil did..
gah..
ma chromatics osho..
hahaaaX..
nvm bahx..
at mos i fail den continue use condem(how 2 spel?) de lor..
=PpP
tink on da brite side..
lalala..
wahaaaX..
im such a crapper..
=D
lalala..
hab ma firs piano lesson in lyke months or smth..
not bad la..
da feelin ish g8..
juz dat i 4got to cut ma nails..
=S
heee..
plaed loads of chords..
den sight read da song i blieve i can fly..
wahaaaX..
i shoooo lov da song..
x)
den after dat wen da food fest or smth at xpo..
wen wif ma mom, sistas, mom's fwens, n their children..
haaaX..
i had a lil bit of omoz everythin..
=))
lemme sheeeee..
i ate..
a lot of thins..
haha..
keep tellin ma fwens dat its hen2 hao3 chi1.. bu4 chi1 ni3 hui4 hou4 hui3 de..
=DDDD
but got 1 marshrm soup..
dey let us try..
yeeeeee-YUC
>.o
haaaX..
1 of em ish moi pri sch junior..
had fun trickin him at e mrt on da way home..
wahaaaaX..
i swear dat im onli gona go2 tis kinda fest once or twice a yr..
if not i'll join taf in no tyme..
>.<
wahahaha..
moi couz beri gao xiao sial..
pap bcom app..
-.-
laffed my ass off..
wahahaha..
n hab moi ass kicked by him..
TSK..
=))
yoYo..
lalala..
how 2 get rid of dose advert de arh??
rmb ade sae wad muz put code or smth de..
nvm..
gone crazeeee..
feel sho lyke partyin n screamin rite now lol..
=)))
up til todae..
dat i reali realise..
dat i shuld not take things fer granted..
a lil 2 l8 to realise but..
its beta den to not realise..
yes no??
=))
goin crazy..
lalala..
=))
wen out wif jin todae..
she sae i brite colors all over..
haha..
no gd to b dull all da tyme wad..
=))
go jp..
wah..
saw a lot of familiar faces..
even hab mdm chan seh!!
haaX..
she was buyin sm hello kitty thingy fer ms chan??
she beri cute lar..
=))
band tml..
lalala..
wooo..
sianxation creepin ova me..
ytd hab band..
n we sorta discuss wher we wana go nxt yr..
=)
hong kong or japan..??
hong kong la..
im 1 poor gurl u noe..
=)
o yar..
ade n i r da B.E.S.T. daidee players eva..
=PpP
chalet was fun
now our class hab sm kinda 'dai-di' mania..
includin our dearie form cher..
yea even him..
=)
broke record..
din slp in at leas 24 hr..
bwahahaha..
=))
lookin 4ward to more chalet..
lalala chalet..
lalala..
FUN FUN FUN..
=)))
i dun deserve da amc thingy lor..
i dun hab da brain..
=))
wel..
im juz tyco..
=PpP
got report bk..
moi rankin in da level ish lyke 269??
gosh..
=x
nvm..
suan4 le ba..
work harder nxt yr lor..
juz hope i hab da self motivation..
2a nv fails to rawk me off..
=))
kae i've cheered up..
thx to moi dear fwens..
dey nv fail to amuse me n make me laff yar..
wen holdin sch..
was lyke..
H.A.I.S.H.
im gonna kiss every single part of da present campus..
xS
wen imm wif juat ade n zihan
after dey left wen to sm shop wif zihan..
crap..
alot..
wel
im a born crapper..
too bad i not in 1C hor..??
=))
break down
starts
to.dae
reali wish fer sm1 to tok to
juz 1 more week..
n moi life ish ova as a sec 1..
nxt yr no longer gonna b da smalles le..
gon hab juniors comin in..
dats preeeti sad yesh??
wahaaaaX..
but da thin ish da sec 4s r leavin..
not reali close wid ane of dem..
but..
bi4 jing4 ish our seniors..
tink wil miss dem de ba..
nxt yr..
da tish yr sec 3 de wil b leavin le..
i reali dun wan dat dae to com..
cuz i suppose im close to sm of dem..
time..
reali flies..
"wen its tyme to let go we canot b too selfish to hold em bak"
yea tish quote ish tru ba..
but..
i juz carn brin moiself to let go..
haish..
wahaaaX..
i tinkin too far le..
stil hab 1 yr..
but nxt yr dey wun b spendin too much tyme wif us le..
cuz dey gotta prepare fer their Os yea..
haish..
TREASURE..
toopid word..
hate it..
cuz it owaes mean sm1 or smthin ish leavin..
n dat totally S.U.X.
sho fun ytd..
wen eas coas..
da firs thin i ate ther was a bbq prawn..
my o my..
sho damn nice sial..
den bee hoon..
den taiwan sausage..
den chicken wing..
wahaaaaX..
shooooo niCe..
den go plae at sea..
din brin clothes to chng..
sho carn jump into da sea..
haish..
den go to sm fair fer kids la..
go wif moi sisters..
n i sat in one of da roller coaster..
bwahahahaX..
felt shoooo lyke a small kiddo..
but dun care la..
juz go plae..
