WHERE ? everythg's so familiar yet distant.
nobody should know.
it feels good to be typing here but,
i guess it's time to let go &move on.
to where ?
bzzt.
YAY IM A HAPPY GIRL !
zee's playing with my sister now.
they're playing barbie doll house i discovered her hidden talent only ytd.
hahaha she's so happy now.
she tried to twist off e barbie's head !
tsktsktsk
hweemin came my hse ytd.
she LOVED my sister.
my family LOVE her.
hahaha HWEEEEmin.
anw.
im a HAPPY GIRL !
yesyesyes:DD
last time i'll be here.
http://statements-.blogspot.com
:]
im super guai these few weeks !
im so guai tht i dun wanna tell u how guai coz i know u wont believe it.
anyways im still flunking whtever papers tht we've taken.
tooooot.
did i mention before tht JESSE MCCARTNEY'S HOT.
rao im super sian now only lester's entertaining me.
comeon comeon fast forward my life 6days !
zzz
i spent more time with my sisters these few weeks i tell u they're ADORABLE.
u'll be jealous.
oh ya.
i saw jieren &-jieren at harbour front interchange two times !
:D u stupid ass.
screw chemmmmmmmmmmmmm.
im tempted to say but nvm forget it.
it's OVER.
6th sept come quick come quick !
make it last, pls
i've never hated coming to this sch so much before.
huack it.
nvm other then tht im still a happy enough girl.
happy teacher's day !
not.
lalala
i had this weeeeird dream bout e class getting shot at for flunking physics.
i was one of those who got killed coz in my dream my physics' a 27/100.
zzzzz so encouraging right.
anw these few days're wonderful days.
yup im a happy enough contented enough girl
i guess
:]
lmao i wonder when ade'll finish her 15 swt talks.
ikea's a super nice place to walk i tell u.
hahah qms big chai &smore wen.
we such geniuses
but i feel kinda bad now.
hahah oh wells.
rao sparks sparks sparks sparks !
tell me.
what's wrong with not liking to study ?
tell me.
will we be freaking successful as long as we study ?
tell me.
would i be a failure if i dont study ?
tell me.
do ppl with lousy results not know tht we have to study ?
limkimchoo is so right.
it's bloody difficult to overcome ourselves.
freaks
hahahah zee is a biased ass:D
anw went to see her dance after chem today.
not bad not bad so cool.
then so malu luh.
met my pri sch fren after so long then i gotta borrow 2bucks from her.
coz my ezlink overtime.
toooooot.
better alr thk u for being there last night !:)
oh ya. tokyo drift like a gam cool.
i wan e soundtrack !
i dont deny i feel out at times.
but i guess it really isnt e time to be like this now.
though this i have to say.
i can never be compared to her.
it's been so long since i went out with xm.
now she feels so distant.
smth's tugging at my heart.
im so touched by a sms she sent tht day.
i'll post happy postsssssssss
i just rmb wad lynna told me.
i'll smile:)
it's time to retreat.
byebye
im contented enough i guess.
it always feels gd to have some cash in ur wallet:]
oh it's sunday alr jiayou yuhua bandsmen:D
i think im under influence of lester.
GO YI DA LI !
i miss my pri sch frens:|
was reading thru some of my old entries.
dang didn realise i was tht mad sometimes:/
hahah anw disney channel like a bleahh.
how can they show e same movies on two consec days ?!
tsktsk how can ?!
im so bored im here to blog again. when ppl are watching soccer.
sigh i need money desperately i should have went off with my parents just now:|
anw im really really sorry lynna.
i really want ta go.
but u know me best.
u even said tht i was from qi gai bang before..
so yeah.. really sorry.
i'll make it up ta u dun so sad luh huh ?
i'll give u all my red leaf pens or o.ooooo1% of my mirror..
u didn crap with me today felt kinda awkard:/
anw.. really sorry la..
u'll forever be my beautiful woman k !
cartoons make me happy.
&i think it will make everybody happy too.
so when u're depressed.
just go look for some cartoons ta watch.
better still if u have younger siblings
:)
donald duck has a cute butt !
k im back to where i've started.
my very first blogskin.
when im still a noob.
or rather noober than now.
i am BORED.
so i started thinking about wad's been happening to me.
ppl who enter &left my life.
argh i cant put my thoughts in words i hate this zzz
im so bored now i feel like doing smth crazy hahah
i want go harbour front &eat chickenrice with zee !!
lalala lololo eunice &kaiting just left lalala lelele.
im eating an icecream now..
oh &happy bdae to yahting &my beloved mommy xinhui:))
went to youwei's hse to watch scary movie3 &final destination2.
i love his hse he has a private lift !
hahaha
i used to be scared of e girl in the ring.
e one who climbs outta tv.
not anymore.
i'll punch her if she crawls outta mine.
lmao
songhua &youwei drooled luh.
when e show started.
ROLLS EYES- boys
then saw this hard gay on youtube.
lmao yaHOOOOOooo
then went to yuhua had a fun night there.
hahah yuhua vs rv
first time see capt ball with 3capts on each side.
everybody so wild &crazy had a lot of fun &laughter
ppl just keep comin in to play e game became a combine of volley soccer &bowling lol
i love it there
:D
right now we really need to take tht leap of faith.
everybody keep close be there for one another.
faith ppl.
smile with me &say i have faith.
:)
im gonna miss those two assholes so so much.
i tink wad youping said ytd was really erm.
smth wad all of us knew but dunno how to put in words.
i'll miss e encouragement he always gives.
all e best to e boys &girls who have been with us for 2yrs..
&thk you for all you've done.
it's up to us now.
syf nxt yr
ought to sustain wad our snrs have achieved.
&we must keep her
coz we'll be real failures if we dont.
jiayou bahh
ppl whose names pop in my head.
i tried talking to yoo.
but yoo dun seem to be eager to wanna listen to me.
e one guy whom i know will definitely listen to me is in japan.
ytd was hell.
all i want is someone to listen.
or maybe even to slap me awake.
i thought yoo are somebody close.
but i realise yoo are only somebody i can share my happy times with.
realise tht conversations tht took place when im down are short ?
really left me hanging there man
i thought alot last night.
i hate e feeling of being dao-ed.
i want enough attention.
there's only one guy whom i can think of.
&i cant even talk to him now
ohmygosh !
like when was e last time i came hahaha
my comp's still down im using my fren's now URGH
anw e first two weeks of my hols are def a blast !
ppl who went supported us on 3rdjune are so so swt !:)
love them all.
e end of alumni performance really left me hanging.
seems like my life's going back to square one.
SPARKS 5 !:|
plsplsplsplsplsplspls
got to know new ppl, talk to new ppl
&xinhui'll tell yoo i fell in love twice.
on the same day.
on the same guy.
hahahahahaha awww:D
if im looking forward to sch at all.
it'll only be coz of e newer campus
:/
argh so much to say so little time.
forget it i'll keep e small details to myself then.
i miss the ppl i din get to see much this hols.
&i love the ppl who were there with me for me.
:)
oh &i think paul twohill rocks !:D
i cant believe we really really spent 6hours in jec on wed.
like. wowness
alright we picnic-ed there lmao had ppl staring at the beautiful cake.
xm is a dai dee pro.
but her reaction is well.
too fast
hahahaha sad case.
i'll set aside like.
at least one day a week to speak chi.
the emptiness in me is Yours to fill
missing but still not ready-
i love the box of mineral water lmao.
melvin is so annoying to e public hahaha
gimling &i can be potential bakers you know !
with a lil help from my ma de:)
the more i look at the cake.
the more i think it's pretty ou !
:))
THIS IS FOR YOU FATHER !:)
i felt Your presence in the bathroom.
haha yes bathroom when i just donned my clothes.
You bring upon me this sense of serenity.
You make me happy again.
i pray to You.
You listen
this sense of relief that washed over me.
thk You Father.
for loving me enough.
Father taught me that it's the times when you are down which make you really appreciate the good times you have.
i pray that He will bless me with an open heart &mind.
to accept everybody's mistakes
to forgive &forget.
:)
oh ! my mom looks so pretty suddenly !
hahaha:D
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1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of his/her perfect lover.
2. Mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game and leave acomment at their blogs.
4. If you are tagged the second time, thereis no need to do this AGAIN.
5. The most impt rule: have fun doing it.
talk about anythg under e sun.
comical.
knows how to cook.
fun.
faithful.
easy going
has looks of edisonchen !
dance like Diego Luna !
hahaha
juatying valerie zihan xiaomeng gimling penny jennie hannah
:)
ytd was a great night.
hahaha wad the youwei watch so many horror movies.
i'll watch one too.
one fine day
i hate being forced to do things i dont like.
unfortunately, as they put it, i dont have a choice.
&this sucks big time
why are results so impt ?
well i can always be tht guy in chi compre wad.
i hate this
anw i love irene chu jia hui lol
she's so lovable.
after band went jec again.
irene made me love her more &more each day !
hahahaha
photohunt high score still got alamak leh
i was like my class leh !
then e rest didnt fail to point out tht i wasnt there when they played.
zzz whatever
woooooots.
zhu jia hui rocks !
think i'll start a fan club for her or smth lmao
:D
yuck e more i think of it e more im disgusted.
anw im so pissed &sick of e elections going on luh !
shooting each other here &there.
get a life &concentrate on upping yoor image or smth.
was watching news then i got so pissed i went to watch kim possible.
URGH.
im never gonna be a politician when i grow up.
i was hoping lessons will resume like nxt week or smth.
this is just so no-life-ly.
ohyeah there's this movie titled RV.
lmao eh rvians OUR movie leh !
let's have a sch outing or smth
then sch pay we go watch.
i believe in karma.
obviously not everybody in this world share my sentiments.
if so ppl who commit evil acts are either
the just let me die whatever kind,
or they are stupid enough to not know e meaning of e word
ohwells.
i shall control &i shall not succumb to the devil.
i'll do all i can to love everyone.
I SHALL.
i love irene !
im gonna elope with her forever &ever lol.
mavis is so evil
she kept laughing at ballerina &liquid-guy.
TSKTSK.
results are depressing &more are coming up tml.
ohwells.
after sch went out with zee adel juat shit &diarrhoea.
adel taught us smth new we can do with straws haha.
we took so many packets of chilli &we saw valerie's long lost sister !
lmao
he's so irresistable hahaha
wadthehell am i thinking urgh
another 2yrs how am i gonna deal with life man.
sigh
okay i should really cut down on swearing.
especially e fuck word.
dad says its just so improper for girls, &even guys, to speak of tht word.
so i'll do my best.
to conserve my image.
speaking of conserving image.
damn i so spoilt mine today by joining in tht free milo thingy.
i was looking at them in e morn &was like.
wth are they thinking. just for a tin (or 5tins for some ppl) ?
leanard was like they're crazy.
i was like yeah..
we really thought we're sane ppl.
but at night we got crazy &went dwn to join in too.
haha !
we're like running to try &get a tin of milo.
racing with an aunty lmao.kindaspoil our classy-ladies image
but we have to admit it's amusing lol
no choice our lives' too boring.
gotta find some cheap thrills to spice em up.
:)
wonderful by ja rule, r kelly &ashanti
>wonderful
why does hatred exist in this world
why are there fights &wars
why are there not enough peace to go around
why cant ppl just like their own kind
why is our tolerance level so low
why ?
im really curious
anw.
i think guys who can dance &are pro arcaders are lovable:D
LIKE OUH ! DID I MENTION THT EXAMS ARE
O V E R ?!
wooosh it's like breaking e metal bars of prison cells.
time to do some serious rocking everywhere.
hahaha jiayoo sec4s
one more week lol
this whole week was hell &yeah just wanna tank e ppl who're there for me
i think fairies rule luh:)
ZIHAN !
must tank her specially.
for checking on me from time to time.
then remind me to bring certain stuff for exams.
&being there with me always !
coz we same class.
hahahahaha anw a very big tank to yoo
loveya woman !
e papers own me.
but it's all over &now.
i'll own my life.
i think ne yo's so sick is so so so nice !
e more words i fill e paper with,
e more i know im screwing my lit.
urgh
i think e sch will force me to drop physics or smth
my confidence level is like
below e earthworm's home
whatever
in a mere few hours i wont need to care where my conf level is anymore.
why are some ppl just so hypocritical ? dont like just stay away luh.
if yoo wanna be mr nice guy then dont talk bad behind ppl's backs luh.
what is all their problems ?
URGH
i whine alot these days until my sister asked me to shut up.
cant help it my life is so purposeless these days.
but.
after tml.
IM GETTING MY LIFE BACK.
i'll find it
chi &chem gone !
i thought i had ample time for chi
damn thts so so so wrong
i though i had ample time for chem too
i was so so so wrong again !
nvm its all in e past alr.
until we get back out papers
urgh
e more i think of them e more im disgusted.
yuck-
LN !
hahaha
best of luck to ppl who love me only !
hahahaha|-)
so many ppl stressed out by mid yrs.
smth just clicked inside me
like click !
then i can feel no stress alr.
haha i'll figure tht out later
gd luck ppl let's all bake tgt after exams !
okay. swearing is wrong.
no swearing. urgh
okay. no swearing.
urgh. okay.
&lynna enlightened me once again !
:D
sigh dont yoo get it ?
NAGGING DONT WORK !
whatever.
i have e sudden urge to bake everyday after midyrs lmao
i've never been so effing uptight bout an exam before.
LUCK TO ME
i've only heard about her these 2 yrs.
now i've felt her power.
the physics teacher..
damn yoo know i was so fucking pek chek tht night i almost cried.
workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard
what if i dont do well again this time..
im depending on mid yrs to get me thru &to quite a lot of things leh..
every night im thinking of how im gonna handle everybody should i flop like shit again this time.
sigh
workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard workhard
:|
workhard workhard workhard workhard
:||
God bless everybody
i promise myself -
my life's gonna be much more interesting after e exams !
yes i've said it !
:))
for e first time i wish my slackness will disappear immediately.
all these fucked up shit tht's happening.
i just wanted to caps my entry with fucks here &there.
but wad yoo said at e back made everythg just disappeared.
fuck me
my fault.
oh God take me to yoor embrace
camp was, take away e bad weather &stupid insects, not so bad.
plus some occasional pleasurable sights now &then.
i still cant believe tht e teachers got some super nice air-coned dorm when this is suppose to be an ADVENTURE CAMP.
oh comeon larh
what abt e "we're all in this tgt ?"
SHOW EM E HANDSIGN
-tooooooooooooooooot-
i learn my things from this camp :
1) natalie, 3J, is mad
2) kaimin &geraldine, 3D, are mad
3) beixin &zhixin, fellow L, are mad
we were all stunned tht we won smth haha !
oooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh...........
US !
haha so guailan
:))
i wonder why i wish e camp would actually end tml ¬ today.
btw tml's a thursday
yawn
i want security.
&it's quite obvious yoo cant gimme wht i want.
so.
it's back to sqaure one.
camp is oh ! coming coming coming !
3days break from sucky timetable.
YES !
i lovelovelove my saturdays:))
these few days have been lovely. prac &prac &prac for class item nxt week.
jiayoo:))
lol i think we kinda screwed up friendship performance.
nvtheless i enjoyed those moments up there.
feeling paiseh initially but got pretty mad afterwards.
i think i look like i wanna break adeline's arm hahaha:D
i keep thinking &thinking &thinking these two days.
then i thought.
we'll make a pretty gd pair.
but geez it's like only fantasies.
coz yoo know yoo know yoo know. &i know i know i know.
haha crap
camp coming !:DD
ah i forgot ta mention ! crystal called out ta me on e bus ytd.