=PpP
wen cyclin..
couz challenge moi..
wahaaaX..
n i beat him..
handsomely..
=P
started drizzlin..
sho i wen fer a las round on da bike..
whoa..
da rain stung moi eyes..
use da word stung correct or not..
neway ish smth liddat ba..
since it was drizzlin..
sho hab to go hm lor..
n it was lyke onli 11 wen i reach hm??!!
haish..
nvm..
hab fun can le la..
=))
morn hab pt..
run round da scu..
wel dat was wad we r SUPPOSE to do..
but tink i wok lyke 3/4 of it??
wahaaaaX.. =PpP
jan was lyke 'u r da firs one to start da run n u ended up da las to finish??'
smth liddat lar..
=))))
den after dat learn basics of marchin??
quite fun lar..
beta den i xpected yesh..
den after dat sectionals..
whoa..
sLacK..
juz c da seniors wok here..
den ther..
beri amusin wahaha..
wen jec wif jie lynna n their senior..
jie treat moi to burger!!
she beri de niCe heh..
den she started learnin how ter make stars..
lynna was her shifu.. =)
she wan make fer her gd fwen..
i was lyke y dun juz ask lynna do fer u??
she sae canot..
muz hab chen2 yi4..
wah..
tink her fwen wil b touched..
n jie stil wan rite smth on every single star she make fer her fwen..
wow..
touchin rite..
=))
carn wait fer l8r!!
=D
uhhuh.... wooooot..
got a bball from moi mom..
goin eas coas bbq tml!!
whoa..
gon hab a niCe weekend..
o yar..
pt fer band tml..
fun ba.. !!
wahaaaaaX..
=)))
woohuhu..
had lotsa sec 3s askin us if we hab chi dic n gao2 zhi3..
=)))
beri farnie kae..
dunno y..
our class seem to hate da chi high ppl a lot..
y huh??
dey were cheerin lyke anethin wen dey lost..
????
proj fest comin..
got in suay-ly..
nvm..
we wil jiayouXx de..
da rez of u osho!!
=)))
*edit*
thins not as bad wif moi family le..
bak to da usual thins le..
wel.. omoz..
dough we no longer at 'loggerheads'
can get along..
i dun reali feel dat harpi le..
juz nth..
plain nth..
guess im reali goin numb..
i said i'll no longer treat dem da same anemore..
guess im startin to do dat..
n its disgustin..
SNAG rawks.. =)) art fest todae..
front part okae la..
bit sian..
i lyke da dance!!
dey simply rawk lor..
lynna de senior osho sing niCe la..
x))
toopid..
im beginnin to hate da ppl in moi family..
din fail to ap every single one of em dese daes..
haish..
im breakin dwn..
dey dun understand..
juz wana control moi..
freaks..
im nv gonna treat em da same again..
i noe i wun..
i onli wan moi fwens..
onli em..
but im reali startin to break dwn..
reali..
had sm toopid bitch barkin ytd..
n i ap-ied her..
wahahaha..
feelin not bad.. =P
todae chng to 4a de classrm..
boy i lub it man..
was sittin neares to da bak door..
wah..
sho shuang..
dun mind habin it as moi classrm.. =))
but..
we abit isolated from da res of da sec 1 classes la..
miss dem sho!! =((
passed moi sci!!
cuz dey round da thin up..
ok la..
=)
but i failed moi eng compre.. -.-
totally shocked..
din xpect tish lo..
nvm..
hope da res of da paper wil pull moi up..
l8 fer band..
again..
haish..
cuz of da toopid bus..
nvm..
din get punished..
=P
whoa..
da songs beri diff..
but..
canot giv up yar..
muZ jiayouX.. =)
nxt tues ms chan bdae..
hab a "evil plan" fer her..
mwahahaha..
mrs chak beri da cute wor.. =)
yea..
band rawks..
=))))
was lucky..
moi mom din scold moi fer moi chi..
n i tot she wil kill moi..
mayb juat ish rite..
she noe i beri sad le dat y she no scold moi..
iunno..
gr8 dat she din la..
reali appreciate dat..
but..
im gonna disappoint her wif moi sci..
=((((
i..
dunno..
feelin much beta.. failed moi sci..
but strangely..
i din felt sad..
haha..
freak..
sho relieved moi chi overall no fail..
moi compo n listenin reali pull moi up..
dats..
unbelievable..
wahahaha..
guess im bak ter moi usual self..
which ish great..
i suppose..
carn seem 2b sad fer long..
bad..
hahax..
=)
*edit*
woot..
pass moi piano prac..
ok lar..
but by 4 marks onli..
=((
ok..
not bad le ba??
beta den failin??
=)))
fail fun gonna miss her lots!! //dedicated to Ee Shan Jie.. 2 ish moi fave no.. failure.. no hatred.. 
Cheeky.. 
=) --> =( happy bdae sihui!! haiz..muz wait til so long b4 nex band prac.. 
argh!!!help!!!i cant get tis freakin thin workin!! wtf man.. cant rite anethin on moi blog!! stupid.. hell of a life motivated.. 2b guai1?? juz another dae.. =D ^^ saddened 
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