>my pri sch bestie:D
gosh im really so touched she still rmb me &bothered ta make her presence known !
&she's givin me e usual cheeky &sly grin.
like a crystal. tsktsk
off to help my mom cook spaghetti !
she didnt make me. i volunteered
smug-
i have a confession ta make !
I LOVE YOU LORD !
:DD
everyone's killing e little trust, e little hope i have for it bit by bit.
i wont believe in it no more. i cant believe in it anymore.
i thought i've taken a break from it long enough.
then i realise im still tired. i need more rest.fuck yoorself to hell &stay there.
im off to You Lord.
wake me up
IM SO HAPPY THESE FEW DAYS.
UBER HIGH ! lovelovelovelovelovelove everybody !
rao. i'll make it this sunday. i will i WILL>
went out with zee &pepper today ! spent e entire afternoon at queensway hahaha.
pepper's as crap as usual:D
i feel sad knowing tht these kinda ppl are around. a sense of helplessness.
&i pray.
-
shit this is an infatuation ! INFATUATION ! argh
today is fun fun fun ! everybody's like so dirty &all.
i hate e game trumpeters put up e most.
coz my grp's like -
but everyone's still high &high.
oh ya.
anthony &leon sucks.
hahahaha.
mav &i found very amusing things to laugh at at her station.
anthony is so nice to guailan.
woohoohoo everythg's like so fun went crashing into ppl who block my way. remind me of e car advertisement. like when yoo hit smth.. then smth smth impact.. then e soft soft thing will fly out.
this yr orientation like very little ppl involved:|
no camp sad but i guess e orientation pretty much make up for it.
happy bdae engkwan:)
I LOVE MY FAIRIES>
to my dearest twin:
dont be so disheartened larh. everybody got their talents in diff areas. some ppl excel in studies. some excel in ccas. lucky ones excel in both.
yoo this qiang woman in studies. not tht yoo veh lousy in yoor cca lo. im saying this for e hundredth time.
i SAW yoo dance tht times. i SAW how well yoo can dance alright.
so stop putting yoorself down.
lift yoor chin up ! it's their loss man their loss !:)
to my dearest tablemate &bellybutton digger:
i read yoor blog then i found out things i've never known.
kinda felt guilty.
coz i always pour my troubles into yoo then yoor there for me but i didnt do much for yoo i know nth.
nxt time got prob can tell me k ! &yoo really enlightened me about tht tuesday-inccident.
tank yoo !:)
to my dearest duckan &shit.
i dunno yoor like veh stressed out liddat. like so many problems here &there.
i'll pray for yoor luh uhh.
pray to the Lord to bless yoor in everythg yoor do.:))
then my lotus arh.
okay larh. not too bad. still as mad:p just hope we'll meet up soon.
i might not b gd at giving advices larh. but i guess my pair of ears aint tht bad aights ?
i'll be here. anytime:)
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i lovelovelove my blog.
my second time blogging today coz im so bored.
3more mins to my fave cartoon show.
i've been watching cartoons these days.
sigh no choice needa bring out e child in me more.
let's talk about today.
today is so fun ! i woke up at about 9++ &decided to go back to slp when my sister pestered me to go swimming with her.
then i woke up at 11+++.
not allowed to go out dont feel like goin out too sigh missed service.
cant bloody use msn so i went frenster &blog hopping.
then my shuai cousins came they got into ngee an poly they happy i also happy.
played metal slug with my sisters made loadsa noise we were told to shut up.
then now everybody's asleep parents not home im here.
oh ! its 1o3o alr.
BYEBYE &HAPPY BDAE AGAIN TWIN.
i wished yoo four times lo.
two times in blog one sms one testim.
love me else i'll dig yoor bellybutton.
:D
----
watching mr bean. he so poo thing.
zzz my phil of e future starts at onethirty ! wadthe i tot it was one.
zzzz
happy bdae twin !:DD
i wonder what yoor doing now while im rotting at home.
hmmm.
dang i'll go watch teen titans with my sisters
why cant yoo just get e thing tht im fifteen alr.
yes i am a vulgar person just tht yoo dunno.
yoo go around reading my frens' blog.
calling them bastards bcoz they use vulgarities in their entries.
THEN WHYTHEFUCK ARE YOO CALLING THEM BASTARDS.
fuck yoo.
im alr seeing so little of yoo each week.
&everytime when yoo see me all yoo do is say negative things.
i used to tell myself tht yoor doing all of this coz yoo love &care for me.
but yoor doing it too much dude.
so much so tht im hating yoo.
i have so much things to say but im just so bloody filled with fury im getting a mental block.
i really wonder what yoo will do if yoo found out i say words like fuck bloody motherfucker bastard bitch.
&im using these words on yoo.
slap me ?
high possibility.
continue this &im gonna take the Lord as my one &only father.
i hate rv.
im not just trying to be rebellious &say it like how everybody's saying it ¬ meaning it.
rv is just fucking emphasising on studies too much.
argh i hate our culture.
to hell with truckloads of assignments.
i hate THE CULTURE.
im starting to lose e passion for b.
im really losing it.
guess im not e only one.
i swear im gonna slp well tonight.
effing tired pls/
ohmy ohmy ohmy.
i would have been still slping right now !
im so bloody nervous larh.
been sucha long time since i last took e exam.
my sister went alr gd luck to her !
this hols aint like hols at all.
with all e holi ass (quote zihan - ZEE)
i pray !
heartbroken
yoo know i dont even have the heart to call yoor fucking bastards &bitches.
im crying like shit
read e first part here
we went home.
we took e wrong train and went to kallang !
damn ppl might as well think it's our first time to town.
oh &e bball match today was good:)
(%#*@)&%)@(#% i hate - !
im not depressed but there's just no life. really
DAMMIT IM FIFTEEN ALR.
GET THT NUMBER.
15
e freedom &privacy i used to have.
i tell ya. taking them for granted DOES NOT equal to being able to live w/o them.
i know it's wrong of me to take them for granted I KNOW MY BLOODY MISTAKE ALR SO PLS PLS FUCKING GIVE THEM BACK TO ME.
i was bout to blog about e wonderful day out wif zee. then i realise i can freaking get no where. then i gave up.
holy shit.
i need to talk to God
damn i keep yawning &yawning &yawning.
my jaw will drop.
&im from 3L.
can call me 3Lack of jaw-ian.
okok thts beside e pt.
4REASONS WHY I SERIOUSLY THINK IM GONNA DIE.
1) i hyperventilate like every now &then.
2) im aching all over.
3) murdered by parents coz of e 19/50 for chi.
4) aquitted for murdering yenchai.
- this faggot scored 33. &he says he's contented as long as he gets a 2digit score.
%*&#)(*#&@)%( him.
his tian2 kong4 scored like very high over 20 ? i scored fucking four. he insists tht he's tyco.
ohwells some ppl just have all e luck.
yoo have like bloody so many meis alr. im not gonna deny it yes im bloody angry &pissed. yoo used to ask me b4. wht happened ? am i being a bitch ? controling yoo. i controlled myself telling myself im just being too much but i dunno why today i cant take it anymore.
im associating yoo with a flirt. yoo saw tht ? im still loving yoo as a brother but there's no running away from this disappointment tht's swallowing my heart. fuck it man
i just needa let out read my previous post pls.
i hope my parents will be fine with tht.
went to xm's church today. everybody's like totally high &friendly. i feel so myself. there's no awkwardness at all when everybody's singing. i sang along though i dunno e tune lol.
i feel so loved. first timers were asked to stand up. &immediately ppl around me start shaking hands with me. welcoming me.
ppl whom i've never seen much less known.
it's like all e attention's given to me. e presence of God was felt. so so strong.
i like tht pastor kong:) i've learnt alot of things. i can think of them but i cant put them in words. i worry. what will dad &mom do if i told them im a christian alr ? &my grandfather. i kept worrying. but as i sat at tht chair with hundreds of other christians. &feel like they do.
i knew i have to be there again.
on e way home i kept thinking bout it. is this called defiance ? i dunno how to break e news to my parents. i worry &worry &worry.
was waiting for e bus when i suddenly rmb wad e pastor had said.
faith.
believing in not wad e naked eyes can see.
but in wad is beyond.
today is my birthday.
:)
i respect yoo coz i love yoo. but there are gonna be times when i wun do things yoo wan me to. yoo preach &i'll listen. but i'll not do it. im fifteen alr i have my rights to do certain things. i know yoo love &care for me. but i believe im old enough to at least know whats right &wrong. im sorry for defying yoo. but yeah i still love yoo. <3
chem's gone. noneed say amaths tml also gone.
went amaths-ing with zee after sch.
fuck man spend like hell long on one qn. maybe tml test 2qns. 1sets 1simul.
then 1hr just nice._.
but yeah im proud of myself i actually bothered to practise my amaths.
take note
it's practise.
not " practise "
no invertedcommas.
yeah go on ppl gimme a slap on my back gimme THE praise !
I LOVE ZEE !<3
i declare my love for sidney sheldon's books !
yeah jan loves them too.
because
wah my throat itchy cough cough cough.
i dont see any pt in studying for anythg.
study so much even if i get gd results so wad.
dont tink i'll rmb them.
all e more i cant visualise myself applying wad i've learnt on my job or whtever.
but since e adults insist tht its for our own gd.
its for our own gd then.
i read ss's rage of angels.
hah i suddenly wanna b lawyer.
like bloody cool.
ok mayb i ought to start studying.
i rmb i had an n3 last yr. saying how much how much i love chem.
reading it wherever i go.
but today leh. zzz God bless me
heard this pri sch guy talking to his mom.
apparently he wanna go ri/acsi then vjc then nus.
bloody hell.
i dont rmb thinking so much when i was his age.
he really should come to rv.
equipped for the future..
&the way he wears his uniform is super rooted in tradition..
too bad he wants vjc.
damn ! talent missed
zzz
oh &happy bdae gor !:D
wth there's no life for me.
my saturdays &sundays are all spent at home alr.
this is stupid.
eh read this story i believe you online.
it's nice, pretty touching but
BLOODYHELL.
e last few chaps are omitted.
have to buy e book.
dang i wonder what will happen to e guy.
can onli wait for my dad to be home zzz.
im suddenly reminded of maths.
wtf sure single digit liao.
yoo bloody scared me till i almost pee-ed in my pants.
&yoo expect me to keep it to myself ?!
i'll die of anxiety yoo noe.
sigh anw takkaire i'll still be here for yoo.
hah i think my art shuld get an A.
im super sorry dayanna but reali if yoo hadn rub it off it would look veh veh pretty.
a heartshape at e corner of yoor face.
haha anw super sorry once again.
erm i hope i'll do well for engessay:(
i realise e marker i used to draw takes alot of time &effort to make e ink disappear.
WHICH IS GOOD mwahahas
happy vday to all !
:/why
ARGH WHY IZZIT THT SCANNER &HIST ASSIGNMENT DONT COME TGT ?!
either they have e ass. &no scanner or scanner spoil.
or they have scanner, WORKING ones. BUT no assignments.
dang results in kok &me screaming at each other lol
got so #%)@&*_$ im here to blog.
anw tml marks e start of ct.
happy tht chi is now a dunid to study for exams subject.
but cant help feeling abit. scared
hah God bless everyone
i miss seeing them in sch. dang
hahas i feel so mad im like so bloody nervous from about 11+ for them.
gim oso.
wadthehell i think we'll faint when it's our turn.
congrats im happy for yoor haha:)
cheerups uh ? its not e end of e world or smth. at least this eggs yoo on to work harder.
SMUACKS:)
i saw yoo today &i realise i miss yoo. hell lot:/
i love this blogskin coz e girl so reminds me of me.
with e fringe covering e eyes &wad not.
hahahahas.
watched i not stupid with zee &zhihao ytd.
2ndtime watching:D
saw yichun on e 1st time !
hahahahas he was wearing yellow &i got so happy when i c him.
anw e show is so so touching.
aww man.
&E GUYS WERE LIKE.
melts.
i love e ahma oso.
veh cute like a rectro ahma
so lame cool man
then went to watch fun with dickjane with zee today.
at je again.
hahahas we are so mad.
we were walking out of e cinema &i suddenly love zee alot alot.
dunno why she feels like my bf.
go watch movie with me again &again.
okay thts not e pt.
e pt is.
im not a lesbian
cny in less than half an hour !
not reali excited dunno why.
sigh im like rotting now.
no more da vinci code to read.
i lag larh now then read.
but geez it's such a wonderful bk.
i mean reali.
but now there's nth more to read !
#$@(^%@!$
did i mention tht sentosa was fun ?
hahaha but it'll b better if more ppl went.
i hope i'll have truckloads of angbaos zzz
investiture was erm. okay larh.
all e best to all our snrs:))
i rmb myy pri sch bestie taught me how to hack into ppl's msn.
hahaha hell of a thing for a bestie in pri sch to teach uh.
but anw i love her she's so.
differently wonderful:)
but i forgotten how to hack alr damn !
joking lol.
i see couples there. i look at e night view. e moon &stars above me. e gentle breeze against my cheeks yoo used to kiss. so beautiful. so perfect.
i stood there, alone, wondering why e feeling just aint right.
wondering wht's missing..
hands tgt for my new section mate !
qiaoen:)
welcome welcome to our family<3
we're all behind yoo.
prove tht yoo'll be a gd one this time &dun let our seniors dwn.
jiayoo:)
on a lighter note.
i was taking mrt home wif gim today.
then there's tis woman who puked into a plastic bag as she walked past us.
i've never seen. onli heard._.
e way her puke went into e bag was erm.
graceful.
yeah i SAW
investiture tml:)
i love to see old men carry trees.
coz they remind me of my grandpa.
i realise tht my grandpa quite cute leh.
hahahaha:)
cultural night was fetched:)
went to watch in her shoes wif shit duckan &peanut.
i forgot wad i wanted to say lol but yeah maggie(cam diaz) is such a slutty hot bitch turned sweet hot girl.
hahas.
i haven buy myy new yr clothes lyk wad THEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
:/
i've had enough.
stop playing with me.
why does God play tricks on us ?
WHY.
im so wht ? emotional ?
tht im gonna say tis.
i dowanna love again.
yes i have always tot tht its so childish to say tis.
love is just bullshit.
fuck love i tell yoo.
fuck love.
childish
things are finally starting to settle dwn.
starting to be more aware of my new clsmates.
a whole new awareness.
they can b a lovely bunch of ppl i come to realise.
&mdmlim.
she can be reali chio when she smiles:)
hahas im so used to calling her mdmlim now.
tanks to paullim.
3Limkimchoo/Limpaul.
&one day. my smug face will be all tht yoo can see.
thk yoo xinhui:)
i seriously tink im not up to the standard of yoor good leader.
fuck i so suck in words.
mayb i shuldn b a leader after all.
i cant lead a grp of ppl i care for.
y do i suddenly get tis stupid feeling.
whtever.
screw me
i still carn believe im super excited bout going to sch tis morning._.
how the hell am i suppose to survive chi lessons ?!
oh wadde@#&^(@$*^%!(#%
okay mayb she wont b tht bad.
yoo noe. THT bad
zzzzzzz
hmm.
a start of a brand new year.
dunno wad ish in fer mee..
n i dun wanna noe..
juz let it com as a surprise or shock bahx(:
reflectin on 2004..
moz observable thingy wuld b goin to sec sch lorhs..
i knew i had chng a lot..
from da sho toot n nerd pri sch mee to tis new slack n not sho toot sec mee..
realise dat sec n pri sch can get reali diff..
studies..
teachers..
friends..
life..
.studies.
ahhrite..
its definitely tougher lyke duh.
bcame beri beri beri de slack.
dunno wads com ova mee..
dun even study much fer eoys.
but ahhwells..
God has been blessin mee..
=)))
.teachers.
nth much cept dat sec chers giv us more freedom??
.friends.
o yarrrss..
tis yr..
lyke dun care de lorh..
wanna cry den cry..
in pri sch..
was lyke tryin to act tough or smth..
new fwens..
new style of life..
did many new things together..
n da bez part ish goin crazeee!!!
lolx..
pri sch fwens r nice too larhhss..
.life.
big chng..
may stil b..
but definitely not as childish as i use 2b..
realise dat i dun hab da ability to h8 anethin or person anemore..
which ish a gd thing bahx..
started to hac care bout a lot of things..
let nature takes it course or smth..
n fun certainly bcom a beri impt thin in ma life..
n gain lotsa freedom from parents..
learn a lottt of thins bout life..
overall i'll giv 2004 2 thumbs up!!
fer 2005..
wun hab ane resolutions or wad sho eva..
mayb juz 2b not sho slac le??
lol..
all e bez to all ma fwens out ther..
i juz wanna tell yall i appreciate all of yoo..
loorve yoo guys!!!
=)))
-o1o12oo5
typed bout one yr ago.
obviously my resolution for 2oo5 failed.
yet another yr passed.
very quickly in fact.
im gonna graduate from rv lyk nxt nxt yr.
&it reali feels lyk ytd when i enter rv.
new class.
new people.
more stuff more stress.
i dunno if i'll b able to handle these well.
anw im glad i still have my section &cca mates.
resolutions ?
let's give it another shot.
one yr later when i reflect about 2oo6.
i hope i wun have to say i failed my resolution again.
luck to ME:)
to love ¬ hate.
very difficult thing to do.
instead of thinking.
wads the use of treating a person whos got such ugly behaviour nicely.
why not
hey if i treat the person nicely. he/she might turn over a new leaf.
?
then again. there's this
wad if he/she takes me for granted ?
nevertheless i tink i'll try.
to love ¬ hate
christmas is boring.
eve was fun though.
went to watch narnia wif jiaxu cheeliong kangwei.
show is at 3.10 &we're ther at 1plus.
so we happily went to earcade to play.
left at 3 coz cine was pretty much near to wher we were.
then we realise it was raining.
we then started to run under erain lyk four mad persons.
&we enter ecinema not dry not cold ¬ tired.
but emovie is worth it:)
we were very amused by ebird which can "psst" at us &a facinating place called estore-oom.
jiaxu left firs for church countdwn.
e3 of us went arcading &MAN kang can scream DAMN high pitched !
chee is swt he treat us to 7bottles of whtever yoo call tht.
spray ?
hahahahas we got damn dirty.
kang's obsessed wif his smiley face &chee looks llyk a porcupine from eback.
got home abit late.
sorry mom.
sorry ears.
thk yoo everybardie im fine alr:)
christmas' coming !
idunno i tink its gonna b a boring one for me again.
nvm tml got cls dinner or smth.
uber excited:)
wad i wan for christmas.
tshirts.
sunglasses.
erm mickey glasses hahahahas.
loads of pics.
count dwn in town !
okay tis list is actually made for adeline smug-
nah im kiddin everyone can gimme those stuff.
i dun mind havin two of esame thing:)
y carn we last till twentythree tis yr ?
she held on till she's finally home. before she's finally gone.
she's strong yes she's my granny.
thts numbertwo of why i love her so much.
numberone.
she's a wonderful granny, mother fren.
she's wonderful
:'(
taking mrt wif michelle yinnyann lynette.
looking at planes.
imitate ppl snoring.
first flight.
buddha statue wif snails not hair.
vegetarian meal.
tram up vict peak.
ate mac at ecoldest place.
fries need blanket lol.
super nice hotel room.
xinhui &heling:)
exchange in tuen mun.
super big hall.
tone flat lyk siao.
soran dance:)
tt tuen mun guy:x
lost clarinet.
nice fun warm meal in som restaurant.
"he likes me !"
lol
found clarinet.
i c etears they shed.
etears i almost shed.
im actually glad it all happened.
if not we'll never have a proper thrash out.
everythg's okay now.
klarinutz<3
ohya !
myy egg got stuck on eceiling.
&it broke when i attempted to get it dwn:(
melvin is tall
DISNEY LAND.
hahahahas dunno wad to say.
fun huh.
donald duck has super cute butt !
hahahahahas.
hike was okay.
but hike up to ahma rock was !@%$#!#%$*
shopshopshop.
got lost.
guailan policeman.
mrschak strangles.
eateateat.
shopshopshop.
tht pri sch band was super zai i tell yoo !
eclarinet girl tone DAMN F NICE.
mavis is so horny she kip scratching my jeans.
cynthia-eee is my dry mother.
xinhui &jeremy r our parents:D
took alot of videos starring hannah.
lol
last day was pretty sad.
i'll miss hongkong.
&all esec fours.
:')
1. i get jealous when i see gimling hug other girls.
2. im a flirt i go crazy over alot of ppl claiming tht i love em hahahas.
man i onli hav two strange habits or whtever yoo call.
proves im not strange hahahaha.
i carn think of eother 3.
so baby tell me.
aint i gd enuff for yoo ?
yuhua pop super nice.
im in love wif ramdan !
he's lyk uber cute when he plays !
hahahaha.
choir concert was sweet.
lynna &me were in love wif C !
he's lyk uber cool !
hahahaha
jiaxu told me smth today.
then i so happy coz im in love wif W !
he's lyk uber cute !
hahahaha
lol i love alot of ppl hor ?
its really comforting to noe tht someone out there really cares
:)
i mean i really feel it
:)
myy toenail broke again.
&jinhui`s really not goin to hongkong le.
tht`s ereal sad thing.
:(
yoo really hav no idea how much i long to b able to know everythg smtimes.
the way the other person thinks.
i think this way.
i feel this way.
smtimes im angry.
smtimes im depressed.
but then again.
is what i know really what is happening ?
no.
unfortunately.
God..
Yoo noe smtimes i wish i can strangle Yoo.
hah
ohwells
soranfunk dance is lyk super nice !
had a hell lot of fun time at yuhua today.
tankyoo meiyi adam sanjay:))
jfgbsdyvgfskehrgckdbf
i like hong ern's hair.
damn zhen4 dian3
im so bored right now.
frens i tok alot to r lyk unonline now.
i mean offline.
no use telling me to go watch porn dude coz im juz too innocent.
i rather stay bored.
oh how innocent i am.
why do i feel so abandoned.
com online quick ppl !
fairies ??
anw harrypot was okay.
bad coz i feel veh empty here &ther.
gd coz CEDRIC DIGG &DRACO MALF are so goddamn DROOLS.
&hermione &fleur r chio chio chio.
thts y emovie`s okay.
hahahaha.
i`ll dream of ced tonite !
camp was fun i guess.
i miss dose yuhua bandsmen alot.
they are reali a bunch of veh nice ppl.
):
so i heard.
nothing is forever.
especially in love.
at our age.
then again im really curious.
what about forever friends ?
blog blog blog blog.
RAO im sian.
s-i-a-n
blog blogblog blog blog blogb log.
siansiansiansiansiansiansiansian.
OH !
im having free lunch on thursday.
hahahahahas coz im a gd girl i done a gd deed i help my DEAR GOR.
aka my stead`s di.
hahahahahahaha idunno wad im typing im SINA.
eh sina.
lollllll nice one.
im not sian.
im SINA !
rah im lyk tokin to myself here.
i carn wait for nxt week.
esecfours r comin bak.
ohhhhhhmannnnn.
slap me somebody.
so i can go to zzzland.
again.
hualalalala xiayu liaoooooooooooo.
YAWN.
SINA !!!!!!
._.
i realise tht cartoons can be very entertaining.
my sisters can be very entertaining.
too.
today morning i just sat on the sofa &looked at them while they play their usual stuff.
now i know why they're so noisy coz they kept laughing at eslightest things.
i'm really amused.
i really really need to brush up on my english.
i still cannot believe tht i'm taking lit.
pure lit.
i mean.
i've never studied for lit exams befoooreeee.
uhhuh im a walking joke.
it just hit me hard tht im taking chinese os in less than a year.
TEARS HAIR &SCREAMS
im infested by mosquitoes there are like onemillion bites all over me ?!
which reminds me.
i hate needles.
electric guitar, drumset, danceclasses.
haha feel lyk havin myy own band suddenly.
dose ppl at suntec today super zai wow.
gimme alot of money somebody.
happy bdae lynna:)
im not gonna b sad dat yoor leavin.
coz i noe yoo`ll miss us more den we yoo.
coz we rock more.
mwahahahahas:p
went bak to pri sch today.
miss etime when im p6.
rmb i was looking forward to sch everyday.
especially after psle.
sighs
&im veh much inspired to takeup guitar:)
coz of myy juniors.
hahaha dey r reali wonderful.
make me feel dat guitar`s wonderful.
too
chalet was wonderful.
went to dwntowneast wif zihan after band on tues.
ate &went arcading wif lynna juat zihan:)
rofl we lyk playing gungames while screaming.
we rule:D
went bowling.
hahas wow xiaopeng lyk a zaided.
from hittin no pins to a beautiful strike after twothree rounds.
he was so proud of himself:)
all of us felt lyk punching valerie uhh.
coz she was too lousy
played fotohunt too.
hahahahahas got into high score<3
din slp:D
stupid.
cheers wern twentyfourhours>.<
went to commonwealth for band.
was fallin aslp until we played ride.
myy heart omoz stopped functioning.
went bak to dwntown for bbq:DD
everythg was so fun
food was nice
games too
i reali admire juat.
okay &xiaopeng
eboth of em r reali.
erm.
fated OHWELLS smug-
etchers r swt enuff tob ther wif us:)
<3
i veh frequently wonder y esch put me in 2A.
ppl asked me too lol.
mayb ther`s a mistake.
hahahahas but im glad dey make dat mistake.
dat mistake gav me thirtyfive wonderful ppl
seeing alamakees tml again:)
wow.
lucky i din read dat when i was wif yoo.
not goin to:)
------
tis is wads so bad bout havin a leadership position.
&someone close hu used tob dat leader.
sighs to.
or not to
i suddenly miss my prisch frens alot alot.
chatted wif yongchian ytd.
ahahahas &he`s esame old dumbass dumb he is:)
somebody, i wont tell u whoo but i tink u might noe him very welllllllll said:
wat us rv like?
&klarinutter said:
wells.
somebody, i wont tell u whoo but i tink u might noe him very welllllllll said:
it has alot of wells?
:D
OHHWELLS.
i carn wait to c him in ecomin gathering.
so dat i can punch him esame way he owaes do to me dose days.
esun aint strong at all today):
as i was takin ebus home from cck interchng.
ther was tis lady hu wanted to sit bside me.
i was fiddlin wif myy wewa.
den i looked up.
i was wearin a cap.
eprettay lady immediately went to take a sit bhind me.
tell me.
do i look dat scary
i totally forgot dat im suppose to go tanning wif myy fellow sistas today &dumbly postpone myy monday piano lesson to today.
i was so friggin happy coz i din prac my piano nor do myy theory.
i den happily told myy mom dat dad agreed to let me go sentosaing.
&she was lyk uhhuh &yoo hav piano on dat day..
boy she said it so calmly i immediately scream out loud at emrtstn.
im reali sorry lester i hope yoo can go tml if not i`ll rite yoo a thousand word testi filled wif im sorry.
did i juz reveal dat lester`s one of myy fellow s- ?
went to visit xiaopeng ytd.
okay he`s reali so so so much better.
he`s eguailan him again.
he tok &tok &tok &tok.
den he suddenly went to tok to his finger or smth.
hahas._.
den he teased wangyan about exando thing.
&HE CAN GO FOR CHALET ALR.
c
his accident may not totally b a bad thing afterall.
he`s got lyk hundredover visitors.
gifts many enuff to fill up a lorry.
oh ¬ toforget.
eprettay nurses he get to ogle at.
hahahas i tink he`ll miss em truckloads when he discharge today.
:p
ahhwells.
so much happened for our happy ending:)
everyone's eyes nose were lyk so so red.
gosh-
eslide show was reali swt.
touched:')
i cried larh.
but i guess i wern dat bad.
after dat i went round tellin alamakees dey look spastic when dey cry.
hahahas kena punched.
not gonna do a to-one-dedication larh.
ive got somuch to say &myy expression got its limit.
anw i juz wanna say i'll def miss every single one of yoo.
&i reali love all of yoo.
okay not reali touching larh but erm.
all dese stuff juz com from myy heart larh rite.
went to visit xiaopeng today wells he reali seemed veh xiaopengish alr.
which is a gd sign:)
oh &he can discharge tml alr.
God blessed:D
tis is not an ending.
tis is ebeginning of echallenge dat God set for us.
challenge of staying tgt when we`re apart.
tank yoo.
all thirtyfive of yoo.
im a chnged wenhui from hu i used tob.
all tanks to yoor.
a veh big tankyoo to myy alamak.
from ebottom of myy heart.
<3
argh today`s dental encounter was disastrous.
as usual.
gd thing i onli had two severely rotting teeth.
if i had four i wuld hav died.
coz dese two alr made me
halfdead.
i missed out on taking pic wif mr maths &ms higherchinese.
last lessons wif em today.
sighs lookin at deir pics.
it juz seem lyk ther`s smth missin from epic larh.
ohyar.
i was fightin for myy life in edental lorry &cun make epics more complete.
ahhwells:/
i`ll miss mr sweet maths &ms blur higherchinese so much too.
&mdm lovely english.
&mr daideepro pe aka formteacher
&mrs grandmotherly homeecons
&mr potato chemistry &ms blur physics.
Oh ms (?) bio too.
&mr secone guailan history
&mr sectwo hot history
&mr tall geography
&ms skinny geography
&mr supersarca literature
but most of em r comin to chalet rite ?
but to giv yoo partwo of myy confessions.
tis gurl`s madly in love wif her fellow alamakees.
wait wher`s partone ?
she's gonna miss em all so so much-
hrmph
okay im reali reali reali veh veh veh touched now.
though its abit erm idunno.
coz it started off wif xp's accident.
but anw im still touched !
yea its an unfortunate event.
but look !
everybody i can c r all praying for him.
juz look at their msn nicks !
&omgosh even pengkhee's goin to visit him wif us tml !
not dat im puttin him dwn or wad.
but its reali reali rare.
or never b4.
dat pengkhee went out wif us b4.
tank Yoo God.
thru tis unfortunate Yoo bring out wads deep inside all of us.
tank Yoo.
estronger bonds we hav.
emore we shan feel sad bout seperation.
coz we're def still gonna meet up nxt yr.
&nxt nxt yr !
hahahas:D
oh &dun forget about echalet !
<3333
everybody's lyk so sad bout parting.
i am too.
but after wad xm says.
im looking at partings in another way.
im still sad but i guess when i reali digest tis dwn im not gonna feel esame.
no seperation no gatherings.
if we're not seperated &we're tgt owaes.
we'll never reali cherish wad &hu we hav.
coz dey'll owaes b deir.
den in a way or another.
we wun reali love each other.
seperation does not equals end.
we may not b tgt dat often.
but it dosen mean we're not tgt.
seperation makes us reflect.
lyk wad im doin now.
it reali digs out elove &care we hav for each other.
onli thru seperation can we reali treasure wad we hav.
tinkin bout it.
when we still hav time wif our frens &family.
do we REALI treasure em ?
treasure as in reali graciously forgive &forget deir mistakes.
not gettin angry over small lil things.
seperation bonds us tgt.
it dosen break us apart.
im feelin better alr.
hope everyone else do too.
ther's still time.
let's juz tell everyone how much we love em:)
i realise wad r som of ethings dat screw our lives.
our as in teens.
immaturity.
popularity &attention.
immaturity
smtimes.
when a relationship ends.
when yoor crying &tinkin.
&reflecting.
yoo'll realise dat if yoo hadn been so immature.
yoo wun hav gotten yoorself into tis kinda mess.
we insist dat we r mature enuff.
but i juz tot we said dat coz we wanna rebel against eadults or we're juz curious about love stuff.
i mean.
how many relationships happening in our sch is based on true love ?
juz lookin at esec1s can make me shake myy head.
tink carefully.
its too complicated for us.
or for me at leas.
when yoor not veh widely known at firs &yoo suddenly juz sprang to ms or mrpopular.
changes occur.
&most of etime.
dat fella chng for eworse.
dats bad.
real bad.
&its scary too.
guess it all boils dwn to eword maturity.
not dat we hav to b so adultish.
we can behave childishly &go wild but still able to tink thru b4 we make decisions.
we juz hav to use dat piece of meat in our skull more.
den we'll realise.
hey i dun reali nid all dese afterall.
today was mad.
hahas im lyk movin round waving to ppl i dunno &saying hello to omoz everybody.
today's echioest day of my life.
mrs chew said i was prettay.
dorcas called me a chiobu.
&elook on everyother ppl's faces when dey saw me tells it all.
im bloody chio.
i used eword bloody.
not very or damn or wadever.
okay anw tis is not my pt.
ept is.
i love 2Aoh5
all 36.
yes i love myself too.
:))
ppl chng.
not dat its reali a bad thing but.
sm ppl chng for eworse..
bloggin everyday coz its a different feeling i hav everyday.
sec4s leaving.
or left. wadeva.
gonna miss myy band seniors especially.
when dey left band i wasn veh affected.
coz its lyk i still get to catch em round in sch.
&now
ahhwells-
i love em all for makin a diff a way or another in my life.
seniors jiu shi seniors.
thers owaes SMTH to learn from em.
all ebest in everythg:)
uhhuh tml's b yoorself day.
idunno y im lyk so protective of myy alamakees.
was hellpissed today.
kip yoor unhappy comments to yoorselves
well i carn wait for tml:)
sci &everythg else's screwed
i wanted to post smth about me being a piakia.
but nvm it will onli reflect upon me as an immature git.
okay im reali happy today.
chi rocks stones diamonds rubies okay.
a twentysix over thirty.
sectionc chem.
shit larh lyk i will hit dat.
a1 gone.
nvm.
yoo noe i suddenly carn wait to grow up.
its lyk thers so many things waitin for me to do &discover.
iunno.
im suddenly sick &tired of being a teenager.
i guess i wan more freedom.
tada.
wenhui's bein immature again.
anw i finally found out wad type of ppl i depise.
ppl hu say dey'll go to eend of eworld for yoo when deyre damn not meaning to do it.
i mean.
how sick is DAT.
myy goosepimples all juz came out.
for christ sake.
get a life
how com lyk hav alot of ppl saying larh rite dese days.
wads so significant about a gurl ?
she's got severe mood swings.
hahahas okay dats so me.
when i woke up tis morn i was kinda pissed.
coz i was late &everythg's lyk everywher den i cun find em.
i was happy when we played tonghua &jupiter.
i tot it was pretty gd:)
i was pissed again when we were made to carry etables &chairs.
den go jec started arcadin i was happy again.
den now chatting wif xm i was lyk so high.
lyk a wenhui larh rite.
myy maths &geog improve by onegrade.
B4
yar i noe i dese 2sub veh zai larh.
but im happy enuff larh.
even when everybody else seem tob gettin lyk a1 or a2.
happy enuff liao larh.
ask so much in life for wad ?
i realise.
actually.
its not love
dats complicated.
its eway humans tink &feel dat make it all so comp.
misunderstandings.
we juz lyk to LEAP to conclusions.
no more for me.
too immature.
too tired.
xinni's migrating.
oneless person.
onemoreperson to miss.
sick.
of thgs.
im juz gonna go slp.
slp is gd.
why ?
coz its lyk yoor dead for erest of eday.
free from everythg nice &unnice.
gosh 8am tml.
foronce in a long time im gonna b early for band.
tanks to claire.
im gonna hav one less hour of beauty slp.
tanks to claire.
nvm imma gd senior.
im GOOD.
i hope yoo love me claire.
yoo BETTER
ohmygawd.
dirty dancin's reali nothin else but hawt &hawt.
though edance is lyk touching everywhr.
but
yoo dun find it disgusting.
or at leas i dun.
its so hawt !
im gonna dance lyk dat someday.
tis a promise i made to myself.
&eguy's so cute !
he's not lyk any other cute guys.
he is REALI cute.
adorable.
omygosh-
tml's art !
im suddenly tinkin about yoo again.
BLESS ME !
if onli yoo knew.
hah lyk i giv 2shits
now dat its finally over.
dunno y i dun feel veh high lehh.
nvm mayb i nid some time to get used to it.
yoo c..
coz i mugged too hard.
too too hard :p
ahhh..
anw went towning wif myy women today.
catch corpse bride.
OHMY IM IN<3 WIF eSKELETONS !
dey're lyk SO SO SO cool.
etrombone sound lyk trumpet lol.
i tink emovie's kinda touching.
emily's soooo wei3da4.
i carn wait 4band :)
lyk omoz all cca boards got pin cca pic.
we dun hav sheesh i feel so hurted:(
kay crap.
hmmm lemme tink of wad i can do later..
shuld i slp ?
or mayb i shuld slp..
but i tink i shuld slp lehh.
dang
God..
y do yoo gimme so many choices to choose from ?!
tis haven is juz about yoo &me
i feel so blessed.
bcoz of myy family &frens.
i owaes noe dat im blessed.
but i dun feel it.
now i do.
&its no longer bcoz of a special someone.
i guess i can finally sae dat im reali happy.
:)
town-ing.
swimming.
shopping.
camwhoring.
movie-ing.
out wif myy women.
out wif klarinutz.
out wif alamak.
out wif caryn.
sentosa-ing.
overnight-ing.
dang im juz typing wadeva comes to myy mind &ther's lyk so many things to do alr.
sighs chem's gone:(
gone gone gone.
shuld hav piaed phys rite..
oh jeepers !
hahahahahahas.
ahahas i tink i REALI love chem.
nv love a sub until lyk tis b4.
efirs thin i do when i came home today is to shut myself in eroom to STUDY CHEM.
i can smile to myself while revisin CHEM.
im happy when im readin CHEM.
&now when im sian im tinkin of CHEM.
i tink i'll love chem more den i do my husband.
ok jokin.
im reali lookin 4ward to nxt fri.
ther's lyk athousand things tt i can do runnin thru myy head now alr.
in so hyper suddenly.
i love yoo 4comin to myy blog yea.
i mean it.
HAHAS <3
bugs bunny RAWKS
<3
why did it turn out tis way.
yoo.
was myy closest.
idunno to laff at myself or to cry out in self pity.
i look 4ward to nxt fri :/
RAOO
i juz carn wait 4cca 2com bak again.
<3
lol din noe webcam's lyk so fun.
veh nice to gl ppl wif it.
i <3 MYY WEBCAM !
MWAHAHAHAHAS.
SMUACKS.
jennie's mad &claire's rich.
O_O
right.
so we're in Aclass.
so ?
so we're top 10% of our cohort.
so ?
im reali gettin sick of eteachers.
yoor are Aclass la. wad kinda attitude are yoor showin ? im expectin much more from an Aclass.
fuck yoor own assholes teachers.
yoor are reali reali pissin myy alamakees &me off.
how many teachers hav said tis alr ?
fuck em all.
i tot mrchoy is diff.
turn out he's lyk eother assholes.
gosh im reali pissed ok
he's a teacher 4fucks sake.
&he slam ecd real hard.
on OUR table.
hey yoor a teacher.
im reali expecting a much mature attitude from yoo.
OHPLEASE
wad kinda shit is he giving.
we're at fault.
of WAD.
of toking too loudly in class making him pissed ?
fine.
tell me which class dun tok TOO loudly.
den tell me y are dey givin us dunno wad SHIT bout expectin more.
dun dey tok when dey are students ?
tis is wad i'll say.im NOT guilty 4making mrchoy so pissed today.
not AT ALL.
so yoo can jolly well slash yoor wrist if yoor gonna ask me to reflect.
i read adeline's blog &i realise im not pissed at mrchoy coz he apied us.
not entirely.
but bcoz he c us as students hu r yea.
haolian.
mayb im sad.
iunno but im still not guilty.
<s>are yoo pissed ?
fucking yes.</s>
i edit tis twice.
okay im gonna b a nice gurl ¬ ap anymore.
im serious.
reali m
lol efotographer was farnie.
took our foto when we were about to curse.
MMMMMmmmm.
gon miss em so so much.
hongkong :D
i decided to delete myy previous n3.
coz its juz too too.
nvm.
anw ADELINE.
jiayoo 4 yoor pianoexam tml yar !
God bless yoo.
yoor hands wun retard de larhh.
hahahas
SMUACKS
<3
VALERIE
takkaire loads.
yea i asked yoo to smile.
now im smiling alr.
so yoo muz too kaes !
:) SMUACKS
never had a dream come tru is such a fucksong.
made me cry lyk 10000pieces of shit
i hate partings.
coz its so sad.
coz i hav to force myself to move on.
which means to get over dose ppl i part wif.
mayb not get over.
juz.
not as close wif em as now.
i noe we wun b.
so dun tell me we will b.
aiya dun b sad larhh. yoo still got yoor other ppl.
yea rite.
&one day i'll hav to part wif dose other ppl too.
coz its so sad.
when has it not been ?
fuckfuckfuck.
i tot etears r gone.
i carn bear to c yoor leave.
never.
fuck
hahas today's a mad day.
after sch got zongqiu jie thingy.
stayed bak.
juat ade zihan &me were sittin at eswing.
valerie's senior woked past us quite a few times.
everytime he wok past we
"HI FANGYU."
wok past again.
"BYE FANGYU"
hahas :D
tis yr's zongqiu jie is a BOO.
unlyk last yr.
wadde
sighs sowie jolin.
imma bitch.
went jec wif lynna &zhihao.
hahas lynna &me were lyk 2mads.
we mix everythg we saw edible together.
&went round gettin ppl to drink.
we tried xueqiang &his pa seniors.
sherry michelle sweeying.
bernard &alex.
jay.
nobardie drank it cept jay sherry &me.
hahas gotta admit jay gross me to ecore.
he's efirs to drink it.
ahhwell.
he made it look lyk its heaven.
madmadmad.
DANG.
if yoo can make me go on a diet i'll treat myself to 3pizzas.
i juz tink tis skin's super cool.
hahas last few mins of art was FUN.
was playin xp's digital dict wif juat.
we lyk UBER pro.
mrchng so cute !
mmm clean instru today.
lester cheat my feelings.
nv gimme 2bucks
i help him can.
wadde.
TANKYOO ARH.
TANKYOO heling.
help me oil instru mwahaas.
TANKYOO xinni.
l1r5 9.
TANKYOO xm fiona gimling heling felina hannah jiaying emily secones.
l1r5 beta den me.
TANKYOO melvin.
say i looks lyk an frogs.
damn.
any sec2s l1r5 above 24 ?
hongkong.
:/
went yuhua sec ytd.
saw alot of stjohn ppl.
saw valerie :)
sect wif dem firs.
wah deir song.
so many running notes.
x.x
den combine.
deir bandrm lyk a small.
but veh veh cosy.
mschan lyk veh carefree liddat.
mmm :/
i can c e diff btween dem &us.
i can c y we're bein called a piece of wood.
somebardie veh zai.
got smth on dats y late.
hahas we decided not to stay on to watch some movie.
was geking jiaxu wif a piece of choco on ebus.
i ate some.
yishi &peichan oso.
onli jiaxu dowan.
tskk.
makan at jec wif jiaxu.
shall stick to combo one enxt time.
bleah :s
take mrt to bishan.
hahas let's juz 4get bout wad i owe yoo uhh ?
&do away wif edoubles too
ok echicken rice at j8 veh nice.
ask me myy biggest regret in my life so far.
it wuld hav tob tad i aint wid myy seniors &peers.
bandsmen.
when dey announce eresult 4 syf.
was goin round readin ppl's past n3s.
eway it was described.
damn
how can i b so dumb to leave esch dat early ?!
sheeesh.
nv felt lyk turnin bak time as much as now.
2yrs later.
mmmm
im so friggin proud of myself.
eh eminem's mtv rated m18 !
wth
i hate myy laopok comp.
I LOVE BAND
:p
WOOHOOHOO inspired by jasmine
if yoo r distraught coz yoo din get yoor Bs or As.
take a look at mine.
chi c5
lit c5
geog c5
art c5
maths c5
take note i got tis thang wid eC5s.
l1r5 24
do read tuesdays wid morrie if yoo haben done sho.
damn meaningful &touching.
i learn a lot from it.
tank yoo valerie :)
mayb i reali aint dat gd.
other ppl's beta.
wth i dunno wad im typin.
august's gone &sept's here.
things r beginnin to drop again.
do i hab to wait till october b4 things pick up again.
w i nv knew yoo
today rawk rawk rawk !
HIGHLIGHTS OF eDAY
sarongs :)
PENG KHEE WORE IT TOO>
he's efirs guy in class to do sho :D
damn ku larh.
firs time wear sarong.
&mine ish emoz muthu de.
:D
folk dance was nice.
SMUACKS MYY ALAMAKEES.
took lotsa pics :))
mrchng aka one of our judges 4 bu4 shi4 superstar.
"wads yoor comment mrchng ?"
"oh sry i was bz eating.."
GRINS-
aww man lovelovelove him !
mstanhuizhen aka player of pass-eparcel.
she's lyke omt sho cute.
she got eparcel &immediately scream &threw it aside.
alamakees were lyke loao.
:D
dianfeng imitate her.
he's ebez:)
congrats to cher-e &xiaopeng.
winners of bu2 shi4 superstar.
wid their song hen3 duo1 er2.
:D
omg.
tis ish lyke myy moz colorful n3:D
if onli..
hmmm
xi1 wang4 wo3 men2 yi1 qian1 nian2 yi3 hou4 hai2 hui4 ji4 de2 da4 jia1..
<3
hu ish dat gurl i c.
staring straight bak at mie.
when will my reflection show
hu i am inside..
reflections.
(especially ppl hus near &dear to mie)
a very big sorry to ppl whom i've offended.
i reali dun mean it (if yoor not a teacher)
once again.
im sorry.
i hope God bless mie by letting yoor 4give mie..
ytd rawk.
trumpets rawk.
lynna xueqiang yinnyann michelle zhenda rachael ( erm another sec1 gurl ) rawk.
zihan rawk.
dey left mie at commonwealth station.
I DIN BOARD eTRAIN !
anw.
econcert was kinda nice :D
guangmian &benjamin rawk.
today rawk too.
i love everythg